Why don't you leave me alone? you're so cool and I'm so la-ame we are not same oh no we are not the same, I'm so lame. Youre so cool youre the baddest guy in school but I'm the kid that no guy wants to talk to, I'm so awkward it should be, should be a law not to be so awkward. So why don't you want me to be someone else, someone else~."

"Y/n.."

I shrieked and whipped around with a red face "C-captain! I'm so sorry you had to hear that.."

"Why? You sound pretty good.. need to work on your rhymes though."

"Noted.." I muttered "Why are you here?"

"Oh, I just wanted to check on you, everyone said they hadn't seen you in 2 days, I was going to ask if you were sick but you sound fine."

"Sorry I've just been enjoying my time off in my room and outside of base."

"Oh." Lennox smiled and nodded "so uh, who was that song for?"

"No one, I just.. like to make up songs in my off time, I wanted to be song writer but I just never got fully into it." I shrugged as my face darkened

"Yeah?" He chuckled "would of been nice. Oh, by the way, Sideswipe was looking for you. He told me he's been looking for you for about a week now but you're just never around or you leave the room when he walks in, crazy right?" He said looking at me

"Oh, I know. I'm trying to ignore him as much as possible.." I grumbled and folded my arms, glancing away

"Why?" He asked with the slightest of a head tilt

"He's just... annoying. He's been bugging me so bad lately I just had to escape him."

" Has he been harassing you?"

"No. Well.. kind of, just verbally."

"Its still harassment, y/n.. maybe I should talk to him."

"No! I mean.. it's fine, I just have to keep my distance."

He frowned but nodded "Well you can always come to me if it gets too bad, I can talk to optimus and we'll do something about it."

"Its ok, just.. Don't worry."

He nodded and left as I sighed and laid there in my bed, my face turned a bright red in embarrassment, Sideswipe has been bugging me and teasing me about my crush I'm just so over it.. I wish he would leave me alone and leave me to dream. Sure, my crush is amazing but.. He wouldn't like me.

I sat there and pondered about him as my face turned a bright red when I thought of some pretty dirty stuff. I whined at the thought.

The next morning I went to work and guess who found me.. yep, Sideswipe!

"So.. I heard you were singing about someone."

I wanted to breakdown and cry. I looked at him "so?"

"It was him, wasn't it?"

"Why do you care?"

"Because I want to hook you up."

I choked on my coffee I was drinking as I beat my chest as I coughed and gasped for air.

"Come on, don't act too surprised."

I looked up at him "Tell him and I will rearrange every fricking piece of you Sides!"

"So violent, you humans.." he smiled, amused

"I'm serious!"

"So am I." He said with a smile "I wanna help you not be so grouchy, you can't turn out like Ratch.."

"I have a whole world to pick from, it can't be him so leave me alone and leave him alone too, he doesn't have to know!"

"Who doesn't have to know what?" Mirage cane up from behind me

Of course. The curiosity killed the cat and this kitty is about to die real quick!

"Nothing!!" I yelled at him before i ran off

"This isn't over, y/n." Sideswipe grinned

" l WILL DELAY TILL THE END OF TIME!!" I hollered back as I reached the base door and started out to find Epps I ran into him "AH! Sir! I'm so sorry!" I looked at him before running off as I caught a glimpse of his confused face.

I went on patrol with Optimus just to get away from the base as I sat in the passenger seat staring out the window 'gross.. he has bugs all over his window maybe I should help him get those off..' i thought as I stared at the window

"Y/n.."

I slightly jumped "y-yes?"

"Sorry for startling you, but you seem distant."

"Well I'm just thinking is all.. like how you need to get your windows washed.." I muttered but loud enough for him to hear

He gave an light amused sound "there seems to be something bothering you, Lennox told me your encounters with Sideswipe, perhaps I could-"

"Its fine optimus, look its.. Nothing you can change. It's not Sideswipes fault. He's not the reason I've been so agitated lately.. well, not fully."

"Sometimes it is best to consult with someone."

I glanced at his radio and dashboard and sighed "You're right, but I must decline your offer, Optimus. I'll get over it soon."

"Very well." He said as we continued on the patrol

When we got back I was much calmer, I had cooled down though as I hopped out of the cab and landed on my feet I sighed softly. Now to return to what stressed me out the most.. oh look, speak of the devil and- UH OH. I made a soft squeak as a saw Sideswipe with Dino, Bumblebee and my crush.

Optimus shifted, transforming back to his robot mode as he looked down at me before walking out to go to the other autobot hangar

"Optimus I think you might need to talk to-" y/n turned though her eyes widen to see he wasnt there anymore 'shit shit shit shit'

Seeing those 3 meant they were up to something but adding her crush into the mix, ohhh this looked really bad really really REALLY bad.

