" Oh My God" I said, as my legs couldn't carry me anymore, so I threw myself on a chair next to Matt.

I was just lost, I had a million questions in my head, I didn't know how?? Or when?? Or why?? What happened?? Did it have anything with what James knows??

" She killed herself!! Why?? Was she depressed?? " I said.

" I can't understand!! Mrs Wayne loved life and chiriched her health!! This is insane!! Poor Mr Wayne " Matt said.

" James!!! How are we supposed to tell him the news when he wakes up?? He had been shot a few hours ago and now this " I said.

" I don't know!! I just don't know!! This has been the most insane time of my life working for the Waynes!! " Matt said.

" Do you think that Falcone has anything to do with her death too??? " I asked.

" He has a hand in every bad thing that happens to The Waynes " Matt said.

A nurse approached me.

" The patient in room 21 is awake, he is asking for you " she said.

" Okay, I'll.... I'll be right there " I said.

" You are not telling him, are you???" Matt said.

" Of course not, he can't handle the grief yet " I said reassuring Matt.

" And I'll go check on the police Investigations on her death, I'll make sure nobody calls him from the enterprises, he shouldn't know at least for 48 hours " Matt said leaving.

When I arrived at the room, James was starring at the ceiling with a lost expression on his face.

I was terrified that my face would give away the news about his mother, so I had to put on a fake happy face.

I carried a chair and put it next to his bed to sit on.

" Welcome back, how many times do you have to do this to me??" I said trying to cheer his mood up.

" Until I know for sure how much you love me??? " he said smiling.

" Well, I love you to the point that I would happily take a bullet for you Mr Wayne " I said.

" And I love you to the point that I would happily take a bomb for you Dr Mohamed " he joked back.

" Seriously James, I can't do this anymore, can't we just leave the whole world behind, your world seems to be a very dangerous place to live in... I mean... I love you and I'm ready to live with you anywhere, but I just want to make sure that you would be safe, I genuinly can't do this anymore " I said.

" I'm sorry Jannah, but this is my life, that's how money is made, people look at our lives and think that we won them at the lottery but this life is hard and tough and frustrating, I have to do this for my family, for my name, for my future with you, for our children, In Shaa Allah " James said.

" I understand James, but I have lost so many people I love, I just don't want to lose you too " I said.

" I understand, Come here " He said inviting me to jump on the bed and sleep next to him.

" Are you crazy?? We are in the hospital!! A doctor or a nurse can walk in any moment!! " I said.

" And you are my wife now, Come here " he said winking.

" Nope" I said.

" I said Come here.." he said, trying to get up off the bed.

" No, no, no, don't move, okay, okay I'm coming " I said getting on the bed next to him.

He wrapped his arm around my neck, and I carefully placed my head over his chest.

I listened to his heart beats, the beats that keep me going on in life.

" At last " he said.

" Yeah, at last " I said smiling at him.

" I'm sorry I ruined your wedding party" he said.

" Don't worry about that" I said.

" And I'm sorry too about my mother, by the way!! Did she call or anything??" he said.

" Ye.. Yes.. She was.. She was here, but left when she made sure you were okay " I said, as my heart skipped a beat.

" Is everything okay?? You didn't get into an argument you two, did you??" James asked.

" No.. N.. Yes.. A little bit" I said embarrassed.

" Ah.. Women" he said, closing his eyes.

" James... When you were shot!! You wanted to tell me some thing about your mother, what was it??" I said.

He didn't reply.

" James..." I freaked out.

" Wha.. What?? I'm sleepy " he yawned.

" Oopps my bad, I thought there was something wrong " I said.

He didn't reply, he was fast asleep.

" Anesthsia I guess " I mumbled.

I wanted to remove my head, and leave the bed, but I couldn't, I didn't want to startle him, so I decided to stay.

" I'm stuck with you I guess... For life " I whispered.

I closed my eyes, and let myself get lost in his warmth.

My head kept repeating that I was safe. My heart kept telling me that I belong here, I was finally home after a long tiring journey.

" I will never feel home sick Again, I'm home" I said to myself.

Suddenly the door was opened forcibally, it was Matt.

" Doctor.... " Matt said.

" Sshhhhh..." I asked him to lower his voice.

But it was too late, James woke up Anyway.

" Matt.." James said.

" Mr Wayne... Welcome back sir" Matt said.

" Thank you.. Is everything okay??" James asked, as he read the changes on Matt's face.

" Ye.. Ye.. Yes sir, sure" Matt said confused, then he looked at me and said " Can I have a word with you outside Dr Mohamed?? "

" Since when do you too have secrets hidden from me??" James said.

" It's nothing.. Just the hospital arrangements.. You know she is the Doctor, she knows better" Matt said.

" Okay.. But listen Matt you maybe my assistant, but she is my wife, I'm keeping an eye on you!! " James said jokingly.

