I vented heavily. The pain was barely tolerable anymore. I just wish I was back with my team. The autobots. I've been here for a few days at my guess.

Then HE walked in.

I trembled at the thought of another beating, fluids leaked from my optics as I shook "please... leave me alone! I dont know any thing!!"

"I know." Growled Megatron as he looked at me.

I was barely in adolescence. My sire would probably rip Megatron in half had he knew I was here.. I was out, running away for awhile as I sometimes did, sometimes I didn't come back for a few weeks because I stayed with Wheeljack. But whenever I came home my sire would wrap his arms around me and be grateful I came back. But for the most part I was in hiding, so great in hiding that even the cons never knew where I was but I was just unfortunate that Starscream was out on a joyride that he spotted me on my way to my hiding spot. It rained troopers until I couldn't fight anymore, offlining my optics only to wake up in a torture room where Stsrscream stood with a prod, his usual devious smirk, I was chained to the wall until I gave up information but I didn't know anything.

They must have used the cortical psychic patch while I was out

Megatron stared down at me as I trembled

"Would you do anything to get rid of this pain? Anything I asked?"

"No.." I frowned at him

"Fine.. have it your way. Starscream!"

He walked in and smirked again as I shuttered.

Another few days probably passed as Megatron walked in again and proposed his offer once more. But I declined.

The cycle repeated once more but this time I couldn't take it anymore and submitted.

He treated me to a cube of fresh energon and well-needed rest, Knockout and Breakdown came in and cleared my wounds. I recovered for 2 days but it just made me worry what he had in store for me..

He walked in on the 3rd morning and smirked "they treating you kindly?"

"I guess... i believe it's as much hospitality you could get from cons."

He nodded "only under my order will you be harmed.. if I don't harm you first."

"What do you want from me, Megatron?" I asked

"A mate."

I stared at him with horror as he got closer

"I don't believe in bonding, just all the activities needed for an evil mate."

"No!" I shouted

He smirked "Would you rather be tortured again?"

I stared at him, I felt lubricant in my optics "why can't you just let me go?"

"I don't want to. You are a prize, the longest secret Prime had ever kept, and I intend to shatter it."

I felt like everything was falling apart, Megatron wants me to be his mate..

"So, what do you prefer?"

"F-fine.." I choked out

"Excellent." He clasped his servos together.

~~

It had been a week since then but i sat there in Megatrons lap, he smirked at me while I internally cried. My displeasure was still at all time high, but he has broke me down, to be a good little bot.

It must of showed on the outside too because his thick sharp digit came up and wiped off the lubricant "don't think of this as punishment. You could have whatever you desire upon this ship, y/n.. you will be my mate, the second most powerful decepticon in history." He said as he felt up my neck cables "You will be my queen.." He whispered in my audio receptor, I squeaked at this action "now, stand and put on a smile.. the ship will be watching."

I climbed off his lap as he stood from his throne "are we ready, Soundwave?"

Soundwave simply nodded as he walked towards him

"Greetings, my fellow decepticons. Allow me to make a wondrous announcement, as some are already aware, you now have a queen. As such, you will do no harm to her or you will be reporting to me." He pulled me in front of him as Soundwave zoomed out to show us both "From this day forth, she will be known as 'highness'. Any complaints will be kept to yourself. She now bares deception and our symbol." He gently turned me to my side and revealed my new symbol, erased autobot insignia, replaced by a decepticon symbol. "As a celebration, we Will be hosting a ceremony in the main hall tomorrow night. That will be all."

The recording cut off and he left, leaving just us.

Megatron looked at me as I trembled, he made it official.. I still don't understand why he wants me as his mate but he makes the demand loud and clear.

I went to our shared berthroom to wallow until he walked in, I looked at him and frowned

"Why the look?"

"Because I don't want to be your mate, Megatron."

"Well many bots don't get what they want but I can make you change your mind. Now, for tomorrow, you'll get a buff from Knockout briefly before the ceremony so your armor is scratch free, then you arrive to the mainhall with me, you greet them and shake servos, all the fancy stuff." He explained as I looked at him with a careless expression

"You will be happy here, you can command an entire army with a simple order."

"I don't want an army, Megatron I just want my family, the autobots, THEY MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME!" I shouted angrily but deeply regretted it as he was in front of me within 2 seconds, he grasped my chin and yanked it up to look at him as he stared at me coldly, I swallowed the words back

"Understood but that was before, this will become your life now.. so, do you understand? If not I will be forced to remove those memories of yours.."

I stared at him but frowned as he let go of my face I looked away and softly growled. "Fine. But My hate towards you will never change.."

