Right so I've double checked that I've packed everything looks like I'm ready to go

I can't believe I'm going back home already. Long distance friendships suck. I'm still trying to even process the fact I met Daniel after all these years...but I can't stay here when I need to go home. My auntie has been looking after my bunny while I was gone so I miss pet alot, but who doesn't when they go on holiday

"hey" I hear as the door opens

They boys have just arrived. They wanted to give us a lift to the airport to say our goodbyes

"hey" I sigh walking out of my room

"why the sad face?" Jonah pouts in a baby voice and strokes my hair but I nudge him off

"I don't want to just go back to texting you" Zach sighs

"same, but I miss my bed" I laugh

"hey guys" Alex smiles walking into the hall with Kaia

"do yous want help with your bags?" Daniel asks them

"that would be so helpful, thank you" She smiles sweetly and Daniel and Jack take some bags

"hi Jonah" Kaia says and waves at him

"hi" he smiles

"right so because I'm look super strong I'll taks Lili's suitcase" he says and skips into my room

"well anyway I should lock the house up because the owner wants the keys soon" I tell them take the keys out from my pocket

I walk outside and I realise it's absolutely freezing. Wow great day to wear a cropped vest top Liani. Well done

I start shivering but I try to hide it

"right is that all?" I ask them making sure we haven't left anything

I turn to make sure no bags are sitting outside and Jonah has taken of his hoodie.

"why did you take that off, are you feeling the heat?" I laugh

"no but you take it, I'm wearing all black and you look like your ready for a day at beach so you'll need to more than me" he says with a small smile and throws it at me

"but-" I say as he starts walking away

"relax were not getting engaged it just a hoodie" he chuckles

But knowing me I'll get it caught In a door a something and it will rip

"Liani!" Talia shouts and I walk over to the car and get in

"wait don't you need to give the keys to the owner?" Zach asks me confused

"oh I just got told to put them under the mat" I smile

"okay" he says and sits back

"I don't want to go" Alex says sounding sad as he rests his head on my shoulder

"I know" I say and give him a little hug

Then we where on our way to the airport. Airports are just sad places. You always have to say goodbye to someone

The drive there was pretty silent. I just mostly stared out of the window

When we arrived we all got out of the car and I got my suitcase and we started to walk in

Goodbye hugs are so hard because for me I'll never know if or when I'll see them again

"We'll let you say your Goodbyes" Talia says and rubs my shoulder and walks a bit away from me with Jayden, Alex and Kaia

I turn around I see Jack standing right in front of me

"bye, I'll miss you" he says me pulls me in for hug and I hug him back

Don't cry Liani

"miss you too Jack" I say as a tear drips down my cheek

"hope to see you sometime soon" Corbyn says and I give him and hug and he hugs me back

"yeah, hope so" I smile

"bye bye" Zach says and gives me a snuggly hug

"bye" I laugh

"bye Li" Daniel says and hugs me tightly

"I'll miss you a lot" I say and as cry more

"I love you" he says sounding sad

"love you too" I say and let go off him

"bye New best friend" Jonah laughs a I hug him

"shut up" I laugh

"take care, I'll miss you" he says and hugs me back

"it's about time you hugged me back bitch" I chuckle

"wow, the attitude" he gasps acting shocked

"I'll miss you" I smile and let go off him

"bye, I'll miss yous" I say and wipe my tears

"wait you forgot something" Daniel says and runs up to me and give a last hug

"bye" I say with a small smile and walk away from them

Why is this so hard?

After going through security, putting our bags through etc we finally got out the plane and we were on our way back home

I'll miss the boys so much. I'll miss the USA

Wait hold on. I still have Jonah's hoodie. Shit