I freed myself off James' hand, and went out with Matt.

" What is it??" I asked frantically.

" The police... They found a suicide note in her pocket.. It was for you" Matt said.

" For me?? " I said confused.

" The police took the note, but I managed to snap a picture of it, I think you should read it " Matt said.

Matt gave me the phone, and I held it with shaking hand, I walked away for a meter or two to distant myself from Matt.

I was terrified, no, I was petrified, I didn't know what to expect from her suicide note.

I was reading a letter from a dead woman

" Jannah Mohamed, I may hate you, but I care about my son, that's why I need to spill the truth out. I wasn't always like this.. The wife of Bruce Wayne, The Mother of James Wayne, I wasn't always an extra in sombody's else's life, I had a politiacal career, I was a candidate in the elections for the senate 14 years ago, I was about to win, until your father showed up and ruined it for me, he was an activist, he called me a racist and a supramicist and people just believed him, and listened to him, I didn't get the non white votes so I lost, but I didn't want to go down alone, revenge blinded me and I had him killed by Falcone, yes, I admit, I got your father killed in a planned car accident, but even after his death, your father's ghost from the past kept haunting me, through you, through your family, and even through Falcone who wanted the land as a price for his services.

So I have to go, I have to disappear from your lives in order for Falcone to leave you alone.

I'm a horrible person, you can hate me, loathe me, spit on my grave, exhume my body and burn it, I desrve it, I know, but you are not, so please, don't hate my son for what I have done, you are all he has right now, stand by him till your day comes.

I wish you forgive me, I wish you knew the truth earlier "

My legs betrayed me, and I fell to the ground.

I felt like I've just found out about my father's death.

All these years we were living a lie!! maybe James knew!! That's why he changed!! Maybe my mother also knew!!

That's why Selina hated our relationship very much and wanted us to be drifted apart so badly!!

I wanted to scream out loud till there is no voice left in me, I wanted to hit my head against the wall till there is no brain left inside it.

I wanted to punch the coffee machine till there is no bone left intact in my body.

But I couldn't, I simply had no life in me.

" Dr Mohamed.. " Matt ran towards me.

" She... Killed... My... Father" I said word by word as my brain was processing slowly what I just read.

" She did " Matt said.

" James'.. Mother.. Killed... My.. Father" I said again in disbelief.

" Please don't blame him" Matt said.

" I'm.. Not.. I just... I.. Don't... Know" I said.

" Jannah, What's wrong?? Is James okay??" My mother said as she saw me sitting on the floor.

" He is okay.. But she found out about some thing " Matt said.

My mother helped me up, and I just hugged her and cried.

" What's wrong??" My mother asked.

I handed her the phone to read the letter.

Her face changed.

" Come and sit " she took my hand helping me to sit.

" Did you know, mum??" I asked.

" We doubted it, but I was never sure, I didn't want to ruin your lives based on spiculations, you didn't deserve it" she said.

" Tell me what you know!!" I said.

" Your father besides his job, was a political activist, he had relations with every community in the city, the black community, the latin community and of course the muslim community, everybody trusted and respected him, he was known for defending the rights of minorities and illegal aliens, every candidate in the state elections wanted to be on his good side because of his profound effect on the votes, we were very proud of his work, until Selina Wayne started her campaign, everybody knew how racist she was, she hated every non white community, she wanted to change a lot of the laws of immegrancy in the state, your father campaigned against her feriously until she lost, she had a bitter taste in her mouth because of it, we started recieving threatening letters and phone calls, we reported it to the police, but they didn't take it seriously, until the accident happened, I somehow knew it was a proffisional assassination, but I had no proof, the police investigated it thoroughly and couldn't find any proof that it wasn't an accident, that's why I didn't want to tell you, I didn't want to implant the seeds of doubt in your heart and watch you torture yourself with overthinking, James is a very good man, don't let him go because of a stupid thing his mother had done in the past, he loves you, and you love him, maybe It's God's way to compensate you for your father's loss, and to punish his mother for what she had done " My mother said.

" I'll go speak with him now " I said.

I left my mum and headed to his room.

When I entered the room, he was awake.

I Sat quietly next to his bed.

We didn't say a word, we just starred for a good amount of time at each other.

" You know??" he asked.

I nodded yes.

" Do... You.. hate me now??" he asked.

I shoke my head no.

" I'm really sorry... I'm sorry" he said.

" Don't.. our fate is not connected to a mistake your mother had done years ago" I said trying to reassure him.

" Yes... Yes, maybe we are the muslim version of Romio and Juilet" He said.

" Maybe" I said letting out a smile.

" My mother confessed to you??" he asked.

" James... Your mother killed herself, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry " I said.

" what...??" he started to cry.

" Come here " I got up on the bed, took his head and buried it in my chest.

" It's okay... I'm here.. I'll be always here" I whispered into his ear.