1 year later

"Parker!" I shouted to my two year old. I was holding little Jessi in my arms. Chandler was giving Anna a bath. Parker came running down the hall and slid in his socks. "Mommy!" He yelled. He jumped up and got onto my back. I stood up with the pot I grabbed for Mac and cheese. I put it on the stove and back up to the counter. Parker let go and sat on the counter. I turned around and looked at him. "I need to talk with you." I said to him. He looked kinda confused. "Two words. Okay." I asked. He nodded. "Bath. Time." I said. He screamed and ran off. "Parker Kylin Riggs!" I yelled. Chandler came down with Anna in a towel. "I got her. You go give him a bath." He said, grabbing Jessi from my arms. I quickly ran upstairs then stopped in the hallway. I didn't hear anything. "Parker?" I called. "Mommy! Breathe!" He yelled, but it sounded like he was in pain. "Chandler! Get the inhaler!" I screamed as I ran to where I heard him. He was in the girls room, on the floor. Chandler ran up and handed me the inhaler then ran back to the girls. I put the mouth part to his face then pressed down. He breathed in a few breaths and I pulled it away. "Are you okay, baby boy?" I asked. He nodded and cried on my shoulder. "Do you want mama to get in the bath with you?" I asked. He nodded again. "Let me go get my bathing suit okay?" I said. He nodded but hooked his arms around my neck. I picked him up and brought him into my room. I grabbed my one piece then walked into the bathroom. "Parker, stay right here okay? I'll be back in one minute." I said. He nodded and sat down on the bathroom floor. I walked out of the bathroom and quickly changed. I walked back into the bathroom and saw parker sitting on the toilet. I sat down on the edge on the tub and ran the bath water. As it was running, I took parkers clothes off. I set him down in the tub and got in with him. I stopped the water once it got to the right amount. I wet his hair then grabbed the shampoo. "Close your eyes baby." I said. He closed them and I started washing his hair. I rinsed it out then started bathing him. "Ashley! Company!" I heard chandler shout. "I'll be down in a minute!" I shouted back. I rinsed parker off then hopped out onto the water catcher rug. I wrapped him in a towel then dried myself off and carried him downstairs. "Why are you wearing a bathing suit?" Summer asked, 4 year old Sadie playing with the girls. "He had an attack and didn't want to have a bath alone." I said as I dried him off. I grabbed his PJs from the dryer. Me and Chandler have a routine. Whenever he has an asthma attack, whoever is helping him, mostly me, the other puts his PJs in the dryer so he will be warm and cozy. I put his pull up on him then put his superman PJs on him. I walked back out and set him on the floor next to Sadie and his sisters. "I'm gonna go change. Be right back." I said then ran upstairs and put on a tank top and sweatpants. I threw the bathing suit in the hamper and walked back downstairs. Parker was sitting on the floor, staring into space as Sadie played with her dolls. "Parker play with me." She said. Then Parker started crying. I quickly ran over and tried to pick him up, but he pushed me away. "Daddy." He cried. "Where's Chandler?" I asked. "He went to the store to buy me some cigarettes. I don't have much gas." Summer said. "Parker baby, daddy will be here in a minute." I said softly. Then he started screaming. "Daddy!" He screamed. I grabbed my phone and dialed his number. Tears swarmed my vision. "Hello?" He said. "Get home. Now." I cried. "What's wrong?" He asked. "Parker is screaming for you and he pushes me away every time I try to calm him down." I cried. "I'll be there in a minute. I'm about to pull in the driveway." He said then hung up. I heard chandler pull in and walked over to parker. But he pushed me away. Chandler walked in the door and I ran up the stairs, trying to hold back my cries. "Ashley!" I heard summer shout. But I ran into my room and cried into my pillow. I felt her hand on my back as parker stopped screaming. I just continued crying. "Its okay ash. You know he loves you. He just wanted chandler." She said softly. "He never pushed me away though. He wouldn't even let me touch him before he screamed." I cried. "I feel like a terrible mom." I cried. "I was the same way when Sadie had her fits about Jw. She kept screaming and screaming for him, wouldn't let me near her until I called him, begging him to come over and console her. I felt like I made a mistake breaking up with him." She said. "But you didn't love him. That's not your fault." I said as more tears fell. "Parker always wanted me around. He never pushed me away. He always wants me to hold him or be near him. It just makes me feel like he hates me." I cried. I heard the door open and a small body jumped on the bed and onto me. "No mommy!" Parker shouted. I hid my face in the pillow and continued crying as he hugged me. "Me no hate mommy. Me love mommy." He said. I pulled him into my arms and hugged him. He wiped my tears and kissed my cheek. "I love you too parker." I said. "Daddy loves mommy too." I heard from the door. I looked and saw chandler standing there, Sadie hugging his leg and the twins in each arm. He walked in and Sadie bounced with each step. He lifted his leg up and Sadie shrieked, squeezing his leg tighter. We laughed and summer grabbed her. "Mommy loves daddy too." I smiled. "Cousin summie and Sadie loves mommy, daddy, cousins parker, Jessi and Anna." Summer said. I giggled. "Yay! We all love each other!" Sadie shouted. We all laughed again I smiled. This is my family. Plus some others that aren't here. I wouldn't trade them for anything in this world. I love my family.