The Only One

Chapter 8

I basically run away from her place. I know we're not together and I know that she has the chance to date someone else, and that a relationship with me would be difficult, but I really thought we had something.

As much as I know I shouldn't feel hurt, I can't shake the feeling.

I soon hear my phone ringing, and there's no question, it's her. I'm just not ready to talk yet, maybe now I know how she feels about Bex and TJ.

I walk into the house, and Ian and Nash are chillin' playing a video game and watching the Green Day replay from I Heart Radio on YouTube.

Ian is still pretty upset about what he did, while Nash thinks it's pretty hysterical.

I on the other hand am with Ian on this one. I think it's highly unprofessional and it never should've happened.

"Hey, guys. I'm going to bed, I'll see you tomorrow." I announce, as I trudge up the stairs.

I sit down on my bed, and take out my song book. Sounds kinda girly, huh? Whatever, it's a good way to get my ideas down. I have lines that I think would be good for songs written in here, I have quotes, and even full songs.

I know exactly what I wanna write tonight, and the lyrics just flow so easy;

If I could wish anything

Close my eyes and count to three

All I want is you, you, you

All I need is you, you, you

You're like the pot of gold

At the end of the rainbow

All I want is you, you, you

All I need is you, you, you

And I could give you the world tonight

We could do anything you'd like if you weren't with him

I begin, but am interrupted by Jamie.

"Hey, Ry, what's wrong? I could tell just by the way you walked in here something was wrong."

"Just girl troubles I guess." I say, running my hand through my hair.

"Girl troubles, huh? What's up?" He asks, plopping down on my bed. "So, what happened with Miss Hanna?"

"Well, since we got home early, I was gonna surprise her tonight, and I was actually going to tell her how I feel! You know how hard that is for me?! I mean, I've never had trouble talking to a girl! But she's - she's different, Jamie."

"I know. I can just tell by the way you look at her. So tell me, what happened to ruin your perfect surprise?"

"I walked into her house, and she - she was on the couch with another guy." I say, sounding hurt.

"Hmm, I see. So do you know who this guy was? Recognize him at all?" Jamie asks calmly.

"No, Jamie, I don't recognize him!" I snap. Shoot, he's only trying to be a good brother. "Sorry, I didn't mean to snap like that."

"It's fine. Is there anything else you wanna talk about?"

"No thanks, Jamie."

"Okay, just know, I'm always here for you. And everything will work out in the end, don't worry." He says, and leaves the room. If only he's right.

I sit on my bed thinking of the sight of Hanna with another guy, and immediately go back to writing.

I wish I knew before I knew that someone else was loving you

Girl, I wish it could've been me

Damn girl, I wish it could've been me

One more thing before you go

I just gotta let you know

Girl, I wish it could've been me

Damn girl, I wish it could've been me

I like the way you roll

So just let the truth be told

All I want is you, you, you

All I need is you, you, you

Just like a luxury

You're one of the finest things

All I want is you, you, you

All I need is you, you, you

And I could give you the world tonight

We could do anything you'd like if you weren't with him

I wish I knew before I knew that someone else was loving you

Girl, I wish it could've been me

Damn girl, I wish it could've been me

One more thing before you go

I just gotta let you know

Girl, I wish it could've been me

Damn girl, I wish it could've been me

Girl, just think about how it could be now

I could rock your world

Turn it upside down

If you want to

Then I want to

Just say the words

And I will sweep you off your feet

'Till you can't stand to be trapped inside of a bad romance

If you want to

Then I want to

Just take a chance

I wish I knew before I knew that someone else was loving you

Girl, I wish it could've been me

Damn

I wish I knew before I knew that someone else was loving you

Girl, I wish it could've been me

Damn girl, I wish it could've been me

One more thing before you go

I just gotta let you know

Girl, I wish it could've been me

Damn girl, I wish it could've been me

Girl, I wish it could've been me

This song came to me fast. I really wish I had known. I wish I knew before I knew that Hanna was with another guy. My love life sucks.

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HEY! :D Honestly, even though I'm writing this, I feel sooo bad for Ryan!! LOL. I'll update soon!

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