《Becoming His Male Empress (BxBxMPREG)》50- Real Men Don't Cry
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Jiang was tempted to send his spirit into the space and confirm his assumptions but he had something more important to do and that was leaving Jun Tang's manor.
Jiang hurriedly walked towards the manor door leading to outside the manor, He didn't want to meet up with Jun Tang because right now he didn't know how to deal with him, he felt his heart ache more than ever before, he had never felt so much heartbreak before not even when his dearest mother left him and to think that the reason he was in such a state was because of Jun Tang made Jiang hate. Jun Tang to the bones for what he did to him.
Jiang felt so sad and depressed to the point that he wanted to cry his eyes out, he had felt this way a number of times but Jiang always had the opinion that such behavior doesn't belong to a real man and real men don't cry so he always tried to bottled up all his depressing emotions, sometimes he succeeded while other times he gave in to his emotions but most times he wished he didn't give in to such emotions that ultimately made him look weak and like a girl and this time around he didn't feel he would be strong enough to act like the idle real man he had in his head.
He really hated whinnying and crying like a girl over things that he tried to convince himself weren't worth it.
As Jiang thought about Jun Tang he was more confident in his decision to leave this place that brought him so much happiness but mostly sorrow, this fact he really didn't want to admit.
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Jiang walked with determined steps to the manor's door and didn't hesitant to push the door open and walk through it.
Jiang after walking through the door believed he had experienced this sensation he was feeling now when he first passed through the door that led him and the little eunuch out of the imperial palace and to the main palace, it was like space twisted and his surrounding was completely in darkness, when he was eventually able to see clearly he was standing by a cliff, Just one step forward and he would have fallen down "Damn Jun Tang, this is definitely his doing, he wants me to fall to my death" Jiang said as he looked indifferently at his surroundings.
Jiang with that statement alone was been overly dramatic because he was an air elemental who knew flight chants so there was no way he could die from a fall like that, also after all his recent training his body had become very sturdy and even if he did fall at most there will be some broken bones and ribs and he will be in a lot of pain but he definitely won't die but at this point Jiang wasn't thinking straight.
The more he looked at the cliff and his surroundings the more he thought it was Jun Tang's doing, he believed that either Jun Tang wanted him to fall off the cliff or to be lost in this huge forest with abnormally tall trees and without realizing it the tears that he had held in since he woke up began falling down like a flood.
but who was Jiang kidding the more he didn't want to cry, the more he tried to hold back his tears the more the tears kept coming, drenching him in his sorrow.
Jiang walked away from the cliff area and walked towards a tree, he wanted to vent his pent-up anger and he could only take it out on the tree before him by punching it until his knuckles bled.
Jiang called out, his voice was so heart wrenching that if any one heard it they will feel their heart hurt too.
blood dripped down from the mashed skin on his forehead into his eyes but Jiang didn't seem to feel any pain as he just kept banging his head on the ground and screaming out questions that couldn't be answered.
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Jiang finally stopped after a long time and then rested his back of what remained of the abused tree he threw punches at earlier, blood dripped from his forehead and entered his eyes thereby making him look like he was crying tears of blood "I am pathetic mother, really pathetic" Jiang closed his eyes and just seem to immersed himself in his own thoughts, he enjoyed the tranquility and quiet the forest seem to give him, when he opened his eyes again they seemed to be a clarity within, it was like he had comprehended something so difficult, His eyes sparkled and then turned dim almost immediately.
Jiang inhaled deeply before he continued speaking.
"I don't know how or when it started, we barely even know each other but I think I like him mother, I really like Jun Tang and not in a brother kind or friend kind of way, it's so not manly of me but I can't control this feelings and that's why among all those who hurt me he is the one I can't ever forgive because even if I never admitted it, even if we had just met recently, I trusted Jun Tang to be the only one that will never hurt me" Jiang was devastated.
He stood up, took a pill from his storage pouch, after taking it his injuries began to heal, once that was done he castes his piercing tornado dance technique around his body but this time he used the air created from the technique to wipe his body clean.
Jiang seemed to have discovered another way to use this technique and that was as a dirt removal technique although it wasn't as adequate and as a result he planned on getting the dirt removal technique which was very common and could be gotten at even roadside stalls, he wondered why he hadn't gotten one yet and felt he should have asked his master to teach him one.
When realizing that the master he just though of was Jun Tang he froze in place and couldn't even remember what he was doing because of this the piercing tornado dance he had just castes and was swirling around him dispensed, thinking of Jun Tang always made his feelings conflicted and even his resolve to never forgive him didn't feel quite strong so he made up his mind to just make sure they never cross paths again.
Meanwhile not so far away from Jiang was Lu Han who was tasked by the emperor to keep an eye on Jiang and make sure if he was in a dangerous situation he should keep him safe until he returns to the imperial place had just sensed someone approaching Jiang's direction.
He knew why the person was coming here, he knew Jiang might be in danger when the person arrives but he wasn't supposed to interfere in such a situation, it was against the rules set down by the ancients but what was he supposed to do when his emperor gave him an order to protect Jiang if he was in a life-threatening situation, Lu Han sighed deeply and then chose to quickly go and report the situation to the emperor.
He believed the empress elect wont die in the time that he had gone and frankly speaking after telling the emperor why he left his empress elect by himself he should understand.
Back at the imperial palace Emperor Qin Jie Haung's was busy regretting ever neglecting his duties because since he arrived his ears haven't rested for a second, Fang Mu seemed to have become a parrot that wouldn't shut up and as much as the emperor wanted to sew his best friends mouth shut, he just couldn't.
Fang Mu stated frankly, the emperor couldn't help but feel that there was nothing humble about the demure of this friend of his but he didn't call him out for his attitude, the emperor was used to it.
the way he stressed the excellent in a cheeky way didn't make Fang Mu believe his words at all instead it just seemed to fuel his resolve in rehabilitating the emperor with his words on been a dutiful and responsible emperor.
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