∆"𝑖𝑓 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ"∆

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Hey guys so i had heavy writer's block last night but i'm back, hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Like and Comment. Ok onto the chapter

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The banging in my head proved i was still very much alive and breathing. Sighing

mentally i opened my eyes groaning, my hands flied to head clutching it tightly.

"You're awake" i heard the relief in his voice, i cracked open a single eye looking at his messy hair as if he had went through it a thousand times, the relief

Clear in his eyes yet his face set in an

deep scowl. "Who pissed in your cheerios" i mumbled hoarsely my throat hurting, ignoring me he turned around and passed me a glass of water "thanks" he nodded and i gulped down the water the pain slowly subsiding.

"So um why are you scowling like hulk?" i asked

"Because someone seemed to have deprived themselves of both food and sleep" he spoke softly but with an accusing tone "i did it again" i muttered realizing i did deprive myself from food and sleep.

"You did it again" he repeated in a knowing tone "how do you know i did it again?" i demanded

"Mia came by told us what happened, left you with us after threatening to shove- you know what i'd rather not get that image in my mind again" he replied, snickering i looked at him "that's mia for you and knowing her it had something to do with shoving dicks down your throats" he nodded grimacing. "No wait you're going off topic" he pointed his finger at me. I kept quiet looking down, he sighed deeply and held my chin with his fingers forcing me to look up. I kept my eyes closed not wishing to see the look on his face.

"Look at me nugget" he demanded i shook my head

"Please issabella let me see your beautiful eyes" i slowly opened my eyes to see concern etched on his face.

"Why issa?" he demanded but softly

"The nightmares, it's like i'm living it again each moment again and again like a loop, my own personal hell, each time it's like he's right in front of me breaking me, killing me mentally." i responded letting a few tears slip.

He tugged at him pulling me into his chest. "I'm trying leo i really am, but it hurts, it's maddening how i can't tell my own parents and bestfriend what happened because im scared they'll hate me, i'm trying to hold on but i don't want to anymore. I wish he'd kill me rather than let me live" i sobbed into his chest, he froze at the last sentence.

"Please don't say that nugget, im begging you and this may be extremely selfish but i want you to fight, i don't know what i feel towards you but its scary and though i met you a week back you have became of one the closest's person i know and the thought of not hearing your voice, or not seeing your flushed cheeks everyday, i don't think i would survive that so please hold on, i promise it gets better" he stated.

I pulled back and looked at his face tears slowed down but never stopping "thank you, i i'll try" i assured him in a promising tone. He smiled at me wiped my tears with his thumbs his hand resting on my face. I looked into his eyes trying to figure out why he stayed, unintentionally i bit my lips and looked at him, his eyes a darker shade of brown "don't! don't do that" he groaned, i raised an eyebrow in question.

"Don't bite your lip" he mumbled pulling out my bottom lips from between my teeths, i thought he would pull away his hands but his thumb stayed there rubbing against my dry lips, i looked up to see him staring at me intently, he licked his plump red lips, my breath was heavy. Why is it so hot in here. I noticed him leaning in a bit and so did i.

"Heyyyy cherry you're awake" antonio exclaimed and we pulled away hurriedly scrambling away from each other. I looked at antonio not missing leo grumbling "asshole, ruined the moment" i snickered "how are you feeling cherry" antonio came forward and touched my forehead "no more fever, fuck yeah!" i smiled "thank you, both of you for taking care of me" leo nodded but antonio was scowling "that reminds me, if you ever do that again i will personally kidnap you and feed you food" he ranted and i nodded laughing "you have my full permission" leo chimed in "and why would he need your permission" i asked "because" he ended there shutting up.

Antonio jumped on me hugging me "don't ever do that, fucking ever" "i won't" i promised.

"Ok now that that's out of the way, can i get mia's number" he mumbled the last part and i looked at him confused "she came by since you called and we talked, yeah talked anyways i was wondering you could give me her number so i umm so she could contact me if something happened to you" he explained avoiding eye contact.

"Mmhm sure, of course i'll give you her number, by the way i wouldn't mind having you as my brother in law" i smirked at him, he looked away with a smile threatening to etch on his face.

Leo cleared his throat with smirk of his own "come on you need to eat" i sighed but nodded, before i could get up leo had picked me up in his arms "LEO!" i screeched, both antonio and leo chuckled at me i glared at leo's handsomely irritating face "you don't need to walk" his tone confirmed that there was no point discussing it further so i locked my hands behind his neck. He put me down once we entered the kitchen "sit" he ordered glaring at me i sat down at the high chairs, antonio next to me

"i'm back assholes" caterina exclaimed barging through the door both of the men groaned "welcome home you annoying ass of a sister" antonio snarled "why thank you brother" she smirked dismissing his comment.

"Ooo leo's cooking i want some too" she exclaimed and sat on my left with antonio on my left.

"You can cook?" i asked leo, he smiled smugly "just wait" he commented and began cooking chicken alfredo.

Antonio kept playing with my hair and i played with his rings while caterina was busy on her phone and leo was cooking.

"Eat up" leo placed the plates in front of us

"Let's eat in the dining room" leo suggested nodding we all moved to the dining room, once again i was in middle but this time between leo and antonio. I picked up my fork twirling the noodles when antono nudged me "what" i whispered.

He came forward and whispered in my ear "i have a theory and to prove that i want you to moan after you take a bite, please cherry" i was confused but nodded anyways. He kissed my cheek and went back to eating, i saw caterina and antonio smirk at each other, dismissing them i took a bite and omg .

it was heaven, i hummed loudly but it

sounded more of a moan, leo looked at me his cheeks flushed wide eyed "i -uh um uhh you okay nugget?" i nodded and he seemed uncomfortable "umm i have a problem to attend to, ill be back in ten" i was confused but agreed "ok". He dashed out of the room and antonio and caterina burst out laughing clutching their stomachs "what the fuck just happened" i asked , they looked at me then at eachother once again laughing like maniacs "delusional idiots" antonio and caterina spoke together nodding at each other "huh?" i asked they shook their heads with a smile.

"Patience cherry, you're smart it won't take long to figure it out" i gave him a pointed look to explain but he shook his head.

"Eat cherry" i sighed grumbling under my breath and began eating the creamy goodness on the verge of having a foodgasm.

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