i wake up to a front door being opened. i sit up quickly to find me in my bedroom with Aidan and Nathan curled up with me, "ah, i've missed this house!" i hear my dad through the floor board and i physically fly out of the bed to scramble on some clothes.

"well, it was fuller before you were here, bedrooms haven't changed tho!" my mum says and i hear the twins move about.

"what are you doing?!" i slap my finger over my lips to tell them to shut up and realisation hits them, i hear foot steps come up the stairs and i throw their clothes at them, while still trying to put on mine quickly as i feel myself fall. i hiss at the fall as it makes a thump, the twins get up to help but i point at them with an frustraited look for them to put their damn clothes on.

i get up and push them towards the window, i hear some whispering as Nathan quickly jumps down and Aidan goes to when the door opens. i spin my head around to see my mum and dad stood with confused and questioning looks, "Raden!" they say like they are warning me and i push Aidan out and throw myself out, "RADEN!" i hear my dad scream and i run as quick as i can out of the backgarden only to find him stood waiting, i slide to a stop and look at him like a dear caught in head lights.

"hi dad, nice to catch you here, i was just popping rou-"

"What the hell do you think your doing with Aidan and Nathan in your bed?" he asks with an angry look and my mind suddenly streightens out.

"wait-" i say, realising, why the fuck am i freaking out over this?, "i have nine fucking kids with them, why the hell are you angry?" i ask deffencivly and he steps closer to me with an angry look and all courage jumps out the window quicker then i did as i gulp.

he steps coser to me with an angry look and breaths in, "i don't know, i just really felt like doing it!" he says casually, slouching down slightly from his domanant stance.

"WHAT?!" i scream and he laughs, "What the fuck, dad!?" i growl and spin around with my arms crossed and push the door open and march in, slamming the door behind me. i let out a sharp breath before opening it up again, Aidan and Nathan looking rather shocked, "sorry!" i mumble and they come in, my dad walking closer and i slam the door harder then i did before.

i turn around and see my mum, not looking so calm as dad, "i don't care what your dad said, nor do i care what he thinks, you will not use this house as a place to use for sex!" she growls and i tense, looking angrily at the floor while Nathan and Aidan look as calm as if nothings happening, "i don't care how many times you have already done it-" she walks through the house and i silently follow, my footsteps as light and quiet as they used to be as the door quietly opens, "this is my home and your old one, you ma- did you clean up?" she asks and i go pale.

"i-uh-i- have...n't!" i stutter and she turns around slowly and looks at me.

"well-" she begins, she also said it like she's going to start at me, "do....i- humm...." she stutters.

"drink?" i say with a toothy smile and she rolls her eyes, she walks over and pushes my head over.

"shut up you pup!" she says grumpily but playfully and i growl, pushing her off, "you missed a spot on the wall by the way!" she says, pointing to a little red drop and i growl.

"I cleaned that spot!" i say, turning around and so does she, looking at me strictly and again, my confidence leaves, she steps up and i blink, "I don't live here, you clean it!" i race out of the room, weaving past her, bending my body around her to get past as i run up the stairs, i walk into my room and look over the messy room from when my mum must have come in looking for my fathers possessions that i keep.

"you okay?" i hear Nathan ask and i let out a breath and shiver, not at Nathan's sexiness, but the thought of how everything just bounced back to how it used to be, my parents being a laugh and all past arguments being shaken to forget and forgive.

i hear thundering come up the stairs and i growl, "oh, Raden?!" i hear playfully and cheekily like he's got something of mine, "i have something of yours!" he says and i growl more.

"What?!" i snap and Derak runs up with giant teddy bear hugging his back while he holds it up around his chest by it's arms while it's thick legs drag behind him. my face flattens.