"I believe it will." He smirked as he pushed me back into the wall, firmly pressing his lip plates onto mine as I froze up in horror. Never have I been kissed before, at least on the lip plates. Bumblebee used to kiss my cheek plates, I was the only 1 to see him smile upon me as a big brother as the humans call it.

My first kiss was forever lost to Megatron..

Lubricant leaked from my optics as he pressed his massive body into my rather small frame, it hurt to some extent.

His gloss reached out and licked my lip plates, I unknowingly opened them and it entered my mouth, i shuttered. I was in an unwanted kiss with Megatron. But yet everything with Megatron was unwanted so what could I do?

Nothing.

I could do absolutely nothing.

~~

The night of the ceremony came, Knockout buffed out all my scratches as he smiled at his work

"Ah, almost as clean as me." He said as I met up with Megatron, we went out and greeted a few of the guests.

"Congratulations." Said dreadwing

"Thanks." I said

It was a blur, it went by quick yet slow, Megatron took me off to our berthroom afterwards, I laid down tiredly and frowned at him when he towered over me.

"What do you want?"

"It's only tradition." He smirked

"For?" I frowned

"That the mates get nice overloads after the ceremony. I made sure Starscream and Soundwave handled everything out there, they will leave us alone for the rest of the night."

"What?!" I stared up at him and rolled off the berth with ease because of my size as I walked away from the berth

"Ah, youre uneasy because it's your first time." He smirked "do not worry, i will be gentle."

"I don't want to do anything with you!" I frowned as my face plates darkened

"It's an honor to be fragged by the decepticon leader.."

"I dont care, youre not fragging anyone tonight."

"I'm sorry you feel that way but it is a tradition in not willing to toss just because of how youthful my queen is, perhaps it will be the best experience of your life cycle."

"Doubtful, I don't want anything to do with you, Megatron, we agreed on nothing such as this, as such I hold you to it.." I growled

"This will be a 1 time thing, my little y/n, 1 I hope you'll just over, now come to the berth, it'll be quick and easy. You don't even have to do anything."

"Keep it in your panel, Megatron." I growled before walking out of the room, only to run into a surprised knockout. He thought it would have been scratched or dented by now with 'how rough Megatron can seem'

My plates darkened as i glared "nothing happened."

He blinked but chuckled "my, my, such a rule breaker.. and yet you still break tradition. Well, allow me to give you some insight on our beloved history my dear." He draped his arm around my shoulder and lead me down the hall, be started to tell a story. Much like the one I'm in right now, after many years this not yet written tradition had went on, a mech bonded with a very young femme, to her displeasure of course the bond was pre-arranged, nothing she could do, she spent days in confinement as was tradition that the mech and femme not leave till the day of ceremony. She come to realize that someday the mech would offline first due to his old age and she would be free. That day came sooner than expected but she was free.

I stared at the ground as we walked, his arm left my shoulders as he vented a sigh "Well, I'm off to recharge. Good luck." He said before walking off and disappearing around a corner.

Knockout was right. Megatron was so much older than me, and I'm sure that my sire would defeat him in any fair fight had the opportunity present itself.

Besides, they'll eventually figure out something happened and they first suspect Megatron anyway and come after him..

I sighed but walked back to the berthroom only to find Megatron laying in berth in stasis.

I climbed up in the berth and offline my optics hoping to get stasis myself.

I woke up to feel an odd sensation, I onlined my optics only to grip the berth, they widen and to find Megatron towerng over me. I groaned in pain

"F-frag.... m-megatron stop!" I whined

"Sh.. youre just adjusting, give it a moment."

"Ahh!!" I cried as he pushed himself in further, my frame shook, his spike was large, much too large for me to take it all but he insisted I was just fine.

It was a terrible experience for the first 10 minutes and then he pulled out only to thrust in and pull back out, he kept a nice rhythm going as I trembled in pleasure, it no longer hurt and it felt tingly yet good.

Of course I only received half of his spike I had fulfilled the tradition.. As unpleasant as I wanted.

When I online I couldn't feel my legs for the first couple of hours, I was in so much pain I couldn't move so I just laid in the berth for several hours till it went away.

I swung my legs over the berth and vented. I will never let him get me like that again.

I felt shameful.. I felt disgusting. I felt like a disgrace, I was the mighty peaceful Optimus Prime's offspring yet fragged Megatron, the mighty decepticon leader.

I fell to the floor and started to let lubricant stream down my face plates. Stupid Knockout and his dumb story!

I don't know how I'll ever face my sire again but.. I'll have to.

"Knock knock, the doctor is in." Knockout said as he swiftly entered

"G-get out." I whimpered

"Ah, what are you doing, my lady?"

"I said get out!" I yelled

He simply bowed but left "As you wish."

I sat there and let the shame roll onto me like a river. I can't believe it.

