⚠️no full smut

A/n ~ this supposed to be on another book but no one is reading it so I'll put it here enjoy :)

The slow dragging through the wet grass of many people with saddened looks, a few so depressed that it hurt. This was the funeral of an older man who died from natural causes, it hurt many people.

The man had a large family that he loved to death, many friends who gave willingly, and a comply of employees who loved his work ethic.

He was only 55... way too young to die, but we can't help our health plays out in the end.

Everyone walked to the casket holding their black umbrellas, looking at the brown designed casket as it laid in the middle of white bars.

The preacher, who was a young black woman with braids down to the middle of her back. European like facial features, a owl piercing and a few on her ears. Her makeup was dark naturally since she was a fan of black, she wore a black turtleneck with a small broach on the neck then a necklace of crosses. A dark grey jacket with black slacks and short heeled boots.

She stood by the casket and did a small prayer before speaking to the family and friends..

I cleared my throat after the prayer looking at everyone who had nothing but tears on their faces. "Everyone... we are here to put brother Tan Sang-Hoon to rest. He was a loving husband to Tan Ri-Na, a great father to Bangtan his 7 sons, a dedicated boss, and a loyal friend to others." I looked around and saw his sons... silently counting to myself, there was only 6.

I continued after my pause "He wouldn't want to see you all so sad today... may we bow our heads as Tan Sang-Hoon is put to rest and may soon go home. But he will always stay in our hearts.." we all watched as the casket got lowered into ground, people slowly started leaving as the funeral was now over. I walked over to the men who were standing with their partners and children.

"Hey guys... still sorry for the loss of your dad" they all nodded, I gave them warm hugs as the rain slowly came to a stop. "It's alright Tira! We're fine... a bit upset but not at you or dad" Namjoon said with a tight smile, I knew exactly who he meant. The youngest son wasn't here... he wasn't the type to arrive late but to not come at all was disrespectful. "I kept telling him to hurry up but he didn't answer one message!" Jin angrily said, his partner rubbing his arms to sooth him.

"Don't worry Jin ! He might come later... hopefully" Well that was wrong. Jungkook never arrived during the repass, a few people didn't notice but we lied saying his flight was late. The boy had moved back to Seoul after... some things occurred which I don't blame him. I would've moved to but I loved it here and had better friends.

"Sytira darling... is everything alright?" I looked to see Mrs. Tan with puffy red eyes but kept the same genuine smile as always. "I don't see how you're smiling... I would've been destroyed" she nodded as she hugged me "It hurts like crazy when you lose someone you love... but it's a relief knowing they aren't in pain anymore." She did a light bow and moved on to another group, her words mingling around in my head.

An hour after the repass ended I went back to the Tan mansion to hang with the members, they were gathering some things their father left in the will. We all sat in the living room while their partners and kids were in another room made for them. "So... we're gonna play spin the phone?" They all looked at each and nodded "Might as well!" Yoongi said as he placed a old flip phone on the coffee table.

"You guys know the rules... don't back out" he grunted before spinning the phone, everyone watched to see who it would land on. It turned then slowly stopped at the blonde with siren eyes "Alright Jimin it's your go!" He groaned and reached for his phone to dial a number... it rang and rang. "No answer" we all groaned and Yoongi began to spin it again, this time landing on Namjoon. He dialed a number but no one answered "Sorry guys.. it was nothing."

It kept landing on each member until it reached me.... they all put their eyes on me with a look I couldn't decipher. "Uhm... I uh..." Hoseok nodded as he sat up "Here's his new number!" I graciously took it and dialed the number... it ranged and ranged until..

That same voice I haven't heard in 4 years, I deeply breathed and answered "Is this Jeon Jungkook? We need you to arrive at the Tan's residence immediately." I quickly hung up before he could answer, he tried to call me back but I put my phone on silent and slid it between my thighs. "Everything good Tira?" Tae asked with that same look, I shook my head a bit. Every time his voice rang in my ears it remembered those old days between him and I.

"It kinda stings just hearing him talk.." I took some deep breaths before going into the kitchen, I brought back 8 bottles of water for everyone. "Drink up! We're gonna need it.." thunder and lightning crashes not too far from the residence. We all sat down talking over small things until the doorbell rang, Jin was the one who went to answer... when he came back his eyes were comically large.

"Jin what happened?" He pointed behind him and there was Jungkook... he looked completely different from when I last saw him. His hair was longer and styled to the side, he wore a simple black shirt with a leather jacket and pants. He was buffer too, a silver lip ring on the right corner of his mouth... but still carried those large eyes. Namjoon smacked his teeth and looked at the younger "Yeah if you forgot... which you did! It's our fathers funeral... what the fuck Jungkook?!"

