I still get nightmares but they aren't as bad anymore, last night I woke up sweating, I took a shower and went to train it was 4:00 am so not many people would be up. I was ripping punching bags apart from the inside out, "hey y/n" Steve said putting a bag up "hi" I said grabbing a bottle of water as I was getting dizzy from using my powers so much. Steve walked over and put a hand against the wall " you alright?" we looked into my eyes "um, yeah I'm ok" I didn't make eye contact. he moved closer and put a hand on my waist I was getting uncomfortable and tried to push past him but he kissed me. what the hell was he doing? "Dude! get off me! I have a girlfriend!" he looked confused "whatever"

I went to the kitchen to get something to eat, I was still a little dizzy and also in shock. I sat at a stool in front of the counter staring into space. "y/n/n! y/n! y/n/n?(y/n/n = your nickname) suddenly a hand was waving in front of my face. "huh?" I snapped out of my thoughts to see tony in front of me "you ok y/n?" he looked a little concerned, I looked over at the clock and saw it was 6:00 I had been sitting there for an hour. "how long have you been there?" my voice was a little raspy "about 15 minutes" he placed a hand on my forehead to see if I have a fever "no fever but you look a little pail, what were you doing in the training room its totally destroyed?" I looked over and low and behold the training room was a mess "oh, um, I don't know I was in there an hour ago" I pointed to an apple and he tossed it to me "ok well did you go back to your room after training or?" I had no idea what to say I didn't want to lie so I told the truth "I have been sitting her for the last hour" he looked at me confused and maybe a little concerned "I'm ok, I promise" I smile and get up to go to my bedroom leaving him at the counter with a confused look on his face.

once I was in the bedroom I flopped onto the bed, Nat was in the shower so I was left with my thoughts again its 6:15 right now and I looked at the ceiling. "y/n! y/n/n! y/n!" Nat was shaking my shoulder, I sat straight up the clock said 7:30, shit "how long have you been shaking me?" I looked over to her "like 5 minutes, you ok? she asked getting up taking her towel off and getting dressed "yeah but my head hurts a little and I'm kinda dizzy" I covered my eyes with my hands and put my head on my pillow and did my best to not zone out.