"Jay-Jay! Wait Jay Alden." Someone constantly yelled from across the park over the loudness of the surroundings. I glance towards Mari, Jays friend, and follow her eyes toward...Jay.

My eyes land on Jay and she stares back at me with a worried/ busted glare. I stuff my hands into my pockets and hold my posture.

I didn't come here purposely to run into Jay because of her little sister, but Jackie actually did want to come here and she proposed the idea, so I called Deck and told her to come and here we are. I didn't expect to run into Jay, it's a huge carnival area and thought it'll be like a 40% chance of seeing her.

The two girls discuss something. Jay looks to her friend with an infuriated glare. Mari smiles brightly as she looks over her shoulder at me and I quickly advert my eyes elsewhere. They're definitely talking about me.

"Isn't that your girl, Jay?" Joel chuckles as he points over to them. I stare at him coldly and his smile drops from his face as he sees I'm not in the mood.

"Joel you're seriously bad at paying attention, she literally just stated they broke up because the girl is moving away and wasn't planning on telling her," Jackie briefly explains as she sucks on the popsicle. Nice to know Joel doesn't pay any fucking attention to anything that's coming out of my mouth.

"I do pay attention, I was just fucking with her!" He wasn't, he was too busy staring at a girls ass as she walked pass us with some small fucking shorts on. She does know this is a family event, right? Little fucking children walk around but they'll have to see her cheeks hang out.

I glare back at the two and see Mari shoving Jay over here. Mari doesn't need to force her over here. If she doesn't want to come, she doesn't have to.

Pretty soon Jay is standing near us and she smiles awkwardly at me. I ignore her staring and stare towards the pier. I can't look at her right now/ my eyes could reveal my pain if she looked long enough.

"H-Hi Jackie and Joel," she addresses them both. Jackie smiles and wave and Joel nods throwing her a wink.

"Long time no see beauty," Joel chuckles as Jackie throws him a "knock it off" look. Jay fumbles with her straw and stares down sheepishly avoiding eye contact with me. She knows I'm looking at her, that's why she doesn't stare at my glare.

"Uh hi I'm Mari, Jay's lovely bestfriend!" She introduces. Jackie and Joel soon introduce themselves. Joel introduces himself by flirting with Mari. Of course.

"Uh Joel didn't you say you had to piss?" Jackie questions raising her perfectly drawn eyebrows, so obviously. I know what they are doing.

"Uh yeah! That sprite went right through me!" He chuckles rubbing his belly. Jackie groans and rolls her eyes as she pulls him along.

"I think I'll go find Joe and Nyla!" Mari establishes as she walks away leaving us alone. Well not alone because there are hundreds of other people surrounding us.

"Are you gonna look at me?" I finally speak lowly, my voice sounding soft and raspy. I haven't been talking much since we've been here. I don't know why I agreed to come since I was really upset and annoyed. I didn't want to be bothered and basically shut everyone out.

"Wanna go some where private?" She questions. Her voice very soft and nervous. I can tell she's super scared to talk to me. She's never been like this so this is new. It kinda makes my heart pain because it makes it feel like we're strangers all over again.

"Or less crowded and noisy?" She restates quickly. I nod and follow behind her as she heads towards the pier. Once we're far away from the noise and people, she just stares at me for awhile. Even though I'm not looking at her, face to face, I can tell she's looking at me. I look at the tide and the rushing waves, the gulls that fight over the French fries near the stairs to the beach.

Two little boys race near them to scare them off. The birds quickly fly away in a flock.

"Are we just gonna stand here? Because I can go back to my casual day," I grunt out aggressively as I turn to face her and give her my attention. She rolls her eyes at my grumpy attitude. I don't want to talk to be quite honest. I'm still annoyed, upset and astounded.

"I can honestly say I've missed that shitty attitude of yours," She chuckles while still playing with the straw. I couldn't hold back my laughter so I chuckle lowly. She smiles brightly knowing she has made me smile. It kinda breaks a layer of ice that's holding us quiet.

"I've missed you period, it's been so hard to stop thinking about you because you are an unforgettable person. I'm really sorry Kylie, I should have told you I was leaving but it wasn't in my mind. I mean it was, but I didn't want to bring it up because we were getting close, I was- I was to busy falling for you." She says and that erupts a blissful feeling of butterflies in my stomach.

