Everybody was standing behind the curtains on the side of stage waiting for Kentrells name to be announced. I made sure to wear something comfortable that I can move around in cause I would sure we would be on stage for about an hour.

Kentrell was holding my hand while we were waiting. Truthfully, I was nervous myself. Being on a stage in front of hundreds of thousands of people was never something I ever saw myself doing.

"Nowwww performing, Nba Youngboyyyyy" the dj announced snapping me out of my thoughts. Kentrell started rapping to "Beam Effect" as we all walked on the stage together.

"38, Nawfside, 4kt, we put guns to the face bitch ass nigga aint nobody safe who gon die today" Kentrell yelled into the mic along with the crowd.

We were all on side and behind him rapping to the intro. Everybody was dancing & starting to get hype. I was warming up to being on stage since I would be on here with him more often.

Kentrell was doing his lil dance and the crowd was hyping him up. Ion see why he was nervous. The crowd seem like they fucking with em to me.

"Boomer swung that beam across his nose, nigga red like rudolph" Kentrell rapped pointing to boomer making him get even hyper.

"Take his ass up top, I bet that cutta knock his shoes off. 30 knock the bricks from out yo house and make you move out. Fuck what they been talking bout bitch listen to a goon talk." The crowd yelled matching the stages energy.

"Betta calm yo nerves! You must ain heard bitch we been messy nigga" Kentrell rapped walking over to me & putting his arm around me.

"Before I could go even buy tobacco, I been stressing nigga. Dirty pistol, a lil ugly nigga pop ya make yo family miss ya! All you niggas green, you see straight blood when I paint the picture." The gang rapped along with me and Kentrell.

"Waddup nigga !" I screamed the adlibs turning to Kentrell.

"Beam on top his nose, he look like rudolph" He rapped back turning to me.

"Take his up top with that draco, we knocked his shoes off!" I said back to him making gun movements with my hands. Kentrell put his arm back around me.

"I'm screaming fuck what they been talking bout bitch listen to a goon talk." We rapped into the mic together. Everybody was hype including the crowd. It was fun being on the stage.

As the outro of "Beam Effect" played everybody in the crowd start screaming and yelling. The intro to "Valuable Pain" started playing. Everybody started rapping again.

Kentrell and I was next to each other rapping all night. Being onnat stage wit em was everything to me. I was happy to see him smiling especially with everything that was going on a couple days ago.

The Dj played songs from his album "Realer" and previous albums all night. It felt like we had been on the stage for hours.

"Thank y'all fa coming" I said getting up and walking off the stage with the gang.

"You did good bae. Ion know why you was nervous " Ailynn said giving me a kiss.

"Ion know why I was either" I said smiling down at her. I'm happy with her. Took me years to find ha and I finally got ha.

"Where we going at next ?" Kd asked.

"Hopefully to get sum food" Gemma added on.

"Yo fat ass always want eat" Kd said mugging her and she slapped him then walked off.

"Bae i'm sorry come back" he said walking behind her. Everybody started laughing.

We out here for one more day, so I decided I wanted to get some studio time.

"Aye we going to the studio" I said to everybody.

"You ain't tired" Ailynn asked frowning a lil bit.

"Ima be back, Ian gon be there too long." I said bending down to her and pecking her lips and she nodded.

We all walked out the venue and got into the sprinter van. Montana dropped Ailynn and nem off at the hotel, then brought us to the studio.

It wasn't that far from the hotel but it wasn't that close neither. We had got to the studio and we all walked in to the studio room.

"What you came here to record?" Joe asked.

"whatever comes to mind to be honest" I shrugged answering. I ain't really had nun to record. I just wanted to record anything.

I tried to think about things to rap about but my mind kept thinking bout Ailynn. Seeing her shoot that gun, and onnat stage tonight made me want be with ha forever. Plus the way she treat a nigga and ian even hit.

I got up and grabbed my cup before I entered the booth.

"Aye put on a beat" I said to montana and he nodded.

The beat started in my ears and I started free styling. I waited a lil into the beat until I found the part I wanted to start on. Besides I could add stuff to it later.

"lookin around like where am I at ? I just seen a girl who's stuck in my head, try to stay away but she reeling me in" I rapped into the mic. I had started thinking bout when I first met Ranada onnat mountain. I kept thinking bout her ever since.

The beat was playing and I was nodding my head to it until I found where I wanted to pick up at.

"Young rich nigga needa buy me some land.

Real she don't need no man. She so thick and the tone of her skin. Make a nigga wan try dating again." I rapped obviously thinking about Ranada.

I finished recording some parts of that song and another beat came in. For some reason this beat made lyrics come naturally to me.

"She a real rough rida, lemme get behind ha.

Put this dick inside ha and she just want my title.

I make ha eat a perk, fuck ha shawty a survivor.

She a hood queen and ha name is ." I rapped a hook taking off the headphones. I picked up my cup and left out the booth.

"awww man that nigga K in love" Ben said laughing with the rest of em.

"shidd i might be" I said sitting down listening to the beat play back.

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