this darkness needs to fuck off, my pups need me, my pups are moving further and further away from me, i need my pups, i need my mates, i need to fucking wake up.

i gasp and sit up, looking around the room to see my brother in the corner on his phone, looking at me like he just watched a horror movie, "where the fuck are they?" i breath out and he stands up.

"alright, just calm down, they were alright, mum and-" i push him out of my way, ignoring my spinning migrane as i swing the door open and rush down the sairs.

"AIDAN!" I call, searching every room, "NATHAN!" I scream as i enter the kitchen, anger floods through me as i see dad and Alpha dad laughing at their conversation, "where the fuck are they?!" i say, leaning onto the counter.

"the twins are at home while the pups are on their way to the beach!" i just look at the Alpha, the fucking big bad Alpha who think's he's everything with his Alpha comands and Alpha voice that if you stand up to for too long it knocks you out, "the twins were put in seperate rooms for a week of their punishment before they can go back to being twins because they decided to try and step up to the role you were playing and faild, your lucky your not a full pledged pack member yet or you would have found it just as difficult as them!" he sats sipping his tea, i lean further over and slap the tea out of his grip.

"Tell them to bring my fucking pups back!" i growl, staring him dead in the eye and he growls, so does my dad when my ears begin to burn at the sound of the whistle, i grab my ears, but instead of falling and thrashing about i run out of the house, finding the door to be locked so i rush upstairs and jump out my window.

if they even think they can keep me away from both my mates and my pups because they tried to mark me and because i had sex with MY MATES.

i see the pack house and all the surrounding werewolves who aproach me, "where are they?!" i say with so much anger and rage that i am seeing red.

"our orders are to keep you out of this house and keep Codek twins in!" one guy says and i punch him around the face.

"i don't care, the are my fucking mates!" i say and he lets out a long breath, the mark of me punching him quickly vanishing.

"please, Raden, i think it's best to just go back to your-" i slip through them all like a snake and run up to the house, i burst into the house with so much curage and determination.

"AIDAN, NATHAN?!" i shout and my ear's instantly pick up the growls of frustration. i run up the stairs, hearing them both shouting agressive and deadly coments.

"Geoff!" i hear one call and they look to me.

"Ra-"

"Get the fuck out of my way!" i growl and they step in front of me.

"RADEN!" i hear them both call and i growl.

"MOVE!" i growl and step to the side to walk past but they move.

"Alpha Codek and your dad is here to take you bac-"

"i'll fucking kill each and every one of you if you don't let me the FUCK PAST!" i snap at them and they step closer.

"Raden!" i hear being warned and i turn around and growl, "grab him!" i hear him say and then arms wrap around me.

"GET THE FUCK OFF OF HIM!" i hear Aidan shout, his voice muffled from the thick door that is most likely made for this moment in time.

"I'll fucking kill you!" i growl as i claw at each of them, making them growl, that damn whistle rips through my ear and i cry out in pain, "STOP!" i growl, but it is practically inaudoable from the roars of anger from the two Alpha's to be who are forced not to protect their mate, my heart beats quick, too quick as i grow slightly weak from the pain in my ear, "please, stop, just please!" i beg, crumbling to the floor and the whistling stops, but i don't stop crying, i curl up into a ball, my anger shifting streight to complete pain and sorrow, almost like the whistle was too much, "just please stop!" i beg, no longer for the whistle.

the arms holding me hostage let go and i fall to the ground, "you are being punish-"

"yes, but how would you feel if you were forbid of seeing Nathan and Aidan and your fucking Luna!" i say to him and he growls.

"i am still the Alpha here if you haven't forgotten, you will treat me with respe-"

"i will treat you with respect when i get my mates and my pups back!" i say and he growls louder.

"Do not cut me o-"

"not until i get my mates and my pups back, i don't care if you pull each one of my hairs from my foxes back as punishment, i just don't care what happens to me-"

"your punishment is only growing, Red!" my dad says and i sob.

"just please, i'd rather go back to that fucking lab rat then to be seperated from my family by my family, even if it's just for fucking three week!" i growl at them, my anger seeping back, but my heart ripping further apart, the two pieces tugging to my mates, yerning for my mates touch.