I got up after an hour and wiped it all away and held a straight face. I walked out of the room and looked at the guard that stood by the door

"Good evening, your highness." He said

"Hello, where might I find Megatron?"

"He went out for a while, a mission. Starscream accompanied him."

"So it's just Soundwave." I said

"Correct."

"Thank you." I said before walking to the security room. I walked in to find the many troopers and monitors and then Soundwave so I walked over.

"Soundwave, set groundbridge coordinates for-"

'Error' crashed across his screen as he turned to me As I frowned at him

"What?"

"Y/n Is to be accompanied if she wishes to leave the nemesis." He played a recording of Megatron

I frowned but glanced away "very well. I'll find Breakdown.. perhaps knockout." I muttered

He gave a smiley face and thumbs up on his screen before returning to the monitor.

I walked out of the room and went off to find one of those medics, and I happened upon them both

"Knockout, accompany me down to the ground below."

"Don't mind if I do." He said happily "Keep everything in shape while I'm out." He said to breakdown before we went on our way.

Turns out we were in Ohio.

Of course. Half way across the United States. They don't know we're posted in Nevada but still..

I drove with Knockout for hours, he never spoke but I liked it. We were out till night, the moon has risen when he said

"Your highness, lord Megatron is looking for you. I think we should go back."

"If he wants to see me tell him to meet me down here." I said coldly.

"Understood." He said then grumbled to his comlink.

"He will meet you shortly, for now let's rest." He said as we pulled off to the side of the highway we were traveling on.

Megatron arrived and knockout left.

I frowned at Megatron. "What do you want?"

"Why are you out here?"

"As the queen I have the right to leave the ship, don't i?" I glared

"Under guard, youre very important.." He said as he walked closer to me, He reached out, his digit grazed my face plate "I cannot lose such a prize, as such I must keep guards around for you."

I grimaced and stepped back "Well don't. It's creepy."

"Its for your protection."

"Protection? Protection?! Yet you're the one kidnapping me and forcing me to be your mate and yet even now treating me as a prisoner, you call that protecting?! WHAT could you possibly know about protecting someone?! You only cause pain, Megatron, you will never create the sensation of a safe environment!"

He stared at me as I glared daggers made of sheer hatred at him "call Soundwave, we're done here." I growled as I turned and walked away from him, my arms folded.

"You are young. You have much to learn." He said before calling Soundwave for a groundbridge.

I went back to being his good little prisoner, I was the princess that got locked away by the evil step mother, being forced to marry an evil man, I was a fairy tale. If the autobots ever did find me, would they even believe me? I might never know..

This went on for a month, the autobots were probably well aware something was wrong but still have no clue where I am.

I gained Megatron trust somehow. I walked in for another exam by knockout, mandatory check ups to make sure the queen was healthy is what Megatron said but this time it was different.

He did a physical, the whole valve check and everything, it was super awkward.. not even Ratchet did these sort of things, so what exactly is Megatron checking for?

I sat stiffly trying not to twitch at the tension in the room because Megatron walked in while Knockout stood with a datapad in his servos

"She's not ready." Knockout said plainly when Megatron looked over his shoulder "there's nothing."

Megatron gruffly hummed but nodded and lead me out.

Then I realized what he was up to.

"You're trying to spark me aren't you?!" I snarled "that's what this is about, isn't it??"

Vehicons paused on their way down the hall, awkwardly turning and walking back.

Megatron looked at me "and what makes you say that?"

"That whole 'Check up', it was a bunch of pits!"

He simply shrugged and walked on "I did intend to create an heir with you but that's not what I'm doing, I'm simply checking your health.. not many autobots survive long on this ship, former or not.." He muttered

I felt sick, I trembled "You sick fragger.." I growled

"Don't be so naive, don't act innocent. You knew it would happen at some point, I'm simply preparing the inevitable."

This went on for another month, and I secretly got out a message before Megatron fragged me yet again, forcefully. Very forcefully..

I just hoped and prayed to primus they got the message.

My wishes were answered when the ship took a nose dive a few days later. Turns out Bulkhead screwed up something and rescued me. I couldn't be anymore happy to hear Bulkhead was still smashing stuff.

I stood there as lubricants flowed from my face plates, I ran up behind my sire and bear hugged him making him flinch but turn and gladly accept it

"Are you alright? Are you injured, what did Megatron do?" He asked question after question but I told him we'd have to speak privately and with Ratchet.

...

Lets just say Optimus was never so quick to run me to the med bay and never had he seemed so pissed in his life.. wow he was smoking mad, I'm pretty sure I might have even seen stream rolling off his armor, oh how pissed he was..

But Ratchet ran every test possible and I WAS NOT sparked. Bringing heavy relief on me, my sire and especially Ratchet.