"Ella...I want to tell you. Please wake up" someone whispers.

"Tell me what?" I groan trying to stretch but my body hurt.

"Oh fudge" I mumble, opening my eyes to see Damon laying next to me, shocked.

"Did I do something wrong?" I whisper looking at him, as he crashes his lips on mine.

I push him away blushing.

"Damon! I haven't brushed my teeth!" I exclaim as he smiles at me.

"You look so beautiful Ella" he runs a hand over my hair,pushing a little behind my ear.

"Thank you. What am I doi-" I become quiet remembering my accident. And Evan.

"I'm in a hospital. I must have broken some bones. Oh Fudge. My body is aching. Did I die? Oh my head" I groan holding it slightly

"I'll call the doc-" I hold Damon's hand.

"Are you okay? I mean did you get in an accident as well?" He shakes his head

"I think you hit your head too hard" he whispers

"Maybe I have. But I can smell pizza. Do they allow pizza in the hospital as well now? I think I should live here" I look up at him.

He looks at me worried.

"I don't know if this is how you normal talk after an accident or you've hit your head too hard" he mumbles

"I'm okay. I'll take some pain killers and then perfect. Call the doctor so I can leave. The pizza smells great, but the medicines smell is just to overwhelming." He nods jumping out of bed and walking out of the room.

The bed is huge?

The hospitals bed are better than England's hospital beds. I've been once when my grandma died. When my mum died, I was only a little girl.

Oh. This is two beds together.

You should never diss the country you were born in Gabi. Bad girl. I slap myself on the shoulder a little, and hiss out in pain.

The door opens and a doctor walks inside with Damon behind him.

"I want to go home. Damon we need to plan our wedding. How long have I been out for? Oh my god! Was I in coma? What year is this?" I gasp

Damon looks at the doctor.

"She's okay. Right?" He confirms and the doctor nods.

"When we took her in for a scan, we fou-"

"I have cancer? Oh my god. Is my hair going to fall out?how long do I have?" I gasp, sitting up slowly.

"I think you should give her another scan" Damon says looking at me.

"No. She's okay. Mrs Knight, you can leave after a couple of days. We need to keep you under assistant, because of the pain you might experience" I sigh

"What day is it today?" I ask

"Sunday." I nod

"Can I please go home? Damon will look after me. Right? I don't like hospitals, and if you think Damon can't take care of me, you can send a nurse down as well. I don't mind." The doctor nods looking at Damon.

"Is that okay with you Mr Knight? We can get send her home, and send in a nurse once in a while to check up on her?" Damon nods.

"Yes. It's perfect." Damon smiles at me, and the doctor leaves the room.

"Ella.." Damon stares at me, a small smile on his face.

"Yes?" I ask

"I love you" he walks closer to me, and sits on the bed.

"I love you too. But can you give me some water please?" He nods leaning over me and picking up the glass and helping me drink water.

"I'm going to make everything okay." He whispers and I nod pushing the glass away from me.

"Can we go home? I want to know what you wanted to say to me?" He gulps and nods slowly.

"Is it about that woman we saw at the party?" I whisper and he nods staring out of the window.

"Helen" he whispers

Helen? An ex? Really? Was he into older women?

"I'll tell you when we get home. I want to be in a place where we won't get disturbed" he whispers and I nod

"Let's go home. Now" he turns to me, and smiles slightly.

"First I need to get your pain killers and then sign some papers for you to leave. And then we'll leave" he starts walking towards the door.

"Will you tell me everything?" I whisper and he freezes

"Everything." He mumbles and then walks out of the room.

He's going to tell me something important.

I should eat, if it takes a long time.

I'm going to be quiet, and let him say everything, and then hug him.

I hope I don't mess this up.

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"Sit down" he helps me into our bed.

I sit down, laying back on the pillows. My body doesn't hurt. I have an arm cast on, and other than that the doctor said I'm okay.

Damon said I'm a fighter. I know that already.

He places a plate of fruits on my lap, and sits next to me.

The room is dark. The curtains are closed, even though it's only 6.30.

