《When the heroine becomes paranoid (Quick Wear) [GL] [MTL]》Chapter 55
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It was Zhai Yi...
Yi Jing felt that he was ridiculous, and even shamelessly put this trumped-up name on himself.
Zhai Yi is a warm teammate, she is naturally aware of the relationship between the two, and it is only natural that they will develop love over time.
Thinking of this, Yi Jing's eyes became sour, and he lowered his head, unable to hold back the tears.
She thought she could endure a world without warmth, but when she saw the moment of warmth again, the black and white world suddenly became colorful.
It was as if a light suddenly entered a room where the lights had been turned off, dazzling and hot.
The door of the box was suddenly opened, Yi Jing thought it was a waiter, got up and said, "I'll leave right away..."
She looked at the two of them with a cold expression: "Is something wrong?"
Zhai Yi raised his hand: "I just say one sentence I'll go."
Yi Jing didn't understand Zhai Yi's actions.
"I and Wennuan are just teammates and friends, definitely not the couple relationship my dad said, because my dad set up a blind date for me today, I don't want to be blind dated, so I asked Wennuan to play my girlfriend and let my dad know Retire."
"Mr. Yi, don't think too much, my relationship with Wennuan is just a good friend, nothing else."
Zhai Yi looked at Yi Jing with surprise and was very satisfied with her performance.
She patted her warm back, "I'm done explaining, the rest is up to you, go first."
After that, Zhai Yi turned and left.
Yi Jing didn't expect the truth to be like this, Zhai Yi's words sounded very real, and since it was the first time she met her today, she really had no reason to lie to her.
And Nuan has no reason to explain to her, after all, they are just strangers.
Yi Jing avoided Nuan's gaze at her, and she grabbed the folds of the bread.
She couldn't stand the suffocating atmosphere, and raised her feet to go out.
Nuan blocked Yijing, pushed her closer to the box, closed the door, "Where are you going?"
Yijing's eyes dodged: "What does it have to do with you where I'm going?"
"Xiaojing, I know you don't believe what I say now. Me, it's my problem, it's that I'm too bad, rotten and rubbish, and let you down again and again."
"Enough..." Yi Jing suddenly interrupted her, "I don't have time to listen. You condemn yourself."
She was afraid she would soften.
A look of hurt flashed across his warm face, "Xiaojing, I just told you, can you believe me for the last time?"
"I really like you."
Yi Jing's expression was moved, but it was fleeting, she With a sarcastic look, he said with a smile: "What? Is there not enough money to spend?"
"Have you started to follow the affectionate routine?"
The warm face froze.
"Do you think.... as long as you show weakness to me, I'll be soft-hearted?"
"Do you think.... as long as you show me your favor, I'll be happy?"
"Do you think you're sorry when you say something? Can I make up for the previous damage?"
Yi Jing stared at Nuan Nuan's face that made her feel happy every time she looked at it, gritted her teeth and said, "You think I'm still the same dog that came and went when you called me three years ago. Is it?"
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Warm eyes reddened and looked at Yi Jing weakly.
Yi Jing avoided the pair of eyes that made her feel distressed, "I admit that I couldn't let you go by forcing you to keep you at first, but I found that you have never changed from beginning to end, so..."
"We're good Let's get together, can't we?"
The sincerity in her tone was too heavy, so warm that it was hard to breathe.
Yi Jing took a deep look at the warmth, then turned sideways and wanted to go out.
His wrists were gripped tightly by warmth.
Wen Nuan burst into tears, hoarse voice, and begged: "Xiao Jing, how can you believe me once?"
Yi Jing held back her tears and choked up: "Wen Nuan, whether it's three years ago or three years later, you really Did you like me once?"
"Yes." He replied warmly and eagerly.
Yi Jing turned around, stared into warm eyes, and asked, "Is there a love for me that I can't transfer, or a dependence that won't give up?"
Warm pupils trembled.
Tears blurred each other's eyes, and the sad and painful emotions instantly drowned everything.
Reason is rotting, despair is roaring.
Yi Jing wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and shouted in despair, "Warm, do you like me or can't let go of my liking for you?"
