"you look you've been beaten up-" Derak snickers, "by a bunch of tiny little people!" he laughs and i just look down as my bowl, pushing the food around as my eyes are barely even open, "like look!" he says and pokes my neck, a little shock of pain comes from the sensetive spot and i move away, bending my neck to get him away, slight anger sparks too when he goes to the other side of my neck, "look-" he laughs, "look!"

"STOP IT FOR FUCKS SAKE!" I scream and everyone just freezes, Aidan and Nathan come walking in growling, Nathan comes to me while Aidan right hooks Derak's jaw, knocking him to the ground.

"what the fuck?!" Derak shouts and gets back up, punching Aidan back to which Aidan knocks him back to the ground again.

"Do not EVER hurt my fucking mate!" he says with so much anger. he then looks up at the clock and sees it's half five in the morning, he turns to look at me and then comes over, picks me up, i rest my head sleepily on his shoulder as he supports me up by holding my back and ass, not squeasing luckily. he drops us both down and curls up with me, he twists about a bit so that Nathan can come join us, both of them sandwiching me in the middle.

i breath in there beautiful scent, "you smell good!" i hum sleepily to me, the next thing i know i am crying out with whimpers and pain as my ears are practically cut off by a whistle, Aidan and Nathan are practically freaking out over my crying and whimpering as i thrash about holding tightly onto my ears, it stops and i can't hear anything, i look around, i see my dad and my brother with ear plugs in, my dad has a whistle around his neck, he's saying something i can't hear, i click my fingers next to my ears, "What the fuck!?" i panick, everyone turns to me as i continue to try and regain my hearing.

my dad turns to Derak and tells him something, "your hearing will come back in a bit!" i growl at him but dont hear my growl, i shake my head about viggirously that just causes me to become dizzy as Aidan and Nathan are trying to talk to me, both looking worried but Aidan also looks like he's screaming at my dad and brother in anger.

my eyes widen......."did you take care of the pups ears by any chance?" i ask through mind and slowly look to Derak who's gone sickly pale....

he mouths a don't know and slowly steps back, i launch at him and begin to punch him as hard as i can while he screams something, "-ow-i don't know!" he frantically shouts while people are trying to grab me off of him.

"what the fuck do you mean you don't know?!" i scream angrily, "you blew that fucking whistle and you don't know if you made sure my fucking pups are okay?!" i continue to thrash about to try and get to him, he sits up slowly as my dad steps in front of me.

"it's alright, your mum took care if it-" my dad says and more anger thrashes through me.

"what-" i say distantly, the room falls deadly silent as my eyes become the size of sourcers, "you-you-mum?" i feel myself shaking from anger.

"Alpha mum is with her too so they are safe!" Derak says quickly.

"i thought you didn't know-" i say through gritted teeth as i sit there, "I sware to FUCKING GOD!" i scream and slip streight out of whoevers grip is around me, everything in me is screaming for me to help and make sure the pups are okay. i run into the room to see my mum and Alpha mum holding the babies, changing their dipers and feeding them, i fall down to the ground and feel suddenly very, very emotional as i wrap my arms around my self and curl up into a ball on the floor.

"Raden?" Alpha mum asks and i hear her foot steps towards me as Aidan and Nathan are down on the ground trying to comfort me.

"no, he's alright, just give him a moment, he reacts very differently with the whistle-" she says softly, i shake in my own hold as i am picked up by Aidan, i feel Aidan move a bit and before i know it, Aidan is sat on the floor with his legs crossed while Nathan has his legs wrapped around Aidan's torso, sat in his lap facing each other while i'm held in the middle, between there oh so warm boddies.

i begin to calm down quickly when i'm held like this, i am completely surrounded by their large, strong boddies, their warm sexy ass bodies, there manly, protective, possessive and oh so delicious bodies.........i purr lightly and there hold on me becomes more relaxed. i turn my head and look to my worried Alpha mum, "don't worry, i hate the whistle too!" i grumble and look over to the pups, nither Aidan nor Nathan bothering to even attempt to move, "are they okay?" i ask softly and she smile and nods.

"yeah, they are!" she says and i flinch at the loudness of it, it's easier for the pain of sound to fly over your ears when your a ball of rage, "sorry!" she whispers lightly and i drop my head back to Aidan's chest.

"i have to go!" i say to them both and they hold on a little tighter, "i need to go, i'll be able to cuddle with you guys all day after eleven!" i say to them and they just let out long breaths.

"but mornings are my cuddle time!" Aidan whimpers and my heart chips hearing my Aidan whimper, i wrap my arms tightly around him, "Nathan will get his cuddle time, but i don't get mine!" he says, dread in his voice when he realises it.

