"right so I think I should finish this live of here as I'll need to get ready for bed but I'll hope yous have a good day or night" I say to the Instagram live on my phone with a smile then end it

It's now the 24th of January 2020 and I haven't really heard much from the boys. I messaged Daniel because I felt like we were all getting distant but he didn't respond for two weeks and when he did he just said I'm fine and I haven't heard anything from them since the very start of January

None of them have even said anything in the groupchat. I get it, they're doing their own thing and stuff but they just seem so distant now

Anyway I just got ready for bed and went to sleep because I needed it. I barely got any sleep this month and I don't even know why. Probably because I've messed up my sleep pattern but oh well

I got into bed and fell asleep pretty quick

"wake up!" I heard Talia shout in my ear

"oh my god!" I shout shocked

"come on you need to get ready for work" she says and walks over to my wardrobe

"fine" I sigh and sit up

"right I'll be downstairs if you need me" she smiles and throws me my clothes then leaves my room

I get out of bed and change into my work clothes then brush my hair and go downstairs and into the kitchen

"apple?" Talia asks me curiously

"Yeah" I smile and she throws me an apple

"right let's go" she says and takes her bag

We get into her car and make our way to work

"so why don't we are on a break now" she says grabbing my attention

"yeah" I say awkwardly looking at my hands in my lap

"have they seriously not messaged you, honestly they don't deserve you if they can't take a little bit of time out of their day to message you" she says annoyed

"I especially didn't expect this from Daniel he seemed to really care about you" she says and takes a deep breath at the end of her rant

"yeah I guess you're right" I sigh quietly

The rest of the car ride was just a calm silence

Once we arrived we got out of the car and walked in to see Jayden and Alex chasing each other. I'm so happy for them, seeing them happy makes me happy

"hey" Jayden says running up to us

"so I was wondering if yous would want to come meet some of my friend's from Manchester at that new bar that opened down the street after work" he asks trying to catch his breath

"sure" Talia smiles then looks at me waiting for an answer

"sorry but I don't really feel like it tonight" I say quietly

"you alright darling?" Alex asks walking up to me

"you should come, take some weight of your shoulders" he smiles then pulls me in for a hug

"you don't have to but I'd love if you did" he said more softer

"fine" I say with a small smile

"great" he says with a big smile

"right let's get this shift over with" Talia chuckles

After our shift everyone got changed into pretty nice clothes they had in their locker but I only had black jeans and a white cropped top

"I feel like didn't even try" I tell Talia with a chuckle

"atleast you're hot" she smiles

"thanks" I say with a funny wink

We leave the changing rooms and walk outside to meet the boys

"right so it's just down this way" Jayden says and we follow him

"it's so cold" Alex says shivering

"well you should have bought a better Jacket then" Jayden tells him

"I know" He sighs then laughs

"here we are" Jayden says then pushes the door open

"Jay!" this girl shouts excitedly then runs over to hug him

"hey" he says then hugs her back

The girl was beautiful. She had lovely curly hair and a gorgeous smile

"you must be Alex" she says smiling at Alex who looked nervous

"yeah" he chuckles awkwardly

"lovely to meet you" she smiles happily and hugs him and he hugs her back

"so yous must be Liana and Talia" she says walking over to us with a smile

"yup" we both say

"I'm Sasha, but you can call me sash or whatever you want" she smiles

"hey" this other girl says walking over

"I'm heaven" she smiles

"I love that name" I say giving her a compliment with a smile

"thank you" she smiles

"so does anyone want to go get something to eat over at the bar?" Sasha asks us

"yeah" Talia smiles

"sure" Alex and Jayden say as well

"come with me" Heaven says and holds her hand out and take it

"do you want to play some pool?" she asks me with a small smile

"no thanks" I tell her

"fair enough" she says and walks towards the boys playing it

"this is Sam and Ryan" she tells me and she takes a seat

"hey" hey sam smiles

"oh you're gorgeous" Ryan says kindly

"aw thank you" I smile

"Ryan are you seriously already bothering the poor girl" a voice I didn't recognise say

I turned around to see a tall boy with black hair and dark-ish look to him

"Austin shut up" Heaven sighs

He just rolled his eyes

"hi I'm Austin" he says looking down at me with a small smirk

"hi" I say awkwardly

"so what's your name?" he asks me curiously

"Liani" I tell him

"nice" he says and sits down

A few hours passed and we all had a bit to drink and I got to know Jayden's

Friends pretty well

"yeah so it just went everywhere and our boss thought Liani was the one who broke the machine but it was me" Talia laughs

"I remember that" I say laughing too

"well we should get going" Alex says standing up

"yeah but it was lovely meeting yous" I smile and stand up with everyone else

"totally and we need to hang out sometime soon" Heaven smiles

"definitely" I smile then go after my friends who have already left

Once I get up to the door someone stops me and grabs my wrist