A/N: This is probably asking to much but 2 of my other books made it to number 1 in #billieeilish and my goal is to achieve that with this book. Every vote and every comment counts, please help me get there again? 🥺

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My eyes flutter open to the feeling of Billie tracing her fingers on my tattooed arm. Instantly my thoughts remind me of what happened last night and I slowly turn around to face her.

"Morning Bil," I say in a raspy morning voice.

"Morning," she mumbles, quickly removing her fingers from my arm.

"How'd you sleep?" I ask while rubbing my eyes.

"Great. You?"

"Good. You hungry?" I ask slowly sitting up.

"Nah," she shrugs.

I grab my phone to see that the time is 11 am and I have several missed calls from James, then throw it down on the sheets, turning towards Billie.

I simply stare into her eyes that are looking at her phone screen. After a few beats, she glances up at me to find me already staring which turns her cheeks a light pink. I notice her eyes drifting down to my lips which makes me subconsciously lick them.

"You wanna kiss me?" I mumble. She looks back up into my eyes and nods her head.

"Then do it," I wink. She wastes no time in connecting her lips to mine. My hand swiftly moving down to her hips while hers move to my cheeks.

I quickly prop myself on top of her, straddling her waist.

The kiss quickly gets heated and we are both fighting for dominance.

Eventually, Billie gives up, letting me take over and set the pace while I snake my tongue into her mouth.

I wrap one finger around the simple chain adorning her neck, biting gently on her bottom lip while I pull away.

Before a word is said my lips move down to her neck and I feel her tilt her head to give me better access. As I'm sucking on Billie's neck she softly pushes me away and whispers "no marks," I smirk at her, but of course, listen to her request of not leaving any marks on her skin. I feel her body jolt lightly and a small gasp escapes her as I find a pleasure point on her neck making me spend a few extra seconds on that spot, but move before I unintentionally leave a mark.

My hands reach under the oversized shirt to lay flat on her stomach as I attach our lips again. Suddenly, I feel a vibration on the bed and clearly, she does too because she pulls away. "You have a vibrator on your bed somewhere?" She chuckles.

"No dumbass," I laugh, reaching for my phone. "Sorry sexy, I gotta take this." I hop off of her and answer the call from jAmeS.

"Hello?" I answer plainly.

"For fucks sake, I've been trying to call you for hours," he angrily answers.

"Yeah yeah," I dismiss it, "What do you want?"

"Can you come pick up Hazelee? I can't do it anymore," he practically shouts over the crying in the background.

"Yeah, I'll be there in ten minutes," I roll my eyes with a sigh before hanging up. "Fucking cock block," I mutter under my breath.

"Who's that?" Billie asks, getting up into a sitting position on my bed.

"Doesn't matter but unfortunately I have to go," I groan, pulling my hair out of the messy bun that is no longer even a bun.

"That's fine. I should probably go anyways."

"I'm sorry. But I swear I'll eat you out soon," I wink, reaching into my closet to pick out an outfit.

"Yeah, I'm in desperate need," she laughed making me chuckle.

"I could tell."

"Wha- How... Is it that obvious?"

"Not really. I just have this superpower ability to see people who are sexually deprived," I point to my head.

"Shut up," she chuckles, slipping on her hoodie from yesterday.

"So I'll see you around?"

"Maybe," she taunts as she begins to walk out of my room.

"I better be because I'm gonna need that shirt back," I shout as I look for an outfit.

"We'll see," she shouts back before I hear the front door shut.

Fuck, I like her a lot...

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"Thank god you're here. She's been crying for hours." Is the first thing James says when he opens up the door. I see Hazelee sitting on the floor with tears streaming down her red cheeks.

"Well did you try comforting her?" I shouted, running up to her and picking her up, causing her to almost instantly stop crying as her little arms wrapped around my neck.

"I tried that," he shrugged, shutting the door.

"You're okay, aunties here," I cooed, wiping the tears off her cheeks.

"Look James," I stood directly in front of him. "If you're trying to get custody of your child you're going to need to step up. Personally, I don't think you should even be getting her for one full night. You aren't fit to be a father. Why the hell is she crying so much? Do you even feed her?!"

"Of course I-"

"Nevermind, I don't want to hear it," I shake my head, picking up her diaper bag and storming out of his house.

I give my little baby Hazelee some kisses and buckle her into the car seat in the back of my car.

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"What are we gonna do, huh?" I speak to Hazelee as I brush through her damp hair after giving her a bath. Just as I'm done she runs off and picks up a toy.

I grab my phone seeing I missed a text from Billie.

i just remembered i saw a bunch of production shit and instruments in your room. you make music?

Not anymore

how come?

Too many responsibilities

Don't have time for it anymore

when can i hear what you've made?

Never bitch

who's the rude one now?

Eeeewwwwwwwww where did you find that?!?!

it's not that difficult to go into your tagged posts

you used to perform?

"Carcar!" Hazelee shouts from the other room making me throw my phone down and run down the hallway.

"What's wrong Haze?" I ask quickly as I peer into her room.

"Look," she points at a book on the floor.

"You want me to read it to you?" I ask with a soft smile and she nods in response. "Okay, come, baby," I sit down on her fluffy pastel pink carpet and she plops down in my lap as I begin reading her the book she so desperately wanted me to.

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"I'm not 'obsessed' we just met," I shrug.

"I can see it in your eyes," Drew smirks.

"What you're seeing in my eyes is the damn need for some head, not love," I groan out in frustration.

"What do you even know about her?"

"That she's hot and she has a tongue," I chuckle with a shrug, receiving a push from Drew.

"Seems valid," Zoe shrugs with a small smirk playing on her lips.

"She seems like bad news," Drew mumbles.

"You just said we don't know anything about her. How do you know she's bad news?"

"Yeah okay fine. Just be careful."

"I will," I promise, pulling her into a hug.

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A/N: I can't wait until this book actually gets started!

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