'(Y/N), i'm so sorry! I would never want to upset you like this and I didn't mean it like that. Can we please talk?'

A tear rolled down her face and she didn't say anything. Snape stared at her and then at the hand she had placed on her wrist with a tissue under it. His eyes went big and he pulled (Y/N) in a hug in one second.

'Darling, I know how you feel but this is never the answer. I'm sorry for upsetting you so much that you felt the need to do this. Please, forgive me. I'm so sorry.' (Y/N) tried to speak but nothing came out of her mouth. The tears started rolling again and Snape pulled her tighter to his chest.

'Don't worry, you're safe now.' They stood there in front of the bathroom, hugging each other and enjoying the moment. (Y/N) let's go off the hug: 'It...it doesn't stop.' Snape looked at her arm with worry on his face as he slowly pulled the hand from (Y/N) away to see how bad the damage was. She didn't want to see the look on his face so she looked to the other side and heard Snape gasp a bit. He tried to hold it in but it was heartbreaking to see her do this to herself.

'I don't have my wand with me but darling, I will help you.' He took some tissues and wetted them under the sink.

'Give me your arm.' (Y/N) stook out her arm and he dabbed on the cuts she created and she held her other hand for her mouth, trying not to scream from pain.

'I'm sorry,' he said. He dabbed on (Y/N)s wrist until nothing came out anymore.

'I will give this a closer look later because we don't want it to infect.' He gazed in her eyes and she gazed in his. She puts her forehead against his without breaking eye contact.

'(Y/N), I like you and I just didn't want you to think I only want you to...fuck or something. Please understand that.'

'Yes I understand and I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was doing this. I was just angry at you, sorry.'

'Don't apologize darling.' They looked at each other for one more moment before he gave a big kiss on her mouth.

'For now, it may be best to get you to your dormitory. You need sleep.'

They walked hand in hand through the hallways, going to the dormitory. (Y/N) was glad that she finally knows how he feels about her even with what happened after that.

They arrived in front of the common room. 'Good night. I see you tomorrow,' he said and gave a small kiss on her forehead. She giggled. 'Goodnight Severus.' Snape cracked a smile upon hearing the sound of his name. They let go of each other's hands and (Y/N) sneaked back in her dormitory.

-------------------------------time skip potions class----------------------------

'You missed breakfast,' Hermione said as I sat down besides her. 'I didn't want to wake you up because you slept so peacefully.' she smiled.

'Sorry, I didn't get much sleep last night and was too tired.' Professor Snape walked in and some people were still loudly chatting.

'Silence!' The class fell empty as Snape walked to the front, to his desk. 'Today we will keep going with the theory we studied last time. Turn to page 394.' This was going to be a long day after all that had happened. She was extremely tired even after the extra hour or two she got from skipping breakfast.

The class went on but (Y/N) slowly fell asleep a few times, hoping that Professor Snape didn't see it and giving her detention. Luckily she went through the class without any comment about why she wasn't paying attention. Hermione and (Y/N) agreed to go to the library after this class but when they walked out at the end of the 90 minutes someone said her name: 'Miss (L/N), may I talk to you for a second?' They waited until it was just (Y/N) and Professor Snape left.

'How's your arm?' Snape looked concerned. (Y/N) grabbed her arm with her right hand out of a reflex.

'It's fine I guess.'

'Can I maybe see it. Only if you are comfortable with that!' She loved the way that Snape was so soft on this topic with her and asking if she was comfortable. She had never seen a side like this with him, only the side where he yells at students and gives them detention. She hesitated before slowly raising her sleeve which gave Snape the opportunity to see how it looked. He leaned back against his desk after looking with his arms crossed in each other and one eyebrow raised.

'It's looking better. Do you want me to use a spell to make it disappear?' (Y/N) didn't actually want this but it was for the best.

'Yes please.' He got his wand out of his cloak, she had no idea where exactly but that didn't matter. He gently took the arm from (Y/N) in his hand and mumbled something while doing some weird movements with his wand. Their faces were so close that if she made one motion, she would have her lips on his. She bit her underlip, thinking about kissing him. Should she just do it? He won't deny it this time right? After what he said yesterday and also their goodbyes.

Snape concentrated on her arm and slowly made it heal while (Y/N) gazed at the lips from Snape. Don't think about what can happen, just do it. With those words in her mind, she pressed her lips against his. His hand got around her waist and pushed her slightly back.

'(Y/N)-' before he could finish his sentence, her lips were meeting him again.

His tongue slowly found the entrance to her mouth, making circles around (Y/N) tongue. He aggressively slammed her to the cold, hard wall and the kiss got more and more passionately by the minute.

'Oh my darling.' he said under his breath. (Y/N)s corners of her mouth went up while kissing the one she loved.