"i found it in the basment, heard you got it taken off of you when mum was still drunk!" he says casually and wiggles around...

i never left that bear when i was yonger, it has a heater in it.

i look to Aidan and Nathan and they are leaning agains the door frame observing everything, i look to Derak who is smiling, waiting when i jump at him, "GIVE!" i shout as he tries to run with it when we fall down the stairs, he laughs while i continue to try and take it from him, "IT'S MINE!" I scream at him as he laughs more.

"it's mine now, i found it!" he laughs as we hit the floor, i try to drag it off of him while he pulls against it, "i wonder what you'll do when you find it ripped apart on your bed!" i growl at him as he continues to pull.

"i sware, i'll get every empty bottle of wine in the wheely bin and i'll smash each and every one of them over your fucking head if you do!" i growl and he laughs. he then grabs his nail and i see his nails grow and sharpen, my eyes widen, "NO!" i scream as he slits the bears throat, "I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU!" I scream as i walk out the back door, past mum and dad and go into the wheely bin and grab a wine bottle.

i storm back through and mum and dad rush after me, "RADEN!" dad growls and i walk up to Derak, he goes to run away when i smash it over his head.

he grumbles, "You little shit, you said you wouldn't do that again!" he says, holding his head.

"shut up, it's been five years!" i say and he goes to go after me when dad growls.

"Shake!" he demands and i grumble, looking down at his hand while he does the same, "so help me god if you don't-" i take a deep breath and does he, i shake his hand once before i grab my bear and show dad, "Derak!" he warns and Derak points to the glass that his head shatters, "Raden!" he warns and i glare at the slit in my bears throat, "you clean that, and you sort that, go!" he says and i walk silently upstairs, past Aidan and Nathan and into my room, dragging the giant bear, the size of my bed across the floor, i pull it into my room and find absolutly no space.

i hate this, mum messes up my room and i have to clean it, but Derak rips my bear and i have to sow it, i am shit at sowing, i've had this bear forever.

i turn around to see my bear lodged in the door frame like a big elephant using a small exit, i let go of it's arm seeing Aidan and Nathan looking at me with a look that tells me they are going to ask about the bear, "dad baught it for me when i was a pup!" i say like i just found out a relative died, i walk around the room, quickly and slugishly putting everything away before i drag it further in, "he baught it because of the heat thing i have where i'm practically adicted to warm things!" i smile a bit as i set it on the table, "I didn't need no den when i had ted!" i say as i pull out the needle and thread, it takes a while to threat the string through the needle, "I can't even sow good, such a fucking prick!" i growl as i sow the best i can.

"well he got a stuffed animal, a lot smaller then that, but it was to fight over!" Nathan explains and i look at him.

"we faught over everything we got when we were pups so they baught us a big toy to rip apart!" Aidan says, dropping onto the bed while Nathan walks over to me.

"it worked, we don't fight over a lot nowadays!" Nathan says, pulling away my needle and thread and bear.

"but it was like, the size of that bears leg, why is it so big?" Aidan asks with slight shock and i smile.

"because!" i simply say and cross my legs, watching Nathan fix my bears boo boo, while i sit holding onto its round, fluffy hand.

"so when was it taken from you?" Aidan asks and i look down at the bear, i pick up its leg and see the red splotches on it's foot.

"she threw a half full bottle of wine at me and i dived for my teddy bear for protection, causing me to miss the whole bottle while the wine splattered all over the wall and carpet, but luckily it only slightly got Ted, but she got really pissed and threw it away saying she's gonna burn the bloody thing!" i say calmly while i run my thumb over it's stain, "she had the break my door down to get me out!" i say dropping it's leg, i stand up and continue to tidy the room.

"kind of harsh, how old were you?" Aidan asks while Nathan consentraits.

"10!" i simply say as i throw some dirty clothes at the door.

"damn, your pretty attached to that thing!" Aidan says raising his brows and i look at him.

"i'm just as attached to you two, if not more then i am to Ted!" i say matter of factly and he just looks at me.

