《Addicted To The Feeling》Part 10
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-Jake-
"We should go to a party tonight" Sam said
"Who's is it?" I asked him
"I don't know, some youtuber. I'll text the group chat to see if everyone wants to go" He said as i nodded
I was scrolling through IG when i got a text on twitter, i clicked on it and it was a fan account that keeps up to date on the things we post. I read it and i also got the IG account from Colby's friend.
I promised this account that i was gonna send them merch if they ever found Y/N and they did, so i went to my room and started to pack a few of my merch
-Colby-
So my so called friends are going out to a party tonight so i decided to invite Y/N over. The only person who i like hanging out with honestly.
Also, my "friends" are shit. They don't know what im feeling when they say that to me. I was happy at some point but something made me really sad. I don't know what it is, but i'm sad and i can't find a reason to it.
The thought of being sad and lonely warms my heart, i just don't know why. Is it bad that i like feeling like this? Feeling sad all the time? I'm fine with being sad but when i get rude comments thrown at me, it makes me feel even fucking worst about myself.
Just one day, one day i'm gonna be the happiest to the point where i'm going to enjoy life. And when that day comes, i'm gonna cry cause i know i'm gonna make it.
-Colby-
The doorbell rang, meaning Y/N is here. I ran out of my room cause i was excited to hang out with her again. I ran down the stairs almost missing a step.
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"Agh, she's here!" I said our loud, acting like a 5 year old.
I made it to the door and there she was.
"Come in" I said as i opened the door more wider.
I closed the door as she spoke
"You have a huge house! I was not expecting this. You're literally RICH RICH COLBY!"
"Yeah it's huge, but i'm not RICH RICH" I said as i laughed
"Want anything to drink?" I said as we walked into the kitchen
"Water is fine" She said
-Colby-
"Can we go to your room? i wanna see it, if you don't mind" She said as she gave me a smile
"No yeah, let's go! follow me" I said as we walked through the hallway and up the stairs
"My room isn't finished yet since i just moved into the house.... But this is my room" I said as i opened the door, watching her walk in
"Ooooou, it's so simple. I'm guessing you got the master bedroom right?" She questioned
"Yes, yes i did" I responded back as i laughed
"I like it, i really do" She said as she sat down on the couch
"Put some music on while i order pizza online" She said as i nodded
-You-
Pizza came 20 min later. We ate in silence, i didn't mind if it was quite while we ate, i enjoyed it. We were just watching tv and being on our phones.
"You don't smoke right?" Colby asked me as i finished my 3rd slice of pizza
"Nope" I said as i shook my head
"Do you wanna try?" He asked me as he walked to his night stand and pulled out a pack of cigs
"Fuck it, sure! why not right? I mean, i use to smoke when i was younger but i started to hate it" I said as i got up and walked to him
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"Let's go to the balcony" He said as i nodded and followed him
He lit up his cig as i waited for him to lit mine up
We both inhaled and exhaled the smoke
"Agh, i forgot how this felt" I said as i smiled
-Colby-
"Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me!!!" We both sang out loud
I turned up the volume up higher as we both sang our hearts out. The song finished as i heard the front door open
"Fuck..." I said as i turned off my stereo
"What's wrong?" She asked me
"My friends are here" I said as i scratched the back of my head
"Oh.. Do you want me to leave?" She asked me
"What? No! I just don't like when they're here" I said as i looked down at my shoes
"We can hang out another day when they're not here. You can drop me off at my place right now" She said as i nodded
I grabbed my keys and we both headed downstairs.
"Look who it is! Colby and a girl!" Aryia yelled out as everyone turned to look at me and Y/N
"Who are you?" Tara said as she looked Y/N up and down
"I'm Y/N" She said
"Mmhm" Tara said as she stepped in front of her
"You a druggie? You smell like one. You're gonna die like Colby" She said as Y/N tensed up
"Watch your little mouth or i'll punch that smirk off your face little one" Y/N said as she walked away
I shook my head and laughed as i followed Y/N out the door
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