The younger made a 'oops' face, we all got distracted by the clicking of heels. A woman wearing a white body dress with a pastel scarf walked beside him and held onto his right arm, they looked like an angel and demon. "Hello!! My name is Yoshi... I'm Jungkook's girlfriend of 8 months!" Her voice was squeaky and sounded like she wasn't Korean.

"Are you Korean? I never heard the name Yoshi before" I asked the woman, she giggled and shook her head "Nope! I'm from Osaka, Japan... that's where me and Jungkook met" she held the brightest smile possible. We all looked around then back to Jungkook "Anyway... let's not act like our brother forgot his father even existed!" Yoongi grumbled from the corner, everyone nodded as Jungkook sighed.

but in my head I knew the true reason... Jungkook hurried and left Seoul because of the ending of our relationship. Things didn't go so well and broke it off... instead of being a man, he ran off to Busan and decides to come back with someone new. It's only been a year of us separating but the pain still stung... I didn't even get a chance to explain myself.

They both sat down on a chair with Hoseok who eventually scooted closer to Yoongi when the girl plopped down. his chuckle died down when he saw we weren't joining in with the joke. "No funny business Jungkook! Your dad is dead... and you thought it would be okay to simply miss it!" I said to him, he rolled his eyes and looked around

I scoffed "Too busy for the man who got you that job? Got you that nice ass car that you wrecked? And that apartment that we.... ugh never mind" I stomped away to the kitchen to grab a ice cream, Tan always kept desserts for me in the freezer. I grabbed the fudge bar and sat on the dining table, I heard footsteps coming closer so I peeked up to see him standing there.

I glared at him "I'm starting to not like them anymore.." he lightly groaned and went into the freezer to get a crunch ice cream. I scoffed and looked out the windows. The sky was dark besides the white zigzags of the lightning "I love thunderstorms.." I sighed from the thunder crashing. I blinked a bit to keep the tears from piling up.

I knew we didn't break up so long away but gosh the way he still remembered those things like it was yesterday. I looked at him as he bit into the ice cream, it made my sensitive teeth ache. "I'm not angry nor hate you... am I upset and wish this was your funeral instead? Maybe!" He chuckled and pulled a chair beside me. I rolled my eyes and finished my bar "That wasn't a threat.. it was a promise" I whispered the last line to him.

I looked back at him, he was laid back with his legs spread while eating the messy dessert. "I loved your father like he was my own... I would've done everything for him." Jungkook was quiet then softly askedMy breath hitched, when I turned he was walking up to me. I couldn't walk away as he cornered me in the dark room.

My heart was beginning to race, I looked away but he softly pulled my face to his. I felt my face coming closer to his, our lips softly touching before someone yelled from the living area. We quickly moved away and looked around like nothing happened, Namjoon came stumbling in "Come get your weird ass girlfriend!"

We both ran out to see Yoshi on top of the top screaming her head off, the other boys were standing far away while she frantically looked around.She turned to see Jungkook then quickly climbed down "Help me!! I saw something furry pass by my feet!" I furrowed my brows then felt something on my ankles. I looked down to see Bam rubbing against my foot, he was only a puppy. "Ohh she must've felt Bam running around!" I picked him up and nuzzled his long face, he softly bark at me.

Jungkook looked at me and the dog with care, this was originally his dog until he ran away. "Yeah... I wasn't gonna throw him away! He's too little and cute to abandon" I baby talked to Bam who wagged his tail "Yeah at least Tira knows not to abandon things they love!" Hoseok pettily said. Yoongi smacked his arm telling him to hush "Babe I didn't know you had a dog! Let's adopt one!" His girlfriend bounced around like some kid.

He calmed her down and said something in her ear that made her pout, we all looked at Jungkook who waved it off. He started going up the stairs, Namjoon waited till we couldn't see Jk anymore "Tira looks like you'll be doing another funeral.." we all jumped at the sound of a vase breaking. "Yeah... I wonder who his stuff will go to" I whispered back as Yoshi was typing fast on her phone.

The rain wasn't letting up, Jk still didn't come from upstairs and the boys were getting tired of Yoshi's mouth. I was in the kitchen cooking a light dinner for everyone "Yoongi or Jin! I need some help in here!" I heard light shuffling that turned into full on running, I turned to see them both coming in full speed. "Woah! Why the hell are y'all running?" Yoongi grabbed his knees to calm his breath while Jin gave me the finger to wait.

"That girl.... is fucking terrible!" Jin got out in tiring breaths, Yoongi agreed as he stood back up "All she does is talk about her and Jungkook! Bragging on his money, company, and the fact she uses his black card!" I was stirring the pot with a lifted brow as they kept talking about Yoshi. A certain sentence didn't sit too right with me. "She was saying something about when they first met... uhh she wanted him and... he wouldn't speak or something?" Jin tried to guess as Yoongi grunted with the hot pan.