"i'm your mate and a person-"

"Ted is my childhood best friend who kept me warm whenever i needed the warmth and he's my cuddly fucking bear!" i list and his face just freezes, "no need to be jealous, it's just a fucking bear Aidan!" i found the need to say and he sits up offended while i laugh with Nathan.

"i am not offended, that's bear can't do half to you as what i can do to you!" he says with pride and i nod.

"that's right-" i stop laughing and look at him with a serious but seductive look, leaning over slightly, "you can!" i simply say and he looks at me with a flat look while i hear the growl in his throat. i wink and move back to the clothes when i feel Nathan pull my back to his chest while Aidan moves to my front.

"you have to be more careful, Raden, we already fucked twice over today!" Aidan says huskily and i growl, feeling their boners while mine grows.

"yeah, we shouldn't push it, don't want to end up with another set of nine pups now do we?" i ask cockily and he raises a brow.

"can't you ask your brother for some condoms or something?" Nathan, you suprise me every time you talk this way, your not innocent at all, that's just a constume you wear you sexy fuck!! i wouldn't mind him undressing from that costume, not going to lie.

i think for a second, not about the costume undressing but the condom instead, the other item he has to wear, in order to fuck me that is.

"Derak?"

"what the fuck do you want?!" wow, even in my head he sounds like a prick. i'm kind of nervous of how he's going to react to me asking for condoms.

"do you.... have any condoms we can have?", he's gonna kill my bear.

he doesn't answer, he just leaves me. i hear a heavy thundering coming up the stairs and i wriggle out of Aidan and Nathan's cuddling and pull them to the bed, forcing them to lay down before giving them both a random book while i look over Nathan's shoulder as if i'm reading over his shoulder......oh fuck, my dad's gonna kill me.

the door opens and he stands there, "hi dad!" I say innocently and he scoffs.

"Aidan's book is upside down, little red!" he says, crossing his arms, "and in futur, at least put the duvet over your boners, they are like fucking skyscrapers!" i give him a death stare, "if your look even tries to kill me, i'll make you wear a paper bag over your head for a month!" he says simply, his tone so calm.

they put their books down and Aidan even crosses his legs at his ankles and puts his arms behind his head, "how do you two stay so calm in these situations?!" i ask slightly ticked off by it, it's a secret i want to know about.

"he's your dad, you have to deal with him, not us!" He simply says and the door hits the wall, finding my dad with a cup of water.

"No!" i whisper and he smiles, he then puts it on the desk.

"why don't you try it, Raden?!" he says tauntinly and i glare.

"i'm not drinking a cup of fucking vodka, i can smell it from here!" i say to him and he crosses his arms.

"come on, a hangover is the best punishment known to man kind!" he simply says, slightly begging when Aidan jumps up.

"i'll drink it if he doesn't!" he says and picks up the cup, my jaw drops as Nathan laughs, my dad looks highly impressed, he looks to Nathan and pulls out the bottle, Nathan stops laughing.......please Nathan, don't give in. he sighs and jumps up.

"you only live once!" he downs the cup and grimices at the taste, i go pale, Aidan sits back down on the bed while Nathan just stands there.

"Raden-" he sings tauntingly.

"DERAK!" i scream and grab the bottle and the cup as Derak comes up, "you have to get drunk too, down the cup!" i say and he takes the cup, downing it.

"woah, was that Vodka? who gave you Vod- oh, hi dad!" he smiles and i push him back, taking the bottle and drinking from it, "you were always so badass when it came to Vodka, shame you can't hold your liquor!" he says simply and i growl.

"theres a good boy, now come back into the room so i can stop you from falling down the stairs!" he says and i glare, walking back in, starting to feel the side effects of the Vodka hit me slowly.

i get to the bed and just fall flat on the twins, Nathan finally laid down, i just lay there like i just died, "i hate you!" i mumble to my dad and he laughs.

"yeah, Derak said that too!" he laughs some more as everything starts to go funny.

i thought i said i wouldn't drink again?