"Optimus!" Y/n trotted out after him though sideswipe smirked when he saw her "There she is! Our lady of the hour" he said rolling over as y/n burst into a full out sprint "OPTIMUS!! OPTI'-!" She made an airy squeak as she was suddenly snatched up into sideswipe's servo "hold on now, we just wanna talk"

"OPTIMUS!!" Y/n yelled once more for help though sideswipe started to roll to the other 3. "YOURE GONNA GET YOUR ASS KICKED, LET ME GO!" She snarled trying to hide the fact she was scared out of her mind

"I'm so scared" sideswipe said sarcastically and chuckled

She glanced at the other 3 bots before looking down. This was the end for her and there was nothing she could do..

Her crush looked a bit confused "why do you have y/n? I dont think she's very happy with you.."

Hope. He didnt sound like he knew anything.

"Remember our conversation earlier?" Sideswipe asked as he nodded "well, here she is, your secret admirer!" Sideswipe announced

Y/n could feel as her stomach churned, she did the only thing she could and covered her face. It was soul crushing.. how could sideswipe take it this far.

She couldnt see his expression but she did hear the amusement in his voice "y/n? She's the one?"

Y/n took a shaky breath, trying to regain control over her senses. She was shaking.. if it was anger or sadness she couldnt figure it out.

"Sideswipe.." Dino piped up, he saw her form trembling as she kept her face covered

"Wait, That's not even the best part! She's even made up songs for you!"

Songs? He knew? Y/n couldnt feel her fingers as her body went numb but she never uncovered her face. Sideswipe was such an ass...

"Sideswipe.." it bumblebee to chime in this time, he could see this too

Tears threatened her eyes at how pissed she was, she was pure red at this point but she still had yet to read any of their faces.

"Hold on, there's even more! I've heard from the grape vine she's had.. fantasies.. with you, 'hide" she could just feel her heart drop as he said that, she took another soft but a much more shaky breath. She heard it herself because the room before deathly silent before a rumble escaped ironhide "Put her down.."

"Maybe I should of tied her up with a bow, probably a better presentation am I right?" Sideswipe chuckled

Yet another rumble escaped him but this time with a much darker tone "Put. Her. Down.."

She could feel her feet touch the ground but only collapsed before she was gently scooped up into another pair of servos

"That wasnt cool man, you said this would be funny!" Bumblebee chewed his ass out, y/n squeezed her eyes closed tight but softly coughed and wheezed. She felt light headed and her world spun out of control until she crashed. She didnt remember much after suddenly puking.

~~~~~~

Her eyes fluttered open with a quiet groan, she felt terrible.. as she looked around she saw a man sitting at the foot of her bed, she was in the medical hangar.. she groaned softly yet again at the thought but watched as the man looked back at her, his azure eyes lighting up

"Oh, you're alright.." he sounded relieved and... like ironhide?

She looked at him a bit confused before shaking her head "not really.." she murmured softly and looked away as the memories flooded back to her. "I'm such an idiot.."

"Why say that?" He rumbled softly

She lightly rubbed her head out of pain and confusion "man.. I think I conked my head really good.. you sound like ironhide.."

He smiled and chuckled. His laugh...

She suddenly jerked up with a quiet gasp

"Whoa, whoa, calm down.. it is me.." he reached over and took hold of her hand trying to calm her "just a holoform.."

She glanced away out of shame, sadness and embarrassment " I didnt want you to find out like that.." she said softly with her face growing hot and red again.

"I didnt expect it either but hey.. at least it's out in the open now. Now I can finally tell you what i think of this.." he said shifting on the bed

She still didn't look at him "I know... a human probably disgusts you.." she murmured

"Instead of putting words in my mouth how about you let me put something in yours"

"Wha-" she was suddenly cut off when a pair of lips came crashing down on hers, his tongue fighting into her mouth after a moment

Her eyes went wide for a moment before slowly slipping shut. His hand came up and cupped her cheek as she slipped an arm around his neck when he leaned in closer.

Their lips gently smacking as they roughly made out they were the only thing filling the room aside from the soft occasional moan from y/n. She was loving this as her hands ran through his hair, it felt so real as his hand slipped under the blanket on her and caressed her inner thigh and slowly moved it's way further in between they soon pulled away softly panting for air.

Y/n stared up into those glowing azure eyes with a content expression, breathing a soft "wow"

Ironhide chuckled at her, gently wiping a bit of saliva from the edge of her mouth "so.. that's what I think." He smirked as she blushed more, gently swatting his chest and looking away "aft..." she mumbled

His eyes lit up in amusement "I'm the aft?? No, sideswipe is." He smirked some "or do you like it in the aft?"

She softly gawked at him "no! I'm saying you're the aft" she swatted at him again making him laugh as she gently pouted at him.

"Dont worry, y/n.. I'll make your fantasies come true.." he purred

She gave him a pouty lip and stuck her tongue out at him childishly, a gesture Ironhide had a different reaction to than she expected, he leaned in and licked her tongue.

She made a soft squeak but frown "Sideswipe crossed a line telling you that.."

He frowned a little himself "I know.. i kicked the scrap out of him.. in return for not tearing his helm off he gave me a list of yours..." he said with a sly smirk crossing his lips as her eyes widened "you humans can be so creative yet so dirty.."

She blushed hard and glanced away as he leaned in to gently whisper one of them to her making her instantly turn on once he explained in detail how he would soon defile her.