"no, you are being punished, you can not just use your fami-"

"I AM NOT FUCKING USING THEM!" I scream, jumping up and racing to the door, pulling on the handle as Aidan also pushes against it, feeling a powerful grip on my shoulder as i am pulled away. i turn around and my fist drives streight into the wolfs jaw, forcing him to the floor with the adrenalin of my rage for my family, i turn back to the door and just begin hitting it.

"Raden, your making this worse then it needs to be!" my dad warns and i growl loudly at him, almost like a wolfs growl.

i go back to hitting the door when another grip grabs me, this one strong and reaks dominance, i turn around and bite him, only for him to growl out loudly and push me hard against the wall, hitting the back of my head, i whimper as i hit the floor, holding the back of my head as my heart and body slowly begins to feel numb without my pups or my mates.

"Raden!" Nathan calls with pure panic, "RADEN!" he screams and i hear Aidan scream his colourful words and threats louder as the doors begin to crack as now they are both raging mad while i sit up, looking up to him as he looks utterly disapointed in me but i just growl, at the sound of my growl the doors crack, everyone stood to witness going pure pale.

"they were-were made with-" Aidan and Nathan rush up to me and crush me with a giant, messy kiss and a desperate hug, "wolves bane!" i hear the final words being breathed oout of the wolfs mouth as i just consentrate on now having my mates, i hold onto them, feeling complete need and want from just being able to have them again without being forced apart. it's really different when you are both told your not allowed to see or touch or talk to the other.

i moan into their kisses while they are both growling their want and need as i pull roughly on their hair, they break the kiss and look down at me, "what the fuck took you so long?!" Aidan says huskily and i pur at his voice, pleasure shuddering through me from the small nibbles against my neck from Nathan.

"werewolves, more werewolves an Alpha, which is a werewolf!" i kiss him again, holding onto Nathan when i hear a caugh........oh shit, i totally bit their dad, "i accidently bit your dad!" i whisper and they both look at me and then turn their head to their dad, "he threw me against the wall for it!" i whisper again and they growl, "i also disrespected him, his pack and his title and threatened to kill each and every one of the wolves who were trying to keep me from you!" they look back down at me and let out long breaths.

"now, no matter how angry or pissed you are, you can't do that!" Nathan whispers, "but it's fucking bad ass!" he chuckles and kisses me softly and lovingly, my heart pieces coming back together.

"now, even though it is increadibly bad and you went further then a lot of people-" we stop our movements and just look at each other, "normally people just punch a few wolves and work out how to open the door themselves, via, key-" he holds up the key, "but you managed to scare all my pack worriors, break two very expensive doors that are nearly impossible to be broken by wolves, injure an Alpha, knock out a werewolf, run 6 mile in around 10 minutes-" i continue to look confused, "fight against the fox whistle, vow your loyalty to your family, talk down on, fight agains and piss off Me, all in less then twenty four hours.." he says, now looking rather proud, i look slightly pale at the twins, "it was a test to see your worthyness to your pack!" he says and i grow insanely angry.

"WHAT!?" i scream and snap my head around, Aidan and Nathan's grip on me getting stronger, "A fucking TEST!" i shout and he sighs.

"you passed with the highest mark i have seen!" he says, looking at his still bloody arm, so does my dad, he looks over it and presses against it a few times, Alpha hisses slightly, "you bit down to my bone!" he mumbles.

"correction, he cracked your bone!" my dad corrects him and Alpha just looks at me with slight shock, my dad looks up with a proud smile.

"what else was a test?" i ask distantly, if this 'punishment' was a test, i'm curious if anything else was a test.

"training!" my dad says and does jaz hands, "your a fox, you can't just be expected to be accepted to be the Luna to all of these wolves!" if he knows, Alpha knows and all the other werewolves know...

i pull away from the twins and look up to them, they both growl at my movement, "did you know?" i ask them and they pull me back.

"of course we didn't!" Nathan says, wrapping his arms around my chest.

