Making to the room upstairs, Ethan broke the kiss to lock the door behind before pinned me against it with a sly smile tucked to his lips.

The innocence was nowhere near in this room but fully insane need of losing sanity. The pure affection was filled in his ocean orbs making me drown in them.

In the shadows his face was so close to mine. Pressing his lips roughly, he entangled it with mine that I'd smell the sweet wine fragrance with his body heat engulfing me in it.

Never knew December nights would be this hot or maybe it was me who was in heat. This emotion, this need, this damn desire I was feeling was something I had never experienced before and it was making me lose my mind.

He grabbed my hips and lifted me off the floor before walked over to the silk mattress, laid me down on it and howered over me. The piece of my soulmate locket dangled from his neck making me graze it with my finger tips.

Our dark orbs were locked not looking away any second.

"You sure you want this?" Ethan questioned pushing strands of my hair from my face, caressing my cheek with his thumb.

The room was dark with the moonlight cascading through the sheer curtains, illuminating our sweaty bodies.

"I want this Ethan, will you give it to me if I ask you?" M heart skipped a beat asking him that. We both had waited for this all this time, knowing how much we wanted it.

"Still I don't want you to regret it Aria," He sighed heavily.

"I won't," I whispered back, choking on my tears. "Now make me yours, Please," Grabbing the front of his shirt I pulled him down to me.

He rested his forehead on mine before leaned in again before dipped his head low and started tormenting me with his mouth.

His kiss was rough, rougher than any other time I had remembered. He was claiming me, devouring me whole. The taste of him was woodsmoke and bright mountain’s mint, as alluring as it was familiar.

Pulling away for much needed air Ethan breathe in but didn’t allow me to leave his orbit. It was like I was the centre of it.

Sound of heavy breathings lingered in these fours walls of silence. His hands slid down and tucked on the hem of my shirt, before he pulled it off over my head, threw it on the floor and leaving me in my black bra and jeans. I did the same with his, exposing his perfect toned chest.

His eyes had the darkest glint in them I've ever seen.

"God! You're beautiful Aria," He simpered.

Sitting away, he pulled me to him as I was on his lap, straddling him. Our chest were touching and crazy heartbeats could be heard.

Then he kissed me.

The pad of his thumb stroked my ribs just below my curves of breast, while his lips trailed down to my jaw to the hollow of my neck all the way to line of my collarbone, planting wet, open-mouthed kisses on the side of my throat, making me moan.

It was everywhere, his touch. Like he’s relearning me and getting his fill.

"You have no idea how much I've waited to make you mine," He nibbled on my lower lip while my eyes were closed, I was completely lost in pleasure. "Open your eyes Aria and look at me."

I slowly opened my eyes to his hardened jaw and perfect doe ocean eyes, darkened with intimate desires and truth.

Kissing my tears, he held me by my bare waist and was making small circles on the side with his thumb.

"I know how everything is messed up in our life Aria but even in this mess you never once back off and I love that about you."

I gulped and listened to him like a maniac. My hands were resting on his nape.

"Ethan I-

He put his finger on my lips. "Sshh It's okay."

No, it's not.

Leaning in he pressed his lips on my forehead. "Time heals Aria and it's the only thing which will make everything right. Don't worry."

My eyes dwelled more tears by his words.

"I love you Ethan, I love you so much,".I choked looking down inhaling his intoxicating smell while stroking his cheek.

He was right.

Time was exactly my need but his trust was like the pillar of my whole presence and that's what has been scaring me since I have lost my innocence card. All I knew was I would fade away if he left me alone in this darkness.

An affiliate smiled crossed his face before he crashed his lips on mine again as I tilted my head for complete access.

If there'd be anything I'd be speechless for, it'd be this. The warmth radiating his beautiful tan body was so hypnotizing.

Oh God!

Ethan very well knew I was after this evidence but I didn't tell him more. Still he was trusting me, waiting for me to show up with my innocence card.

Shutting my eyes tight I pushed back all empty thoughts which would make me nauseous and enjoyed this moment to the most.