She reached with her hand on the bulge that grew against her. She smiled and grabbed it slightly and palmed it through the thin material. Snape made a growl.

'Oh Darling, the things you do to me.' He tilted (Y/N) up while they were still kissing and he walked over to the desk, pinning her down as he got on top of her. Snape kissed her down her neck until he reached her chest.

'I think we need to get rid of these clothes.' He started to unbutton her shirt and threw her tie on the ground.

'Yes professor.' Snape smirked at hearing her say professor. He pulled the skirt down so that (Y/N) was only in her underwear and she giggled. He kissed down to her belly, going to her thigh and giving kisses at the inside of her thigh. (Y/N) moaned softly.

'There are classes next door so be quiet, else I have to punish you darling,' he said with a wink. They really had to be quiet she thought because what if someone would hear them and come in to check what's going on.

'Yes sir.'

The kisses came higher on her thigh and he rubbed with his right hand on her clit

'Please!' she got near her own clit with her hand but before she could touch it, Snape pushed the hand away.

'That's my job darling. Just enjoy.' He rubbed harder on it before taking off her lingerie, slowly stroping it down with his big, cold hands against her warm body. His tongue began to make magic with her slit and with his other hand he pumped two fingers in and out.

'You're tight,' he groaned, still on top of her.

'Harder! please harder,' (Y/N) moaned.

'Beg for it.' he smirked at her and she wanted to be touched so bad that she started to beg just like he asked: 'Oh my dear, please! Fuck me, please. I beg you sir. I promise to be a good girl.' she breathed. Snape thought for a second but decided it was good enough and raced three fingers in her, slowly going in and out her warm body. With his tongue he was still licking the button just above her entrance. (Y/N) moaned with her hand on her mouth, not wanting to make any sound and getting punished by Snape, even though she secretly did want that.

'You like that don't you? My little slut.'

Those words threw her off the edge and she came to the peak. She started to breathe heavily and already prepared for the thing that was coming. She closed her eyes.

'Oh keep going.' It went tighter around his fingers and right before it was on the peak, he got his fingers out. (Y/N) looked up at Snape with a pouty face. Snape had a big smirk on his face, again and (Y/N) had an annoyed expression.

'Not yet darling. The fun isn't done yet.' He came up with his head and gave (Y/N) a big kiss. She grabbed his hair and went through it with her fingertips. Snape continued kissing her while he was between her legs with his body. Snape took off his cloak and he unbuttoned his own shirt, throwing it next to the desk they were on. (Y/N) gazed up surprised, she didn't expect this man to be so fit. It was also hard to see under his cloak and ten layers of clothing under it.

She laid her hands on his chest, sliding slowly down on his cold, strong body which made Snape shiver a bit. (Y/N) unbuckled his trousers and stripped them down. The bulge that was in there the entire time finally came out, standing straight up against his belly proudly, the tip leaking with precome.

'Are you sure that you want to do this?' He suddenly asked. (Y/N) frowned.

'I-I just want to be sure that you want this because....' She thought that Snape was worried that he had maybe pressured her against her will.

'Severus, i'm 100% sure. I like you. ' She got a big smile on her face by saying those words.

'I like you too.' Snape positioned himself in the correct way so that he could slide in in one motion.

'Are you ready?' She nodded and he went in slowly. (Y/N) knew he was being extra gentle with her which made her smile. He had such a soft heart for her and it was amazing to see this side of Snape.

He wasn't even halfway done but it felt like she was all filled up already. (Y/N) waited patiently, trying to hold in her moan with her hand in front of her mouth. It stinged and burned like she expected but was soon overcome with pleasure.

'Are you good?'

She took a deep breath before answering: 'Yeah, i'm fine.' He got a little smile on his face and gently pumped in and out while groaning.

'You feel so good darling.' (Y/N) let out a hard moan and Snape smiled, knowing she enjoyed it.

'Same goes for you,' she giggled. He pumped harder and harder which got her to her peak really fast.

'Oh! i'm coming. Don't stop.' Snape was sweating and so was (Y/N) by this activity.

'Come for me darling.' With those words, she tightened around his shaft. She threw her head back and moaned loudly. He pumped a few more times before taking it out and (Y/N) got on her knees.

'Oh darling, you don't have to do this,' Snape said, looking down at the beautiful girl sitting in front of him on her knees and looking up at him with her puppy eyes. She ignored his comment and took the shaft in her hand and she began licking the tip. Snape groaned, trying to suppress the sound he made. Knowing he couldn't be too loud before someone would wonder what was going on.

He placed his hand on the back of her head, taking control of the pace.

'That's my girl.'

Snape came on (Y/N)s body, head threw back and grunting while trying to buck further into her mouth.

'That's quite a load Professor.' She winked as she stood up, pressing her lips against his and he pulled her closer by grabbing her waist.

'Let's get you cleaned up now, shall we?'