backstory- you and Nat recently broke up and she's already moved onto Wanda. Bucky warned you Nat would do this to you when you guys first started dating

Inspired by the song reckless by madison beer

Hey, this is a story I hate

And telling it might make me break

But I'll tell it anyway

This chapter's about

How you said there was nobody else

Then you got up and went to her house

You guys always left me out

It's been less than a week since me and Nat ended things. I haven't slept, eaten or stopped crying. My first ever love was over. She broke up with me because I accused her of cheating on me with Wanda but now I don't think I was wrong.

I got up out of bed and decided to get some Nutella from the cupboard downstairs when I saw them two laughing and tickling eachother in the kitchen then Nat went a kissed her. Nat told me I was her forever. I guess I was wrong, she had already moved on. She even wrote me letters and poems about how much she loved me.

I still have the letter you wrote

When you told me that I was the only girl

You'd ever want in your life

I guess my friends were right

I ran back up to my room and began crying again. She was my everything and she's already with someone else after one week. Shortly after Bucky knocked on my door as he heard me slam my door.

Bucky- " doll what's wrong"

You- " she's in the kitchen kissing wanda and I I I I was right she didn't love me like I loved her. I would've torn the world apart to prove my love."

Bucky- " doll I've told you this. It's gonna hurt but Natasha is a cold hearted lover she can turn her emotions on and off at the click of a finger"

Each day goes by and each night, I cry

Somebody saw you with her last night

You gave me your word, "Don't worry 'bout her"

You might love her now, but you loved me first

Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are

Oh, you swore on every star

How could you be so reckless with my heart?

Bucky went downstairs to see if they were still there. They were and they were kissing and cuddling when Bucky coughed a little as he walked past to get you some water, Nutella and tissues. That's when

Natasha realised you must have seen them. She felt terrible she had to go see if you were ok. She didn't want to hurt you anymore than she already had. But I mean the damage was already far worse than she thought

You check in and out

Of my heart like a hotel

And she must be perfect, oh well

I hope you both go to hell

Natasha enters through the door.

Nat- " y/n it's not what it looks like. I promise"

You- " it's exactly what it looks like stop lying to me. You can't choose when to care or to love me. You tore me apart Natasha so now I'm trying to pick up the pieces and glue me back together again. I can't do that with you around me anymore"

I still have the letter you wrote

When you told me that I was the only girl

You'd ever want in your life

I guess my friends were right

I handed back the letter she wrote me and opened the door for her to leave.

You- " I know you two were involved before we were over. I thought I was going crazy but I was exactly right. And so was Bucky"

Each day goes by and each night, I cry

Somebody saw you with her last night

You gave me your word, "Don't worry 'bout her"

You might love her now, but you loved me first

Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are (here we are)

Oh, you swore on every star

How could you be so reckless with my heart? (Heart)

You- NATASHA DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT. you told me not to worry but I had every right. You said you loved me but you don't hurt people you love like that. Get out"

Nat- " y/n baby just hear me out"

You- " no don't please.... Don't use that word."

How could you be so reckless?

How could you be so reckless?

How could you be so reckless with someone's heart?

And from that moment on Natasha realised what she had done. Her sweet loving y/n had been ruined by her greed. Y/n was in so much pain and now Natasha could never get her back.

Your pov again-

I hated her it burned my heart I couldn't breathe thinking about her. My heart beat for that girl yet she plunged her knife into it and tore it to shreds. Natasha Romanoff would always remember breaking y/n's heart as her biggest regret. But y/n would remember it as her least favourite story.

Hey, this is a story I hate

But I told it to cope with the pain

I'm so sorry if you can relate