"That's not the point!" I quietly state.

"Then what is?"

"That you think I would treat you how Sean did. Jay, when you compared me to him you abused the respect I have for this relationship,"

"That was a mistake," She says a bit defensive.

"You practically offended me with that fucking insult. It's like you basically said since he betrayed your trust, you can't trust me...and in a relationship, you should never compare your new spouse to the old!" My anger is getting the best of me and I need to control it.

"No- no Aly I do trust you, it's takes a lot within me since I have developed trust issues he from my ex, but I didn't mean to say it. I-I just can't let my guard down again. I can't let myself look stupid again Kylie." I step forward and cup her chin bringing her eyes to look at me.

"I'm not telling you to let me in a posthaste way nor am I telling you too put all your trust into, well kinda, but I'm telling you to at least attempt to let me in. I'm trying to tell you that I'm not him Jay! I'm not going to hurt you like he did. That guy is a fucking asshole and he couldn't handle you because you are too fragile and I'm trying to care, but you have to be honest with me and you also have to trust me."

"I will, and you have to meet me half way also!" She adds. I frown staring up at her.

"What do you mean?"

"Awhile back I found pills in your cabinet. I didn't really want to think much of it so I didn't question you nor did I have the right to because I still thought of you as an asshole." I knew she was snooping that day. That's why it took her so long to return from the bathroom. I don't really like talking about this situation though, but she asked and I must tell.

"What do you wanna know? I have no secrets!" I pull her hand and tug her into. She kisses my forehead and brings me to look at her by cupping my chin.

"What are all those pills for?" She questions seriously. Her brown eyes stare at my green ones and I just know they reveal hurt. She reaches up to fix that curly strand that's always sticking up weirdly. I swear I'm going to fucking cut it and just be bald right there!

"When I was 15 I was told I suffered from bipolar disordered which is fucking stupid and I'm sorry, but cliche (to be written in books and all that). So I take antipsychotic medication. One time when I was high/ skate boarding going down the Danker hill with Joel I crashed and dislocated my knee so I needed pain meds." She squirms in my arms and her face scrunches up in pain. I guess from visualizing how my broken knee would look and feel.

"Before I met Greenly I was going through major depression. I didn't even know what the fuck that meant but my therapist said it was a side effect to my bipolar disorder so I was given depression medication." She finishes while looking down at me.

"Whoa, uh anything else?" She chuckles as I places a kiss on her nose. Yeah, she missed me.

"I'm actually lactose intolerant and take these pills that helps move my bow..." I joke and and she pushes away in giggles.

"Ky stop it!" She burst into laughter.

"I love you Ky, yes I'm the first to say it but I love you very much and I just want you to know I'm going to always be by you're side, laughing at your very inappropriate jokes and punching you softly when you say something completely stupid." She pushes my head softly and I smile toothily at her.

"I don't know about that love word." This time she actually does pull away in an angry childlike attempt and fold her arms.

"I'm kidding, I love you Jay Riley Alden, I'm in love with you, always have," I state truthfully. She cheeses really hard.

"So we're pass this?" She question raising an eyebrow.

"Not quite! We still have to discuss this move to California and how we will work around it," I add while she still cheeses at me. Man she's gorgeous.

"Ugh!" She mumbles under her breath.

"Got it cheeks!?" I grin while demanding her because I have the power now..

"Yeah idiot!" She brings her lips to peck at mine. She teases me by giving me soft pecks. I grunt and she chuckles lowly and brings her lips to softly kiss mine! Oh man how I missed these lips. Our kiss deepens and all those problems and worries slip away and I fall into the kiss. I don't care about our surroundings and people who see two women kissing. Well I can be mistaken for a little man boy but still- I don't care.

I pull away and wrap a hand securely around her waist and the other reaches for her slurpie.

"Hey! Buy your own!" She frowns . I kiss her cheek and pulls her to walk back to the carnival. She stops in her tracks and glances at me weirdly.

"You took my gum!" She shouts shockingly. I chuckle humorously and blow a huge bubble.

"You little skimpy jerk!"

It was a marvelous day.