"I am a woman, I can't conceive a child with you, I am a person. Jealous and jealous, I am a man of control and possessiveness, I am fascinated by you like crazy, I even thought that in order to get you, even if I imprison you."
"I am sullen, paranoid, inferior, and shameless, extreme thinking, stubbornness.... I live so morbidly, holding the only photo of me and you every day to survive until now."
"I even thought that as long as I can get you, even if I give my life. Okay ."
"What about you?"
"Do you treat me the same way?"
"Or is it that your feelings for me from beginning to end are just reluctant to let me love you?"
At that moment, the warmth was scalded by the roses on his chest. Tears kept flowing.
...
"What are you thinking?"
Zhou Hao looked at Nuan and remained silent, his eyes were so dark that it was hard to see.
"It's okay." He whispered warmly.
Zhou Hao didn't say anything when he saw Nuan, and he didn't continue to ask. He instructed: "The last scene, we will leave after filming."
"Well."
The director's side is ready. was hoisted high in the air.
The drizzle fell on the pale face, and everyone looked at the half-dead oiran on the city wall, sighing in their hearts that a generation of beautiful women fell.
"Tongzi, I love her." He whispered warmly.
【I know. 】
The warmth seems to be unable to hear the comfort of the system, and whispered: "I love her."
The system can't stand such sad warmth, [I know, warm, I know you love her. 】
The warmth kept repeating "I love her", as if she would believe her love only if she kept telling it like this.
But a cold and mean voice came to mind again.
"Do you really love her?"
Warm pupils trembled, trying to prove: "I am... I love her!"
"Really?"
"You have never experienced what love is? Are you sure it is Love?"
"Yes, it must be."
The warm expression panicked, denying the mean voice.
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"Look, don't you believe it yourself?"
Wen Nuan shook his head and said, "No, no, I believe it, I believe it."
"No, you don't believe it."
"I believe it, I believe she loves me, believe that I love her!"
"No, I don't believe it is..." There was schadenfreude and sarcasm in the voice, "You don't believe that you can get such fiery and pure love."
Warm eyes widened, lips trembling and speechless.
That mean voice seemed to have caught a warm pain point, and chased after the victory: "You believe in love, family, and friendship, but you just don't believe that you will get them."
"Because you feel that a cheap person like you doesn't deserve it at all. Get such extremely violent feelings."
"Warm, from beginning to end, you don't deserve such love."
"Why does someone like you rot to the core grow beautiful roses?"
"You are low, despicable, shameless, paranoid, Covetous and vain, distorted personality, arrogant and jealous, your inferiority is so disgusting, how can you be worthy?"
The voice was full of malice and bitterness to the extreme.
It's like a sharp sword, piercing the flesh and blood of the warm body and the heart.
Warm eyes are scarlet, shaking his head violently, constantly denying: "I don't, I don't, I don't..."
......
Suddenly, the sky darkened, and a strong wind blew Light rain broke up.
When the director saw that the situation was wrong, he immediately called "ka" and was about to call it a day.
As soon as the voice fell, the wind suddenly surged, and the raindrops of Da'er Soybean fell from the sky.
The people on the city wall received the director's instructions and pulled up the rope tied to the warm body.
Suddenly, the person pulling the rope felt a huge resistance, the moss on the city wall grew wildly in the cracks, and the soles of the staff slipped.
All the people on the set watched as the weak and thin body on the city wall fell like an autumn wind sweeping leaves.
At that moment, the bright red blood on the bluestone plate became the brightest color in the dark world.
Tears blended with rain and melted in hot blood.
The warmth looked like the sky was about to pour out, and a cold machine sound sounded in my mind.
【drop! drop! drop! The WU index is 100%, and the character consciousness has been awakened! 】
【Drop! drop! drop! The WU index is 100%, and the character consciousness has been awakened! 】
【Drop! drop! drop! The WU index is 100%, and the character consciousness has been awakened! ]
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"Yo, long time no see, how did you get this ghostly look?" Wen Nuan opened his eyes, and what he saw was almost transparent white and a cheap smile.
She looked around and wondered, "This is... the Three Realms space?"
How did she come back here?
Is her mission accomplished?
