It had been few days since I registered on line to finish high school, so that kept me busy most of the time. I didn't know what was wrong with me but I have turned into this blushing and shy mess when it comes to Blaze.

Blaze, just thinking about him got me hot and bothered. Everything about him was different, in a good way of course. I mean the man took my breath away. All he had to do was walk in a room and I couldn't stop myself from ogling him.

His body was perfect not too muscular yet strong and sexy. The eyes sparkled with happiness whenever he looked at me and couldn't help but be lost in that sky blue. His voice was deeper it sent shock waves through out my body and I had to swallow a moan all the time. The bond was getting strong and his scent drove me mad. It was getting hard not to throw myself at him and just breath him in. I settled to sleeping and wearing his t-shirts during the day. Of course when he is not home.

I was supposed to be studying but all I can think about is Blaze. It made my day seeing him smile and all the love songs made sense.

I need a walk to clear my mind.

Sky said happily showing me images of what she wants Blaze to do to us.

"Ohh, Sky!!! Please." I was embarrassed and I could feel my cheeks getting hot.

"I am not raping Blaze, okay?"

. , . ....

"You wouldn't, what am I saying you all ready did." I love my wolf, I really do but it's days like this I wish she could give me a break.

That's it, I'm closing the link because now I really needed some fresh air.

Sky said with a smirk.

She was right so I run to my room to change. I really needed a new wardrobe, clothes that when I walk into a room every body will know that is the Luna of Firestone pack. Throw in some sexy lingerie to keep the Alpha happy.

Goddess, what am I even thinking? This is all Sky's fault.

She laughed and closed the link before I can answer.

Sky hit a nail on the head, I would die of embarrassment if Blaze saw me in my underwear. Not that it mattered but sexy was not a word to describe it. I put on some jeans, a tank top and sneakers. I seemed good but I didn't feel sexy and I wanted to look hot.

My hair was in a messy bun that was still good so I let it be. I needed a hair cut maybe some bangs would look good. I went through my stuff searching for a lip gloss or something to add colour to my lips. I knew I had a lot of them two years ago.

For crying out loud Sophia, what on earth are you doing? Just get out already.

With that thought I went to get Azure from his room so we can leave. He shifted into his wolf, shredding his clothes. He always got so excited about going out and forgets to take his clothes off. He apologises when he sees his torn clothes. Blaze thinks it's cute and I think he is letting him get away with it.

The pack members were used to seeing Azure in his wolf, it was no longer weird. They cared for him and wished to meet him. It was up to his father when. I didn't feel anger towards the pack anymore, they didn't know any better.

On my way down, I run into Caleb. He was going upstairs. My heart broke at the sight before me, he looked like a man who had the world on his shoulders. There was guilt and fear in his eyes. He opened and closed his mouth several times before he said.

"Hey, Soso." That's what he called me when we were growing up.

It was sad because the guy who used to call me that, was not the one in front of me. My brother was confident, happy, care free guy who was gonna change the world. Not this defeated guy with no hope. I couldn't help but feel a bit guilty.

"Hey, big brother, how are you?" I said with a smile and the flood gates opened. I panicked, what was I to do?

"I'm so sorry Soso, please baby sis find it in your heart to forgive me," he said through tears.

"Caleb, it's o...."

"Please hear me out. I know Lauren and I did you wrong. I'm not begging you as a brother, a mate and a Beta but as a father. Our pup might not make because his mother is under a lot of stress. She thinks you hate her but I know you don't. Can you please come and see her." He was hopeful and I couldn't disappoint him.

"That's unfair Caleb and you know it. It's not my fault your mate is....."

"Oh Soso no, I'm not saying it's your fault. I know it's not, she misses you that's all."

I was fine with Caleb but when ever Lauren came to my mind, I felt this anger. I never thought she would not believe me, she became Victoria's best friend and treated me like shit. The man in front of me would do anything for his unborn pup.

" Ok fine, I'll come by tomorrow, maybe?" I said not sure.

"Really?" He asked his eyes shining with happiness.

"I can't believe you said yes, you're the best Soso." He wiped his tears and run his fingers through Azure ' fur.

"Yes, I know. Besides that's my nice or nephew we are talking about."

"So... When can I meet my man here? Blaze can't shut up about how great he is." He stopped moving his hand and smirked. "Besides, we can't have the kid thinking that Blaze is cool when we all know the coolest guy is uncle Cal." He popped he collar up.

That was more like my brother not that hopeless guy.

"I'll have you know that my mate is cool, thank you very much," I said with a pout.

He laughed and wiped fake tears from his eyes and said.

"I hate to bust your bubble my dear Soso but your mate is a square." He run up the stairs leaving me with a grin.

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I finally made it outside after a lot greetings from the pack. They wanted to know if I will be joining them for lunch and I respectively declined. It didn't rub me the wrong way when they called me Luna. I actually smiled and stopped to hear what they had to say. It was a first for me, usually I would just glare at them and move along.

I took about five steps and Azure jumped out of my arms and started running around, playing. He was no longer nursing and he was adjusting well with everything.

A group of guys caught my attention. They just emerged from the trees. They had just pants on – a sign they just shifted. The bunch was not happy, judging by the expressions on their faces. I could have listened in on their discussion but my attention was on this one guy.

He took my breath away. His back was towards me and ohh Goddess those muscles. His t-shirt was in one hand and he had been speaking whilst making hand gestures with his free hand. His hair had grown out, covering the back of his neck. The way his back muscles moved was beautiful it showed he worked out a lot. My eyes moved down to his ass and…

Oh my!!

Why didn't I notice all this before about him? That man was a fine piece of art which deserved to appreciated, by my eyes only of course.

"That Alpha male is hot," a voice said.

"Mmm, yes," I answered mindlessly.

"And that ass, you could walk over and just grab it. To see if it feels as firm as it looks."

"My thoughts exactly. And run my tongue all over those muscles." I closed my eyes and let my imagination run free.

"But…"

"Yes," I said with my eyes closed.

"Check out the ass next to the Alpha's, it's round and se..."

"What the hell? Why would I check out...." I groaned and covered my face with a hand. "Leona, why?" I kept shaking my head. This was so embarrassing. She stood there with a mock seriousness, barely keeping the laughter in and asked.

"What why?"

Goddess, this girl was a nut case but what could I say? Every family or community had one of those, right? Well, you guessed it, she was ours. She was Dale's chosen mate and they were truly happy together.

When I first met Leona, I didn't know what to think. She told me we were going to be best friends and right she was, we were getting there. She was the kind of person who gave her honest opinion whether you wanted it or not.

"Why would you ask me to check out Dale's ass? " I couldn't bring myself to look at her.

"Because that ass is drool worthy. You should see it in a tight lad…"

"Leona please, my poor ears. Why are we even talking about their… behinds?" I whispered the last part, afraid someone might hear us.

She laughed hard and spoke with a serious face, "It's 'behind' now. Besides, you are the one who wanted to feel the Alpha's ass. You would have jumped the poor guy if I didn't show up."

"What? I wasn't going to jump him," I told her, blushing. Oh, why me?

"You would have with that fasting thing you are doing. You were eying him like a piece of meat," she said with a smile.

"Uhh... what do you mean fasting?" I was so confused.

"I mean you have been denying yourself the Alpha's delicious ass."

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