∆ "𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑛𝑒𝑡𝑠, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑠𝑒"∆

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Hey guys so i’ll be normally updating two chapters at once so i can finish his book soon anyways i no longer wish to keep you hanging so onto the chapter and wait don’t forget to like and comment.

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“What the fuck issabella” daniel exclaimed holding my shoulders, unable to hold it in anymore i hugged him tight and broke

down crying .

“It hurts daniel, please make it stop, please i can’t take it anymore, i don’t wanna live anymore” i sobbed holding onto him.

“Shh relax issa, relax you’re fine, now tell me what happened” he spoke rubbing my back, i shook my head crying more into his shoulder. He sighed and picked me up bridal style, laying me on my bed. He removed his shoes and sat besides me laying my head on his lap pulling the comforter over us.

Massaging my head slowly he pleaded “please issa tell me what’s wrong, you never decline nuggets thank heavens i came to check on you, what were you thinking, you could have died if i had come even a second later.” he was mad i knew that but he spoke calmly not to trigger me anymore.

“I can’t tell you daniel- you, you’ll hate m-me” i hiccuped hugging him closer.

“You are my fucking sister, a little annoying piece of shit but you’re my annoying little piece of shit sister, the only thing that could make me hate you is if you stole my food” he winked and i laughed, while ugly crying.

I took a deep breath conflicted whether i should tell him or not, he was my brother and there was a really big chance he would hate me, feel disgusted by me and tell mom and dad who could disown me, i mean who would wanna keep damaged good that could ruin their family reputation.

“I will tell you but before that can you please sing me a song” i looked at him with puppy eyes, he smiled and nodded.

“Wait here i’ll get my guitar” he spoke and removed the comforter from him jumping up which also made my neck fly up “ow” i muttered rubbing my neck and glared at him, he smiled at me and went to his room.

Wiping my tears away i took a deep breath and stood up laying on the bed’s headboard , not even less than 5 minutes he was back with his guitar, closing the door he slides next to me, he positioned the guitar properly in my hands and i tried a few strings , taking a deep breath he mumbled “play for me” i nodded and he began.

Loving and fighting, accusing, denying

I can't imagine a world with you gone

The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

You locked yourself in the bathroom

Lying on the floor when I break through

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

Long endless highway, you're silent beside me

Driving a nightmare I can't escape from

Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading

Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones

They took you away on a table

I pace back and forth as you lay still

They pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

I don't wanna let go

I know I'm not that strong

I just wanna hear you

Saying, "Baby, let's go home"

Let's go home

Yeah, I just wanna take you home

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

I played the last chord and stopped, it was quite for a while. “I was furious at shawn for what he did to me, but i guess i was more terrified that if i stayed any longer i would break and go back into depression , so i ran, i ran till i could feel my lungs burning and begging for some air.” i spoke breaking the silence, daniel looked at me and nodded urging me to continue so i did.

“I stopped a few miles away, my legs were bruised because i removed my heels before running, anyways i saw an abandoned park nearby and sat on one of the swings , i was just catching my breath when a shot went off so i looked around and saw an alley with a - a dead body and a buff guy, he looked like trouble so i was going to run but he caught me and then he-he” i stopped taking and took a shaky breath, my bottom lip trembling and hands haking. Daniel pulled me into him shaking too, but he was shaking with anger, his jaw clenched eyes shut and breath ragged.

“He raped me daniel, he beat me, he destroyed me” i sobbed

“Say something please” i begged but got no answer.

“You hate me don’t you, im sorry i’ll leave you alone” i stated and started pulling away when he held me tighter and closer “you’re my sister and there is no way in hell do i hate you, and all i wanna do is rip that bastards dick and shove it down his throat for doing this to you!” he exclaimed and i nodded relieved he doesn’t hate me or feel disgusted by me.

“How’d you get out of there?” he inquired after a while.

“Leonardo matteo giovanni…. He helped, he found me and also took care of the guy and called a doctor for me” he nodded and looked much relaxed.

“I wanna meet him” he demanded

“Why”

He smiled at me”so i could thank him”

I smiled at him “okay” i muttered and yawned

“Remember issa i am your brother younger or not i love your annoying ass and i will protect you and i am so sorry i wasn't there for you but i will be, i am aware you’re hurting but please issabella we need you,mia , mom and dad, i need you so never again try and leave us okay?”

“Okay” i confirmed

“Daniel please don’t tell anyone i’ll tell them when i’m ready” i asked and he nodded

“Sleep issa i’ll wake you up later” i snuggled into him like we used to and closed my eyes.

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