So Jonah told me to come over so he could show me some cute videos and pictures of Wes. I was so excited. Which might sound stupid but he just looks so cute

I walked there to get some fresh air which made me get into even more of a happier mood. Once I got there I knocked on the door

"No one is home!" I hear Jonah shout which made me laugh

I then heard footsteps come closer to towards the door and then he opened the door

"Right" he smiles and walk in and close the door behind me

"I want to see" I say excitedly. We went into the living room and he showed me alot of videos he had

"He's so small and cute" I squealed

"He's really cute" Jonah said softly

"I love him" I say in baby voice with a smile

"I have a good feeling yous will get along" Jonah smiles

"Oh yes definitely" I chuckle

"Where are the rest of the boys?" I ask as curiously look around the room

"Corbyn has a date with Christina and Jack, Zach and Daniel went on a drive to get who knows what" he tells me

"Wow they ditched you" I laugh

"No I have me and myself" he says with a sarcastic glare

"It's a little bit funny" I chuckled

"So you're a Dad, wow you're getting old" I chuckle then cross my arms

"Did you only come here to pick on me and see pictures of my cat?" He sighs then laughs

"No" I say and take a step closer to him

"I also came for the food" I whisper then smile and run out of the room and into the kitchen

"Could you not run?" He asks with a chuckle which gave me a fright because I thought he would still be walking

"Right so I'm actually hungry but yous have no food" I say ignoring him and focus on the fridge

"Are you blind?" He asks seeming confused

"Oh wait here's something" I say and take a twirl then sit myself on the counter

"Have you made yourself comfortable now?" He asks me with chuckle

"You are just full of questions today" I laugh still ignoring his questions

"But I do have a question I want you to answer" he says so I look him curiously

"Why do you like this Sam guy?" He asks me seeming confused

"Because he's kind" I say awkwardly

"So are alot of people" he says raising an eyebrow and goes over to the fridge to get a drink

"Anything else?" He asks making realise I shouldn't be needing to think of an answer

"Do you want to watch a mov-" I start to say to change the conversation but stopped myself once I saw a new notification from Kaia on his phone

"What?" He says looking at me confused as I stare at his phone next to me

He walked over and grabbed it before I could read the message

"Jonah" I sigh as I get off the counter

"Do I look stupid and be honest, no jokes" I ask him and cross my arms feeling myself get annoyed

"No" he says and slowly starts to back away from me

"What did she say?" I ask him with a smile so I don't look annoyed but I think he could tell

I start walking closer and closer to him and he just kept backing away until he just stopped and I was right infront of him trying to get his phone

"Yeah I really do hate you" I sigh and roll my eyes

I kept trying which probably just made me look more stupid but unexpectedly Jonah moved his face closer to mine when I went foward to get it so I took a few steps back

"Don't even try that" I say with a sarcastic smile

"What?" He says acting confused

"Oh sorry I forgot I need to stay loyal to Daniel because I'm deeply in love with him" I say sarcastically

"Just...get in you're head if I did or didn't have a crush on Daniel it wouldn't change my mind about not kissing you" I smile then grab some pringles from the counter and go into another room

I decided to turn a movie on because I was bored and I knew no one would mind. Ten minutes into the door opened and I thought I was about to have a heart attack

"Shit Jonah, you couldn't be any louder?" I whisper

"What are you watching?" He asks and sits down with me

"I don't know, it's not really good" I sigh

"Also I'm sorry if what I said to you-" I say awkwardly

"It's fine" he says cutting me off

"Nothing happened between Daniel and I,basically needed to talk to him about something" I say turning around to face him

"Hey it's fine, you don't have to tell me" he says softly

"But that would be unfair, I can't hide everything that I don't want someone to know" I say awkwardly

"When I met some of my friends old friends there was this guy Austin and we got along well but long story short on night he got a bit touchy, nothing extremely bad or anything but it just scared me" I say and look down at my fingers and start to fiddle with them

"Sam was there to make sure I was okay then he asked me if he could take me on a date, I said yes" I say nervously

"Can I kill this Austin guy?" Jonah asks with a chuckle trying to make me happier but I just laughed then started crying

"Oh are you—come here" he says and pulls me close to his chest and strokes my hair

"Sorry" I say wiping my tears as they fall down

"You've got nothing to be sorry for" he says softly

I just hugged into him. It's been a while since I've had a hug like this, since I've felt like this, since I felt safe and happy in someone touch like this. But I won't be able to actually have it. We've both moved on and I don't have feelings for him anymore, I mean I don't think I do. Even though I'm getting a hug like this from him I don't know when I next will or will there even be a next time.