"do yous want to take some photos with us?" Cassie asks smiling

"you can if you want, I'll go talk with Corbyn" Jonah said

"okay" I smile and I follow the girls

"so I heard you and Jonah are ya know" Cassie says with a funny smirk

"can I just say damn, you're so pretty" she smiles

"thanks" I smile and laugh

We take some photos together and just sing horribly to the music playing

After a while people slowly started to leave and I got quite tired

"you sleepy?" Christina asks me as we get out of the pool

"yup" I chuckle

"well I'm probably going to go home" Christina says as we walk instead

"okay well I'm going to get ready for bed" I yawn

"goodnight" she smiles and we hug

"goodnight" I smile and walk upstairs

I walk into my room and get my pajamas on and make sure all my makeup is off. I brush my teeth and then get into bed

I lie down on my side trying to get to sleep but I felt a hand, they carefully wrap their arms around me. I look over my shoulder to see Jonah

"hey" he smiles softly

"hi" I smile

"goodnight" I say and give him a quick kiss

"goodnight" he says and I turn back around

I wake up to the sun shining through the curtains and Jonah's arms wrapped around me

I turn around to face him and he opens his eyes

"good morning" I say softly smiling at his cute messy hair

"good morning" he says with a small yawn

"what time is it?" he asks and sits up

I look over to my phone and check the time

"it's almost 11" I tell him and sit up

"so what do you have planned for today?" I ask with a smile

"not sure" he tells me

"hey can you give me up shirt I put it over there" he laughs

"sure" I smile and get his shirt from the floor and give it to him

"I got too hot" he chuckles and puts it back on

"so I was thinking do you maybe want to go out for dinner tonight?" I ask him as I fidget with my fingers

"like all of us?" he asks me confused

"no just like the two of us" I smile awkwardly

"Liani" he says looking like the answer wasn't going to be good

"I don't know if that's a good idea, the two of us going out in public. I don't want you be caught up in bad rumours or-" he starts to say but I cut him off

"Jonah I'm not worried about some rumours I've had bad ones made about me already" I tell him with a reassuring smile

"I just don't think it's a good idea" he says awkwardly

"What? For us to go out like normal people, I don't want to just be stuck like this with you" I say with a sigh at the end

"like what?" he asks confused

"like I'm just getting used!" I shout

"I'm not using you" he tells me and gets up of the bed

"what's the point" I say and roll my eyes

"Liani if you can't understand that I can't then I don't think we should be with each other" he tells me just as he walks to the door

"fine" I say struggling to talk

"Li-" he says but I cut him off

"leave!" I shout and so he left then I ran the door and close it

I feel the tears burning in my eyes as I side myself down the door

"Liani?" I hear a voice say from the other side of the door

"it's me Jack" he says

"open the door please" he says softly

"j-just leave me alone please" I say feeling myself break inside

The break ups I've had have sucked but this one has made me feel pain all over. I know Jonah and I were never really together but it hurt to know what we had has come to an end

I just decided to go back to bed and lay down feeling all these emotions just randomly thrown at me unexpectedly. Wow that really happened. Here I was thinking we could maybe be something, no that's stupid of course we can't. He's in a boyband not just any Boyband, Why don't we. I should have just expected this

But it still hurts