"i'll talk to my dad, i'll see if he will move our fittness to 7 instead of 5, then you'll get your cuddle, and i'll also ask if he can move the work out at least an hour after our run so i can come back and cuddle some more at nine and then i'll ask if he can move yoga later on to around two as i have training around eleven on those two days, move the second set of fitness to around two and the evening run can stay where it is, cutting my day up into tiny little chunks!" i say softly and calmly to him, making it sound as boring as it is.

he shifts slightly, "okay-" he says softly.

"but i have to go so i can ask!" i say to him and he lets out a long breath, Nathan with his head resting on my back as i'm pretty sure he fell back to sleep with his deep, level breathing and his now protective but comfortable hold around my torso.

i give him and kiss, which he drags out, "i love you!" he says softly and i put my head to the crook of his neck.

"i love you too!" i say and i slip out of Nathans light hold, Aidan hugging him so he doesn't fall back, he glares at Nathan, but hugs him anyway...adorable. he stands up, carrying Nathan, following me out of the room and crossing the hall to our room as i walk back to the living room where my dad has Derak warming up.

"you, one hundred press ups!" he said pointing to the floor. i sigh and rub my ears. i drop to the floor and begin to quickly rush through my set of push ups, i sit up and look to him, he nods, "well done, they were all perfectly done!" he smiles, "come on!" he says and we walk out the door.

you done being mody coddled?" i glare at Derak and he laughs at me.

"you know my ears are very sensetive to sound you jerk" i retort back and he just laughs a bit harder.

"nah, your just weak!" he snaps at me and i begin to run, right on ahead of them all, if i stand there any longer i will punch his guts out. me running ahead made it so that i was quicker and finished earlier, but knowing my dad, he'll make me do another round to make sure so i over lap them when they come out of the tree line, i stop, panting madly while stood at the door.

"Raden, it's a morning run, not an evening run, you should take it easier on a morning!" he says softly, "but good lad, Derak should stop being a prick!" he says and i laugh at the look on Derak's face, "it wasn't your fault you were under developed as a pup!" i stop laughing and Derak then starts to laugh harder.

"you were under developed?" i turn around and look at Aidan and Nathan like a dear caught in car lights.

"yeah, it's why he's so much more sensetive to everything like sound and temperature, why he takes a fraction longer to heal and he's so small!" i just stand there glaring at the ground while they continue to talk about my mis fortunate body, "but he's also more flexible and his light body makes it so he can be quicker and slip out of peoples hold or something easier and the fact that his senses are that much more sensetive it makes it so he's more careful and less likely to get into a situation like being ran over or hit by a-"

"yeah, they get it!" i grumble and walk past them as they follow.

"but if trained properly you could be very very good!" i roll my eyes.

"that a bit far fetched!" i grumble, "your forgetting the part where being under developed also means i can't be as strong as other fox shifters, not unless i take an extreme militery course and body building classes!" i say with a thick, sarcastic, joyful tone.

"if you work well enough you'll be able to be as strong as you like!" my dad says and i huff.

"how inspirational, i'm off back to bed!" i say grumpily, my mood completely destroyed, "stupid fucking under developed little weak skinny-" i am pushed into the wall by an annoyed set of twins, "-fox!" i finish innocently.

"will you quit saying that shit to yourself?!" Aidan raises his voice.

"your not stupid, your not weak, your beautifully and healthily skinny and being under developed doesn't change anything!" Nathan spits angrily.....but he's being so inspirational....i love it when he gets angry, its the best thing to have someone shout angrily at you but of nice things it's like, YOUR HAIR IS SO BEAUTIFUL.

"yeah, your still strong enough to kick our asses off of the sofa or out of bed when you feel you need to!" Aidan laughs lightly and i cross my arms.

"i'm really not allowed to be angry with myself around you two am i?" i ask and they just shake their head casually, "can i at least lock myself in another room until i'm done?" they shake their heads again and i let out a breath.

"your perfect, little red and theres nothing that wont make you perfect!" Aidan says softly, pulling me into his arms.

"the imperfections are what make you you, my love, and you is perfect!" Nathan says softly into my ear as he wraps his arms around me too, i relax into their hold around me... everything they say is so damn purswasive, i'd deffinatly believe it if they called me ugly and it hurts just to imagine them saying it.....

"can we go to bed now?" i ask and Aidan growls lowly, "to cuddle, that's it!" i warn and they laugh.

"oh, we'll be doing pleanty of cuddling, don't worry!" Aidan huskily says and takes us to the room.