The door is closed as well.

He moves closer to me, and holds my hand.

I offer him an apple but he shakes his head.

"Will you leave me if I tell you?" I frown and shake my head

"Never" he smiles slightly, and looks down at my hand.

"I was 10 when it started. My parents were always out, they would only come for holidays. I had a baby sitter. Helen" he whispers and I nod slowly.

"I was 10 years old, and I wasn't as clever as I am. One day I came back from school, with an F in maths. Helen asked me what I got, and I told her an F. She slapped me. I was shocked because she said I was an asshole, and that nobody will ever need me in their life. I shouted at her, telling her what's her deal, and she's only a baby sitter. She slapped me again. I told her I'll call mom. She said if I called mom, she'll kill them. She'll call someone to run them over. I was a scared 10 years old boy. The first thing that went through my mind was to save my parents. So I told her that I'll try my best and get a good grade. She smiled saying that she'll give me cookies and milk" he whispers, looking down at our hands.

That fudging crazy woman.

"I turned 13 and she would abuse me if I ever got a bad grade. For three years my parents never found out. When it was time for my parents to come for Christmas or Easter, she wouldn't hit me if I even got a bad grade. She knew that it would leave a mark and my parents would know. Once I did try to tell my parents but she would always come in the room, saying it was my bed time. And then she would help me in bed, and would tell me if I did tell, she would kill them herself. I would still stay quiet." He closes his eyes

"I couldn't sleep one night. Helen had come into my room. I pretended to be asleep. She woke me up saying that she was sorry for everything. I smiled at her, saying it was okay. She was older than me, so I forgave her. My mom told me if someone says sorry to you, then you should forgive them, even if you don't mean it." I smile slightly, as he looks up at me, and then back down at our hands.

He plays with my fingers slowly.

"And then she pulled me closer to her, saying that she's going to make it up to me. She pulled my jeans down and I told her to stop. I knew what she was doing. I was a teenager but I didn't want to it. I was only 13. I told her to stop, she said no. I tried to kick her but she held my legs down. She said I was going to be a good boy for my mom and dad. She said that they're on their way back to England, and if she wanted, she can blow up the airplane. I stayed quiet. She showed me a remote with a huge red button on it. My parents are important than my virginity. " he whispers and I stare at him.

He's not the happy Damon now.

"I let her. I let her do everything to me. I just stayed quiet, laying down on the bed. I know people think how can boys get raped? They can. It's not their wish. I just laid quiet on the bed, as she touched me down there, making me hard. She told me to scream, and I screamed. She told me to groan, and I did. When she was done, she said I was a good boy, and that everyone is happy with me. I was quiet in school. Teachers were a little worried, and they informed my parents. My parents came home, and they saw a few bruises on me. They asked Helen what happened, and she said I fell. My parents nodded, and took me to bed. They asked me quietly if I was having a fight with anyone. I told them Helen hits me,and what she did to me. Mom cried, and dad called the police. She got a life time sentence, but she got out now because her husband bailed for her." He whispers.

He looks up at me confused.

"Why are you crying Ella?" He wipes my cheeks slightly.

"I love you Damon" he smiles

"I love you too Ella" I hug him tightly, as he places me on his lap.

He tightens his arms around me, pulling me closer.

There's nothing to say. I'm not going to tell him that it's okay, and that everything is fine now.

I love him, and he knows what that means.

I'll never leave, even if anything happens, and that I'll stay with him, even when we see that woman again.

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Hey guys!

First I want to apologise for not updating yesterday. I'm going to be busy a couple of weeks. This week I'm going out of town to meet a few of my cousins, and then next week,I need to revise.

I couldn't update yesterday, because I was busy.

No promises but I will try to update again.

Now on to the chapter.

What did you think?

I know someone of you meeting think how is it possible for boys to get raped.

It is possible, I did a little research before thinking of writing about. Rape is when it's not their wish.

It wasn't Damon's wish. He tried to keep quiet, but then the blackmailed him.

Anyway...

Leave a vote and a comment on the chapter letting me know what you think.

#Della