Growling lowly he opened my mouth before thrust his tongue inside. His hands did not waste more time before he started grazing my inner thigh. Another slow moan erupted from my throat feeling the new sensation all over my body.

I wasn't afraid of losing my virginity but the way he was making me feel, erupted thousand volcanos in my body. One thing what I knew was, no one would ever make me feel this way other than him so I had to give it to him.

My happiness, my heartbeat, my smile and my soul which I'd never have regrets for.

My fingers brushed through his locks then rested on his nape before he laid us down again. He pinned me by interlocking our hands above my head and adjusted himself in between my legs.

The thought of making love tingled my every nerve in an exciting yet nervous manner.

My hands Loosened from his grip as they slithered down his chest, feeling his toned abs before hooked on his belt. He sensed my impatience as I started undoing it but before I'd do his phone rang.

He stopped kissing midway on my stomach before looked at his phone on side table. Turning it down he was back on me and undo my jeans button in a swift and unzipped it but his damn phone rang again.

Fuck!

Cursing out loud he got off me completely, furrowing his eyebrows.

"I'm sorry sweet cheeks but I have to take this," He apologized pecking me on lips before grabbed his shirt from the floor and left the room.

I sat up, comprehending what just happened. I was so dozed off in his hands exploring my body that it made me forgot all my fears and faults.

A sheepish smile made it's way to my face before I shyly tucked my hairs behind my ears recalling the moments when he was kissing me there.

Oh my God!

He was kissing me everywhere and the way his fingers caressed my inner thigh, damn it felt so good.

I had no idea who called him this hour. It was probably two or three in the morning but ruining our moment made me curse at that person.

Everyone must be passed out in their rooms. I didn't know they decided rooms as couples. Not that I mind.

It was so dark outside and the howling of wild animals was echoing in the dark.

My thoughts were broke in the middle when the door opened back with a thud and Ethan walked in with completely different Aura around him. His hair messed up. His eyes which we devouring me were looking like drowning in burning fire.

My grin dropped and mind gathered all the negativity I had pushed back. I was about to ask him what happened when he pushed his hairs back and initiated.

"I have to go."

Standing up from bed I grabbed my shirt from the floor before wore it and pulled out my hair. "What's wrong? Is everything okay?"

He ignored me like I wasn't there and grabbed his duffel bag before threw his few clothes in which were out. Zipping it up he faced me and that's when I saw the sweat beads on his forehead.

"You don't have to come with me but I have to leave now," He stated fiercely in deep bristling tone with a glint of anger but there was no way I was letting him leave alone with so much disturbance clearly shown on his face.

"Will you tell me what's going on? Who was on the call?" I shakily asked.

But he ignored again. For sure I knew it was because of whoever had called him at this hour.

Instead of asking him again and making him more angry by waisting his time I went down and let everyone know that due to some emergency we were leaving.

Five minutes later, getting them inside the car all passed out, I was sitting up on the passenger seat while Ethan was the one driving.

His eyes were concerned and it made my heart stammered in my chest. My hopes were collapsing.

I tried to asked him a couple of times but he was just glaring straight at nothing in particular. He was wearing his ear pods for any another call.

What the hell was going on?

It made me lose my mind that something was definitely not right and he was bearing it alone.

My stomach had some kind of unsettled feeling which I was trying to ignore. Even he wasn't telling me but I didn't unnoticed the way his jaw was locked, his knuckles were pale and his hands were shaking.

"Ethan calm down. Whatever it is-" He jerk off my hand instantly from his bicep like my touch burnt his skin making my eyes popped wide before he shut his eye completely and breathed out deeply.

I bit my lower lips and rubbed my sweaty palms on my jeans as my blood started rushing. We were in the middle of nowhere, both sides were covered in tall dark trees with a sky with no stars.

"E-than," I stammered as the thought of me being the reason behind his rage and worry crossed my mind.

He hands tightened on the steering wheel when out of nowhere he groaned under his breathe which I happened to heard.

"Why did you lie to me, why?"

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