i hug my dad constantly, he just standing there, "i thought you were dead!" i slur and he nods.

"yeah, i know!" he simply says as i continue to hug him.

"i thought you were dead!" i've been hugging him for about an hour now repeating the same words, same tone, just a different pattern of slur.

"i know, you said!" he says and we both fall back as someone falls onto us, i land on my dad as Nathan hugs me, laid heavily on top of me.

"Nath-than, i thought he was dead!" i say to him and Nathan just hums.

"Nathan, where are you?" i hear Aidan say while he's stood with his eyes shut, he blinks a few before looking at us, "ohmygod, it's a-" he ggasps, "it's an angel!" he whispers with his hand over his mouth.

"get your sexy ass over here and hug me you beautiful creature!" i slur and he too drops onto us, all of us groaning.

"i think you all just broke my back!" i hear my dad say and i gasp.

"i thought you were dead!" i repeat and he wriggles around and few times before we all fall off of my dad onto the floor, i let out a groan, "what the fuck just happened?" i slur, the twins now on me, i lazily tap them on the back, "there there!" what am i even saying!?! i hear five knocks at my bedroom door, "WHO'S THERE?!" i shout loudly and i watch as my dad gets up.

"do you need help?" i look up and see Alpha mum and Alpha dad, not looking too impressed, but amused.

"hi mummy, hi daddy!" i laugh, looking at them upside down and they all laugh, "i love you so so much-" oh dear god, what am i going to say? "why? because y-you brought these two beautiful-" i look down at them lazily, digging into my head to think of another word for them, "daferughsef''s into the world and i love you!" i say and they are just sat there laughing.

"Noo-" Aidan wines, "you only love me and-and Nathn!" he slurs and i tap his head.

"i love you-"

"Noo, you love me, not them!" Aidan wines again, moving so his head is closer to mine while Nathan lays across us both, Aidan kisses me before dropping his head beside mine onto the floor.

"your lips taste nice!" i smile lazily while the adults are just laughing.

"everything of your taste nice but im-im not complaining!" Nathan says and i begin to laugh, causing them both to laugh.

"i do taste nice!" Aidan's words are muffled by the carpet as they are both still laying all of their drunk ass weight onto me.

"shut up Aidan, i taste better!" Nathan wines.

"Raduun, tell him!" Aidan shouts and i just look up at the ceiling.

"i want ice cream!" i mumble, the ceiling dancing slightly, i feel myself shutting my eyes, but i don't just shut my eyes, i freak out about not being able to see, "i'm blind!" i panic, wriggling about when i feel someone grab my head and i scream, i feel someone poke my eyes and i can suddenly see, i look up and see Aidan and Nathan, "hi, how are you?" i say politely and they both just look down at me.

"you are safe!" Nathan whispers like it's bad to whisper it.

"i'll protect you!" Aidan says, dropping hiself back onto me as he wraps his arms around me, "i'll never let anyone-no people take mine!" kind of made sense, ugh, my body isn't mine anymore!!!! "i love you my baby!" he slurs and i feel myself moving, i wriggle out from under them both and once i am i look around the room.

i see the giant teddy bear, i gasp, feeling the urge to jump onto it, i drunkly walk over to it before face planting onto it, i groan out in pleasure at the pure comfort i'm feeling from this, "i love you too!" i begin to chew lazily on the bear when i feel someone grab me, i let out a loud shout, "HELP, HELP!" I scream as my bear get's further and further away when i am dropped onto the bed, "please, i'll behave, i'm good fox!" i mumble, laying limply on the bed...who the fuck threw me onto the bed?

i turn my head and see Alpha dad picking Nathan up and Alpha mum and dad laying blankets down, "hay, i want them, that's mine, your not-your not allowed!" i say, rolling over, moving slugishly as i see Nathan looks dead, he's just asleep, "oh my god, is he dead!" i slap my hand over my mouth and Aidan sits up and looks at me.

he looks down to his brother and slaps his hand over his face, "AIDAN!" Alpha dad warns as Nathan begins to groan and roll onto his side.

"oh fuck, i thought you were dead!" I say again and the Adults, capital A, kind of look frustrated. Aidan looks back up to me and growls.

"you look sexy!" he says, getting up and crawling over to the bed where he falls onto me and holds his arms around me, he tugs on my clothes and i kiss him.

"AIDAN!"

"oh my god, leave Aidan alone, he's changing his name-" i look down at him and he continues to undo my trousers, "you can me named........Carrot!" i gasp, "oh my god, yes, you can be called Carrot, mmmm, tasty!" i say and he continues to pull down my trousers when he is suddenly dragged off of me. i sit up quickly when i see him being taken out of the room, "NO, give him back, I NEEEEEED HIM!" I shout and Derak peeps around the corner, once he sees the mess of a scene he bursts out laughing and disapears, "DERAK, HELP!" i shout and go to the door, slamming it shut to stop them, "give!" i say and hug him tightly.

"my hero, i love you, your my hero!" Aidan mumbles, "don let them take me, hero!" he mumbles and i growl at them.

"you guys can not have sex when drunk, i do not want a repeat of last time, Raden, you were freaking out!" Alpha mum says and i look down at Aidan.

"your right, i should just fuck Aidan then!" i say kissing him when they all groan.

"NO!" i feel someone hit my head and i whimper, "NO SEX WHEN DRUNK!" i hear someone shout and then i fall, freaking out at that fucking whistle, i cover my ears and the whistling stops, but i stay curled up, "are you going to behave?" my dad asks and i just stay there when i finally pass out.