Yan Hui snapped her fingers: "Your mission has not been completed, and the frozen points have not been thawed. Congratulations, you are poor and useless."
Warm rubbed her sore forehead, she remembered the scene of her coma.
It was as if it had fallen off the city wall.
Warm and indifferent: "I'm dead?"
Yan Hui smiled and said: "Well, you're a miserable death, you are so tall..."
She opened her hands and compared the height, ".... Falling down, it's a miserable one, the flesh and blood are blurred, the flesh and blood are broken, and the blood splashes all over the face."
"..." Wen Nuan didn't lift his eyelids, "Guess I believe it?"
Yan Hui He pouted: "I'll tell you the truth, believe it or not."
Wen Nuan put his hands on the ground, stood up, and walked out.
Yan Hui followed behind her, and said, "Where are you going?"
"The newcomer report is not in that direction."
"Pale land," Wen Yuan's eyes were deep, like a vast ocean hiding, "I'm going to see the Lord God."
Yan Hui raised her brows, looked at the warm and delicate back, and followed silently.
"My baby is not in the pale land."
"Where is that?"
Wen Nuan stopped, "Take me there."
Yan Hui put her arms around her chest: "Why should I take you to meet my people?"
"Wait for me here."
"What do you mean I'm waiting for you?" Yan Hui said stubbornly, "Can't I come here for a walk?"
Warm and indifferent: "I want to see the Lord God."
Yan Hui said, "Please, I'll take you..."
Before she could finish her sentence, she heard Wen Nuan say, "I beg you, Yan Hui, take me to see the Lord God, please."
Yan Yan was taken aback and sighed, Turning around and walking in the opposite direction, "Come here."
Nuan immediately followed.
The two walked through a shadow and stepped into a lush green and beautiful valley.
There is a pavilion made of white jade under the waterfall like the Milky Way, and the main god Yinxin is sitting in it.
Yan Hui walked up with warmth, she sat next to Yin Xin, pouted pitifully and said, "It's boring."
Yin Xin knew what Yan Hui was talking about, and smiled dotingly: "Don't keep teasing her."
Anhui rolled her eyes, took Yinxin's hand, and smiled wickedly: "Then I won't tease her, I will tease you, okay?"
"You," Yinxin tapped her forehead, "do the business first.
Yan Anhui sat beside him obediently, and hooked her fingers to Wen Nuan, "The Lord God is here, if you have anything to ask, just ask?"
Wen Nuan gave Yan An a roll of eyes, walked over, and looked at those sympathetic eyes , The grievances in my heart can't seem to be hidden.
She sniffed and was about to speak when she saw the handkerchief handed to her.
"If you want to cry, just cry." Yan Yan threw the handkerchief over.
Nuan grabbed the handkerchief, the corners of his eyes were red, and he held back his choking, and asked, "What is the WU index? What's the use of it?"
Yin Xin smiled lightly: "Three thousand worlds, all living beings, will eventually discover the secrets of the universe and break through the mysteries of the world. This kind of behavior is called "awakening"."
"Awakening?" Warmth moved these two words between his lips and teeth, "Who is awakened?"
The awakening of people in the three thousand worlds means that Become a tasker who will be selected by the main system and become a tasker in the Three Realms space, and will not be controlled by the reincarnation of heaven. You can earn points by doing tasks to redeem yourself and exchange for freedom.
Yin Xin said: "Awakened people have many names in each world."
Warm brow wrinkled.
"Her name is You Jiayi..."
Nuan's pupils trembled, and she couldn't believe it: "...What?!"
"Song Ci, Lin Tinghan, Yu Wanzhao, Sheng Tingxi, Sang Ye, Xiao Chuyu, Jiang Yichuan, You Dai'er, and Yi Jing."
Every time Yin Xin said a name, her warm heart beat violently, like a giant hammer slammed into her.
She seemed to have blood all over her head, and the top of her head was numb, and her heartbeat was tired.
His chest throbbed, his heart trembled.
The warm and shocked voice was hoarse, and she opened her mouth: "What... what do you mean?"
She didn't understand, she didn't understand.
What exactly does this mean?
What exactly happened?
