I had just come back from a mission and the avengers,who were at the compound, decided to throw a little party. I was enjoying but I was so exhausted that I just wanted to go to sleep. "Hey you alright you look tired" my best friend Nat says coming over to me. "Yeah I am" I said almost falling asleep. "Come on let's get you to bed" she said picking me up bridal style. I snuggled closer to her and she lightly chuckled.

Once she got to the door she couldn't open it "this fucking door" she said annoyed. "Hey watch your language" I said quietly making her giggle. "Oh you know what... fuck it" Nat said kicking the door down breaking it. "my door is broken" I said sadly. "Y/n I will buy you a new one" she said changing me into my pjs. I got into bed and slowly drifted off but still awake.

I found it adorable how Y/n was worried about her door, I changed her into her pjs and she immediately drifted off. "Goodnight y/n/n" I said leaning in to kiss her cheek, she turn around and I accidentally caught her lips. I was so caught up in the moment that I forgot to pull away.

I pulled away and I was flustered but not only was I flustered Y/n was to and her eyes were wide. "I-i i'm sorry" I said and bolted out of the room not wanting to be embarrassed. I ran straight to my room and locked the door.

When Nat and I accidentally kissed last night it brought butterflies to my stomach. I was wondering how it was gonna go today.

I walked downstairs with my phone in my hand not looking up at everyone. I sat down in my chair and scrolled through insta. I was pulled out of being on insta when "y/n...Y/n" Someone said. "what?" I said looking up, "I asked what you wanted to have to drink?" Wanda said.

"Is everything alright your normally cheerful or messing around other Nat but your just being all stiff and well you look gloomy" Tony said. "I am not gloomy and Wanda could I have a cup of tea please." She nodded and went back to the kitchen.

I looked over at Nat who was looking at me but when she saw me look at her she immediately shifted her gaze/stare somewhere else.

For the rest of the day Nat ignored me which hurt me for some reason.

"Nat" I walked into her room and locked the door so she couldn't get out. "w-what are y-you doing here?" She asked nervously. "Are you avoiding me because of the kiss last night" I said looking down. She walked over to me and lifted my chin with my finger. "I am a little but I'm sorry for avoiding you I really am" she said with tears threatening her eyes.

"why though" she sighed and sat on the bed and I sat next to her. "Promise me you won't hate me or run away or do something stupid when I tell you this okay?" She asked holding out her pinky finger.

We did a pinky swear, "so umm like for the last year or so I have umm had feelings for you and when we kissed last night I bolted because I though you hated me so today I tried to make it easier for you to pretend that I wasn't there" I looked at her shocked and by now we both had tears in our eyes. She put her hands in her face and quietly started crying.

I took her hands off her face and cupped her cheeks and pulled her into a sweet and emotional kiss. When we pulled away I engulfed her in a hug and rubbed her back. "Your an asshole for not telling me because were on the same page dumbass" I said making her giggle.

"See there's the happy girl I love" "y-you love me" she asked quietly, "yeah I do and I wouldn't want anything or anyone to change that" she looked at me and pecked my lips and we rested our foreheads together. "I love you too Y/n"

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