You may ignore this if you like but this is an explaination to my recent upload 'Just a Buzz'.

Im gonna open up about something personal, read it or dont, i dont care but this is to spread awareness to a disease.

Tinnitus is a disease. It affects the ears.

It left me with serious anxiety and insecurities and tinnitus isnt a joke. You ever getting that ringing in your ears? Maybe listen to music a little too loud and it's there? Well tinnitus doesnt go away. Read all those articles on how to relieve it but it does nothing in the long run i've already seen a doctor for it and asked many times. There's nothing you can do.

I had to start wearing an earplug and i got these bewildered stares and it was part of my anxiety and insecurity, yeah, haha, hehe, i got an antenna popping out of my ear. Whatever. And if i was ever asked about them i'd explain "Well.. i have tinnitus and it helps me block out some noise." And then i'd get people that would bug out like it was contagious or some simply stare like "oh.. ok. I dont know what that is" well you should.

I havent met a single person who has asked and knew what it was or the whole extent to it.

But yet there's thousands that are affected.

I knew what tinnitus was before i ever got it, which makes me question why no one else seems to know what the hell it is. I dont read medical magazines i've just heard about it before and if you're hearing about this just now just know you may across someone with this disease and everyones story can be different.

I was a total mystery. I woke up from a nap one day and poof, it was there, alright? It's weird. It isnt genetic or anything you can inherit like dwarfism.

It makes me appreciate the movie Baby Driver all the more too.

If you have this disease or wanna know more or even some reliever tips ask me, i'm open to the questions, ask in the comments below or even message me.

Thank you for your time and have a good day.