Y/n pov

I changes into this

He asked me if he could ask me something and i of course but he should call me Y/n

"Is that true?"-he asked

"Is it true what?"- I asked calmly

"What all of the professors are saying... that when u were a student u liked me"-he asked

I blush...AND A FUCKING LOT

"Mmm"- said

"Is it true then?"-He said looking at me

I got scared really scared,i freeze i though that my nightmare could turned into the reality. I couldn't answser him

He got closer to me and grab my face with one hand when he was going to kiss me i back up

"Im sorry... i can't do this"- i stood up and run to my quarters again but before i could enter my room someone grab my arm

"Are u alright dear?"-Minerva said worried

"Oh,Minerva...No im not alright"- I said almost crying it was traumatic

"Is it that bad?, do we need to take it to dumbledore?"- she still sound worried

"No,but i need to talk it to someone"- i said

"Let's go inside then"- she said while opening the door of my room

We got in and i closed the door behind me

"What happened?"- she asked worried

"So... i had a nightmare... i woke up in the middle of the night, and i didn't wanted to go back to sleep and it wasn't like i could either"- I said

".........aja......."- she said for me to keep speaking

"So i got up from my bed and walk to the astronomy tower"- she interrumpted me

"Wait, may i know what about youre nightmare was about?"- she asked

"...yes,u can..."-i said like i was defeat by lord voldemort

i told her my dream,and she was surprised ,and then i told her what happened in the astronomy tower

"Wow..."- thats all what she said...wow

"What are u going to do Y/n?"- she ask

"I don't know"- i answer

"Well then see u tomorrow,try to rest don't think about anything that happen tonight"- She said while giving me a sweet smile at me and leaved the room

I did what she told me i lay down and try to rest,but the only thing that was on my mind was that i was about to kiss Snape and i back up...I FUCKING BACK UP, HE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I BACK UPPPPPP!!!!!!

I start fighting with my own mind until a fell asleep...again...

Snape pov

I was about to kiss Y/n but she back up she said she couldn't do that...but she never answer my question but i let her leave i didn't wanted to do anything thay she didn't want to...

Back to Y/n pov

I woke up at 6:00 o'clock so i stayed in bed for a few minutes,it was a cold morning because it was december. So at 6:15 i stood up and almost fall because the floor was FREEZING COLD and i didn't have flipflops close to my bed so i started to jump until i got to the carpet of the bathroom...

I put the water hot so i could take a hot shower...( what did u expect it was to cold ) after a time i turned the water cold so i could wake up...

It was 7:00 and i was already getting ready for the day, the students they are not coming to hogwarts in a few days...

This was my outfit

I finished getting ready so i got up to the great hall

When i entered all of the teachers were seated already,except for me but it was still early...

So i took my seat and Dumbledore said...

'How are u feeling today,Y/n?'... He asks curious