"She said Jungkook was already taken but she wanted him nonetheless! Saying she made some plans and finally got what she wanted.. a dumb rich man to empty!" My brows furrowed, so Yoshi was just using Jungkook for the money. "How long they been dating again?" I asked as Jin looked at Yoongi who didn't bother turning his back "She said 8 months why?" Jin finally answered. I did the main in my head and realized how quick she got with him... just a quick few months after our divorce.

"Wow! That fucking bitch... she was talking about me!" Jin looked at me like I was crazy, Yoongi just chuckled as he turned to us. "Finally you put the pieces together... she got ya man Tira" I shook my head and turned the stove off, putting lids over the pots to keep them warm. "He's not my man anymore... I shouldn't care that they're together!" Yoongi tsk'd "But you still want him... just be honest Tira!"

Jin nodded in agreement "You were too in love to just forget what y'all went true! Now some dumb daddy's girl is bout to milk him dry then move on to the next!" They were right but that's his relationship, I can't just jump in that. "I can't get into that! He's with her now... if she spends his money then that's his fault" they crossed their arms and glared at me.

"Sytira! You know damn well you would've been said some shit about now... why you holding back all of a sudden?" Yoongi asked me in a annoyed tone, I rubbed over my dry eyes "Yoongi as much as I want to say something.. he won't believe me" they gave me look that I was too fond with. They knew damn well Jk would've jumped off a bridge if I told him so.

"Tell him... right now." I lifted my hands and slowly backed out the kitchen, mainly cause I seen Jin reaching for his slipper. I passed the living room and noticed Yoshi wasn't there, I headed upstairs to hear the ruckus from the partners and children. I looked around but didn't see Jungkook... I gasped and went to his old bedroom. As soon as I opened the door, Jungkook was sitting on the balcony looking at the stars.

"Kook why you out here?" He turned to me then back to the sky I giggled and joined him on the balcony. "I guess 'I'm sorry mama' didn't work on her still haha" he shook his head with a dry chuckle, we sat there in silence. It still felt comfortable being around him... so comfortable I almost forgot why I even came to see him.

I was about to speak but I heard a squeaky voice below us, I peeked down and saw Yoshi in the garden on her phone stomping around. "Hey uh... you might wanna listen" I whispered to Jk, he looked down to Yoshi who moved close enough where we could hear her.

"Yes! Some chick is here... I think it's his ex wife or something! He's been ignoring me and following her like some dumb ass puppy" I lifted my brow, of course she'd be talking shit where I couldn't hear... or reach her. "I just want to get as much as I can from him then I'll transfer it to you! I can't wait to move away and we can be together" my eyes widen, I turned slowly to Jungkook but gasped when I saw he left.

I quickly left the room and down the hall to the stairs, I saw the entrance to the garden, the door being open. "Oh no Jungkook!" I ran to the area and heard grunts with pots breaking, I followed the noise to see Jungkook pissed off. Yoshi was shaking as Jungkook kept breaking pots

I gasped a bit too loud, he turned back to see me and calmed down a bit He looked back at YoshiJungkook was entirely pissed off, he slammed his fist on the wall so I immediately ran to hold him from behind.

"Jungkook! Stop... stop punching the wall!" He wouldn't listen so I did what I done before "Baby please... please stop for me..." he softly slapped the wall before sliding his hand down, a few drops of blood displayed there. Yoshi was still shaking as Jungkook started breathing more slowly, I pushed my face in the middle of his back until I felt him turn around.

He fell to his knees while hugging my legs, I bent down to kiss his head while comforting him. I looked over to Yoshi with disgust "Get out... and don't you ever come back or mess with my husband!" She nodded quickly and made her out with trembling legs. Jungkook sobbed into my shirt as I rubbed his back, mumbling sorries left and right.

His voice growing hoarse as he kept talking, I grabbed his face and connected our lips. They still felt together like perfect, the taste of chapstick with the saltiness of his tears weren't the best combination but it felt good overall.

I kissed over his face especially his red eyes and his wet cheeks "Would you shut up already and let me speak?" He nodded with those big eyes "So cute..."

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"I can see why you left me... I hated when you came to me with that photo and just... left. It hurt me Kook... it really did!" He looked down but I lifted his head back up to mine. "But it hurt me way worse to see you get used! The boys told me she only wanted you for the money... I was just gonna sit back but... they made me realize the truth"

He sniffled as I connected our hands, the ink complimenting each other like puzzled art pieces. "I still love you Jungkook! I couldn't stop... everyday I prayed for you to walk back in those doors and scoop me up... but it never came" he shook his head at me, bringing his soft lips back to mine, Kissing me slowly, pulling away once he pecked my bottom lip.