Jonah entered my house while smiling. God i love that smile of his. He sat on my bed and started to get comfortable. He always wants my hoodie, and he won't actually try to sleep if i wont give it to him. I've have many thoughts about him. I feel like he is the one, the one who i want to be together forever. His hair, his face, he is my reason to still believe love is a thing. I loved Jonah since we started to have a more deep connection. I don't know if he feels like this about me too, but as long as he's happy, i am. Jonah put on my oversized hoodie on him. He slept in my bed, with me. He always finds a way to look attractive even when asleep. He was really tired, so he immediately tighten up his body to mine in a wierd cuddling position he liked and fell asleep. I stare at him for a bit. I thank whoever is up there, i thank them for the blessing they gave me. Jonah's hugs make me feel some sort of wierd warmth and good feeling i can't find words to describe. I wasn't really tired like him, so I decided I could take a look outside the window next to my bed, while letting him get his needed sleep. Jonah's hand was pushed gently on my chest, while his leg was bent and delicately rested just under my pelvis. I have never felt this kind of happiness since my mother's death. The next morning we wake up, obviously late to school, but we didn't care. Jonah is a really sleepy person, and wants me to lay next to him. I can't deny I like it. I like him. I planned to confess my feelings tonight, I would take him somewhere far away from all our problems and talk with him about this. At least if he won't feel the same, he will like the place and will surely forget about it. I want Jonah to never leave, I want his hugs to last forever, I want to feel his breath every night, I want to witness his both beautiful yet annoying laughter at every stupid thing I say forever. No one means this much to me as he does. I can't live without him. Oh Jonah, I don't either know if you're my medicine or my disease. But I surely know you're my drug. The one that can't be taken away from me in any sort of way. I will love you forever, not even death will do us apart.