"do you really think we would have broken those two doors and reacted like complete psycho rogue wolves if we did?" Aidan says cockily, holding me around my weist.

i let out a long breath when i hear Derak running down, he skids to a stop and looks at us while my head is burried into Aidan's chest and leaning into the side of Nathans head while Aidan's head is on mine, "i missed a lot!" he says and i just let out a long breath.

wait..."where are my pups?!" i raise my voice, and pull away from the twins to look to Alpha dad.

"it's alright, they are still going on holliday!" i growl lowly, "we asked Aidan and Nathan and after a while they just let it go!" he shrugs and i feel slightly relieved, but i turn and look at them both, looking them up and down while they stand nervously.

but regardless of how protective i am over my pups, i trust my mates, they are there dads, they wouldn't let anything bad happen to their pups, they protect them, plus, i'm sure our mums have it sorted, but what if something bad does happen to them? what if one get's lost?or taken? or hurt? what if they- they were mums too, Alpha mum is a werewolf Luna, she is strong, very strong, i'm sure my mates wouldn't just let the pups go without knowing they are in safe hands. so my heart wins right?

i let out a long breath, "if-"

"anything happens, i'll personally take the punishment for it!" they both say in unison and i smile.

i walk up to them, "i love you!" i whisper and hug them, while they hug me back, i move my head so it's close to both of their ears, "now how about we go back to my bedroom!" i whisper so quietly my dad can't even hear, but they both growl, i hold onto them tightly and hiss at them, "not tonight, i'd rather not be punished again!" i grumble, glaring at our dads before walking to our bedroom, i walk in and yawn, "i'm too tired for this shit!" i say and face plant onto the bed.

they both get grumpy, but i continue to listen, "want a drink?" Alpha dad asks and my dad laughs before i hear them walk down into the kitchen, hearing the clanking.

"okay!" i whisper and run to the window i look through it and see trees all around.

"what are you-"

"how good at you at climbing trees?" i ask and they look at each other slightly pale, "oh come on, your both way stronger then me, you'd be ace at it!" i say and open the window, throwing myself out of it and against a tree, i get my balance and turn around, my heart pounds when i realise how high i am, "oh shit!" i say, looking down, they both look very worried, who has four stories to their home?! i take a breath and look down, reasoning with the hight by looking over the branches, slight fear of falling shuddering through me, but i focus on not the fear and more......i get to fuck them after this. "come on!" i say and Aidan climbs up to the window, looking down and then to me, down and to me, like he's trying to decide something, "just jump over to me and i'll help you down!" i say with slight panic, i let out a yelp when i see him jump out of the window, but not for the tree, he jumps to the ground, he hits the floor and rolls onto his back, i hear him groan in pain slightly until he gets up again.

"come on, Nathan's fine!" he says, waving down as Nathan falls down, rolling at the bottom before ending on his back, but getting up quicker then Aidan as the roll saved his legs a bit better.

i swiftly climb down and when i get to the second floor i jump down, both of them running to catch me but i land on my feet with my legs bent and my chest level with the floor, my hands both on the grass, "the fuck Raden!" Nathan wisper yells and i stand up, rolling my eyes.

"says the nobs who just dropped four stories!" i glare and they hug me tight.

"we heal fast!" Nathan whimpers and i roll my eyes.

"but you was still hurt!" i say and they both sigh, "come on, the tention of having to wait to get to mine is torture enough!" i say and they growl, "shush, people will catch us!" i wine and they laugh.

"yeah, it's okay now, we'er no longer on a test!" Aidan says calmly and i give him a dead look.

"those growls say otherwise!" i say, not actually hearing growls. they roll their eyes.

"we'ed probably hear the growls quicker then you because they are from our pack and we recognise our own!" Aidan says dully and i shrug.

"do you want to fuck me or not?" i ask casually but really just wanting to jump on them both now, but, you know, it's illegal and stuff and...you know, i'd hate to tarnish the twin's image, shut up, mines far from ruined. the both growl at me before they both shift into their wolves, "now, i think i get what you mean, but, to wasn't as fun as doing it in human form!" i laugh at the dead looks they give me, "yeah, i get you!" i say and shift into fox form before running quick towards home.