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I looked at him shocked and angered.

I couldn't believe this! 

He-He...

HE FUCKING KISSED ME! 

That fucking ass whole! Was that all he wanted?

Did he just want to fuck with me?

I thought he...he was different...

I take a deep breath and gave him a look of pure hatred and sadness.

"I trusted you..." I cried pushing him.

"Rain I can-" he began but I wouldn't have it.

"Shut up! Y-you..." I screamed,never in my life had I ever felt this way.

Betrayed.

"Rain...It's not what you think..." Vixon stated taking my hand in his.

I tried to pull away to no avail. 

"Le-let m-me go!" I yelled proceeding to hit his chest.

He pulled me closely to him,trying to sooth me.

"Not until you let me explain!" he stated calmly. 

"No! Yo-your just..." I squirmed in his arms "W-want to take a-advantage of how I f-f-feel!" I yelled allowing the last of my tears to fall down in streams.

Vixon lifted my head to meet his, and smiled sadly.

"I would never-EVER-do that..." He whispered wiping away my tears.

"T-then w-w-why?" I stuttered confused.

He smiled and laughed "Because I...I care about you..."

I searched his eyes-looking for the lie I was sure I'd find...

I didn't find it...

My eyes widened as I realized he wasn't telling a lie...

That he did care.

I felt horrible...I had hurt him.

I hurt the only person who cared...

"Rain?" he asked shaking me lightly.

I stared at him...

Why? Why? Why?!

I'm such an idiot! 

I was confused and happy along with terrified...

Then it hit me...

I.TALKED.

A thing I didn't deserve to do.

The one thing I was forbidden to do.

I began to cry...they'd find out...they'd find out...

"Rain!? What wrong?" he asked holding me closely to his chest.

They can't know...they just cant...

I couldn't tell him...not yet.

I smiled sadly...maybe I could just learn to actually accept this...my fate.

"I-I'm j-just so...relieved..." I sighed realizing it rang true.

He smiled "You'r voice is just as beautiful as I imagined..."

I blushed and punched him lightly.

"Sh-shut up! You weirdo!"

He laughed and through me over his shoulder.

I squealed like a little girl.

"NEVER!" He cheered as we made our way back to the car.

I sighed...

I guess this is how my life has ended.

I never thought it'd be like this...

 Me in an others arms.

Me actually feeling important.

Me feeling the warmed of anothers smile.

Me having someone by my side.

Me...

Rain.

The loner.

The freak.

The mute.

The outcast.

I Rain...being loved by someone.

I never thought I'd have that. But I did.

I laughed as I sat down in the car.

Vixon smiled back at me.

"What's so funny?" He asked starting the car up.

I smiled...

"I haven't the slightest clue..." i whispered.

I leaned in and connected the missing piece.

His soul.

His love.

His hope.

His lips...

Soft like velvet.

Sweet like sugar.

And they left me feeling complete.

Inside and out.

And then I began to actually feel the thing I needed but could never find.

I found my hero...

My strength.

My hope.

And that's all I wanted.

I smiled up at Vixon.

I said the words that I always wanted to say but could never word them correctly...

Until then.

"I Love You..."

He stared stunned and I stared waiting for a reply...

I blushed realizing what I just said.

What's wrong with me!?

He just confessed his feelings of like and I blurt out 'I love you'!!?

I didn't know what to expect...

He smiled at me and took a deep breath...

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