《NikKita SJ》пустота.
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я вижу пустоту
внутри меня все сгнило
я больше не хочу
чтоб всё вот так вот было
и если вдруг я не сдержусь
то я сорвусь. то я сорвусь.
я так не могу
прошу, убей меня скорей
и я вступлю в игру
где происходит тысячи смертей
пытаясь сделать что-то
я погружаюсь в мёртвое болото
не чувствую я боль
из моих вен ручьями хлыщет
свеженькая кровь
и в бок мне дышит
смерть моя
пришёл конец. и прожил жизнь я зря.
не вижу смысла я
мне жить на этой маленькой планете
не ощущаю я
дней новых на рассвете
на дно лишь меня тянет снова
моё унылое и мёртвое болото
чувств моих увял цветок
ко всем я равнодушен
депрессии я ощущаю лишь приток
и мне никто из тех людей не нужен
и вечно одинок я буду
не верю больше ни в какое чудо
конец жесток и беспощаден
и с жизнью так всегда
кому-то этот день приносит радость
а для кого-то этот день — его последняя глава
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