Yinxin got up and walked to the warm face, her cold fingertips lightly touching the warm eyebrows.
Nuan suddenly felt relaxed physically and mentally, as if he had relieved the burden on his body.
She looked at Yin Xin puzzled, "This is...?"
Yin Xin smiled and said, "All your points have been unfrozen, and you can choose to give up your status as a tasker and retire directly."
"What do you mean?" Warm doesn't understand Yin Xin's move.
Yan Hui explained, "That is to say, my baby will give you a chance to unfreeze all your points, and let you retire directly and enjoy your old age, why don't you hurry up and kneel?"
That's not right.
That's not what she wants at all?
"I did n't come to see you to release the frozen points. I want to know the names you just said. Are they all alone?"
Try to calm down your restless emotions.
She said earnestly: "Lord Lord God, I want to see them... No, I want to see the Awakened, can you let me see her?"
Yin Xin was puzzled: "Your mission is over, why do you still need it? Who cares about the people in the mission world?"
Wen Nuan was stunned by the question, the answer seemed to be in her mouth, but she couldn't say it for a long time.
"In the mission world, everything is illusory. I know that missionaries often lose themselves in missions and express their emotions. If you can't cut everything, you can clear your emotions and restore yourself to peace."
She didn't want to.
She doesn't want emotional clearing.
Those memories, those emotions are like treasures to her, like life, how could she be willing to forget her?
"I don't want it," Wen Nuan blurted out and refused, "I don't want to clear my emotions."
"Then what do you want?" Yin Xin was very patient.
What does she want?
What does she want? !
Warm and keep thinking, keep asking the heart.
She looked directly at Yin Xin and said firmly: "I want to see her."
"See her? What if I see her?" Yin Xin said frankly, "To her, you are nothing but nothing in the mission world, and she will not remember it. Yours, even if she remembers, she won't care."
"So what?"
Her eyes were bright and clear, "I remember her, I love her, that's fine."
"In reincarnation?"
Nuan took a deep breath: "I've made up my mind, I'm willing to use all my points to exchange for the chance to be with her again, even if it's just one time to be with her forever."
They have experienced ten worlds, have failed to grow old.
Now, she bet everything to change her head.
Yan Hui hooked the corner of her mouth, Yin Xin looked soft, and smiled lightly: "You don't have to give everything, you just have to believe in yourself."
Wen Nuan was at a loss, seeing Yan Hui's wild smile, she couldn't make out her heart. .
"Lord God, what do you mean by that?"
"Warm, I have known you so far, and I know a little bit about you. I want to tell you that everyone deserves love and is worthy of being liked."
Yin Xin smiled warmly. Wan is sympathetic, like the gods pity all beings.
"Warm, the premise of loving others is that you must love yourself first."
"You are begging others to believe you over and over again, do you believe that you have the ability to love and be loved?"
Break through the barrier and flow down.
Yan Hui tilted her head, not wanting to see this guy look so fragile.
Yin Xin looked at the warm tears in front of her eyes and said softly: "I know you want to ask me a lot of questions, but I can only answer one of your questions, the rest is up to you to comprehend."
Warming her body tight, her voice trembling, she asked, "What's the price of returning to the source world....?"
She saw a ray of light, a crack in her heart.
She can only see the real light when she pierces through it cruelly and tears open the scar.
Yin Xin understood clearly and said, "The price of returning to the source world is that the awakened people voluntarily give up the opportunity to awaken and re-enter reincarnation."
Wen Nuan widened his eyes and looked at Yin Xin in disbelief.
The scars were tearing at her, and she felt the piercing pain in her heart.
"After you finish the Baijie quest, the quest world is about to close, but at this time, the plots of ten of the quest worlds could not be advanced, and stopped at the time you left, and the Awakened was born."
"The Awakened did not become a The tasker of the Three Realms space made a deal with me."
"She said that she voluntarily gave up her identity as an awakened person, in exchange for you to change her mind once, and the prodigal son to return."
He rubbed the top of his warm, trembling head.
Wei Wei pushed her away from the Three Realms space.
Yan Hui walked to Yin Xin's side, put her arms around her waist, and sighed,
"It's not a crime."
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