i wake up to the familiar hang over headache, i'm in my bed, with two huge logs tangled around me, i roll onto my side with a groan as i sit up, i look around, seeing the room a complete tip again, i put my hand to my mouth and pull out bits of fluff from my mouth, did i try to eat my bear or something? the pain in my head is frustrating, i think for a second wether i want to get up or lay back down so i turn and look to my mates, seeing a bit of fluff in Aidan's mouth too, but Nathan just looks dead.

i should get up, this is a punishment after all.

i wriggle out of their grip, them both groaning, but just rolling and dying all over again while i stand up, "fuck!" i whisper and put my hand to my head as pain shoots through my head, i slowly walk to the door and walk out, being hit by a dizzy spell as my vision goes fuzzy and my balance falls out the window, i bump into the door, pushing it further open and hearing it hit the wall with a bang while i drop onto the floor, "fuck!" i whisper shout again as i lay on my back with my head back.

"what the hell!?" i hear one of them groan.

"shut up, dude!" i want to laugh, i feel like laughing, but i don't laugh.

i slowly, so slowly sit up and get off of the floor, holding my head and feeling like it's about to drop off. i look to see Nathan sat up and Aidan with his arm over his head. i walk down into the kitchen to see my mum and dad with teas, "Morning!" they say cheerfully, slightly loud as i wince at the pang in the head to acompany it, "feeling alright, son?" i sit down and put my head down.

"you gave us a bottle of Vodka, what do you think?" i ask and they laugh.

"where's the twins?" i look behind me to see Alpha dad walk in, "still asleep?" he smiles mischeviously before walking back out. a few moments later i hear a few growling and bangs before Aidan and Nathan walk down, sit down and copy me in putting their heads down, "you two were grounded!" he warns and i growl, "you are not aloud to sleep with Raden or have any sort of fun, including getting drunk-" he says with high orthority which kind of intimidates me, "you were both told the consquenses of breaking the rules!" a tap shatters through the counter, it sounded like someone slammed their cup on the table, "Raden will stay here for three weeks!" he says and i scoff, "while you two stay home-" i snap up.

"WHAT?!" I shout and they ignore me.

"you will be forbidden to come to the house, there will be wolves stationed around the house to stop you if needed!" he says and i growl.

"it's there fucking punishment, their fucking grounding, why the fuck do you think it's fucking right to punish me while your fucking at it for fucks sake?!" i snap at him and everyone just looks at me... apart from dad, he's sat on the corner sipping his tea.

"you said the words fucking and fuck six times and i agree with this punishment!" he says and i stand up.

"i'm eighteen years old and i have nine pups who need their fathers as much as they need there mother-" i say with pride and authority, taking charge of this shit, "having to make the choice between seperating them from their own mother or their fathers should be difficult enough, and then having to deal with the fact that it may effect them mentally by the fact they have to go so long without at least one of their parents at one time!" i say and they all just sip their tea.

"oh, i forgot to tell you, we'er taking them on holl-" i cut my mum right off.

"NO YOUR FUCKING NOT!" I snap and they just look at me.

"you should be happy, you'd be getting a break, if not, take it as part of your punishment, they are already so excited about it!" Alpha mum says and i growl at her.

"NO YOUR FUCKING NOT!" i growl more forcfully and Alpha dad growls at me.

"Know your place so-"

"I don't give two shits if your the king and queen of this fucking contry, when it comes to mine, Aidan's and Nathan's pups we are the ONLY and i mean ONLY ones who make the choices when it come to all nine of them!" i growl and he steps closer to me, to which the twins stand up.

"sit your asses down!" he snaps and they both drop their heads, struggling, "Sit. Down!" he says and my head pounds hard with pain and my limbs tense completely, Aidan and Nathan are already sat down but i just growl, how dare they think they can just take my kids on holiday without even considering to consult with me first, "i said, SIT DOWN!" he shouts and i growl at him louder.

"and i said, FUCK OFF!" I scream at him and everyone, including the twins just look at me, i stare dead into his eyes and the twins start to get fidgity, and i begin to understand as my head begins to growl slightly heavy as his stare gets stronger, but i stand my ground, my pups, i don't even know where they are taking them, they haven't spoken to me about any of it. "t-they are my pups, not your's!" i say, my voice growing slightly weak, but then i growl, waking myself up, "now fuck off!" i say and he growls, stepping up to me but before he can come over my vision get's blury and i am suddenly, very tired of this passing out business.