'Let me beat in your heart,

Be your drum of war and love

Let me hide in your arms

Be my cage, my key, my lock'

"You couldn't watch a movie?" Bella asks as we walk to my front door.

"Bella it's been three days!"

She giggles at this.

"You really wanted me to sit on that couch where you first swallowed my cum and not touch you?" I watch her cheeks turn red. "It was hard enough getting through dinner," I say as we both walk inside. She places her bag on the ground as I pack both our helmets away.

I slowly start moving her to my bed. "You're thinking about it aren't you? Having my dick in your mouth?"

She can't seem to find any words though; and just nods hopelessly. I smirk at her, before my mouth is on hers. We fall to the bed together, our hands quickly roaming one another. I fiddle for her bra clasp as she pushes my shirt up my body. We are both shirtless as I pin her body under mine, removing her jeans and panties quickly; my eyes wander her body with a fierce hunger.

She then moves on top of me, kissing down my stomach until her hands unbutton my jeans, I help her shimmy them down to free my dick. She licks her lips before putting me in her mouth. I moan out as she moves up and down me. "Fuck baby, just like that," I close my eyes in pleasure. She hums when I call her baby, I know she loves it; especially when we are like this.

"Bella I'm getting close-" I warn, needing more than just her mouth.

She stops sucking me and brings her lips to mine. Kissing me hard before she turns around, straddling my body. I quickly roll a condom on and help lower herself onto me and we both moan loudly as I fill her. She moves up and down me as I grab her hips for support, her ass bouncing up and down is enough to make me cum straight away. I close my eyes to stop myself, wanting her to orgasm first.

"Tyson-" She moans loudly before her body shakes on mine. She begins to slow down, so I grab her hips and slam her over me until I cum.

I finish loudly, both of us breathless as she moves to lay in the nook of my arm. "Can I confess something?" I ask.

"Of course," she traces her nails over my skin softly.

"I've never done that position before," I say with slight embarrassment.

She sits up excitedly, her tits pressing together. "Really?"

"I think it's my knew favourite," my hand reaches for one of her nipples and she squirms from my touch.

"I love that I got a first with you," she says contempt.

I roll on top of her, her legs automatically opening for me. "We have so many firsts Bella."

"Like what?" She asks nervously.

My palms tingle with nerves. "When I told you that I was falling before...that was a lie."

"Oh," she turns her face from mine to hide the hurt in her eyes.

I move her head back to me. "I've already fallen Bella," I whisper.

Her eyes fill with tears, "what?" she says trying not to let her happy tears spill over.

"I love you baby," I say as my eyes hold hers.

She does this happy smile that I've never seen before as a few tears spill down her cheeks. "I love you too."

I kiss her softly, no longer am I in a rush as my hands explore her body again. I reach to the side of my bed, grabbing another condom and opening the wrapper with my teeth. My eyes never leave hers, as I slide the condom over myself. I kiss each tear away as I push into her once more, she sucks in a deep breath as her legs wrap around me; bringing me even closer.

We keep our eyes on each other, as I continue to move slowly inside her, I had never had sex this way but it feels insanely good. I can tell she is getting close as her breathing becomes heavier and she closes her eyes as her body tightens around me. I watch her cum softly, she has got to be the sexiest girl in the world, with her full lips thicker from our kissing and her cheeks that are perfectly flushed.

Then she watches as I come undone, the slow pace seeming to drag my orgasm out even longer. I let my body fall to hers as she traces her fingers over my back. Both of us breathing heavy but not wanting to be apart. "Holy fuck you are incredible," I say.

"If you keep talking like that we will need to go again," her tone is smiling.

"Don't tempt me woman," I squeeze her ass before slowly moving out of her. "I need a drink first though."

After a few glasses of gin each and I bury myself in Bella once more, we sit up together; she is wearing my white shirt that covers her perfect ass. The first time I have ever let a girl wear my clothes, and she thinks we don't have any firsts.

The insane thing is I think that she will be my last first.

Maybe I am even more whipped than Tate.

"Why do you, Tate and Jace seem closer than just mates? Like I've seen guy friendship's before, but you three are different. It's like you would take a bullet for each other," she says.

I suck in a deep breath. I told this girl that I love her, she deserves to know parts of me. "I was adopted at sixteen and us three were all in the same orphanage together."

She sits up to look at me, "I had no idea..." Her perfect green eyes search mine.

I shrug, "we went through a lot together, that's why we seem so close. I would take a bullet for either of them."

"Thank you for sharing that," she says softly.

"My adoptive parents want to meet you by the way."

"Really!?" I love watching her get excited. "So you've talked to them about me huh?" She says playfully.

"Dad actually figured it out on his own, apparently I only read love poetry now."

She is smiling ear to ear, "read me some?"

She settles in to my side as I reach for my leather book. "A kiss is more than a touch of lips it is a touch of hearts, of two souls, of two glowing portions of the life spirit." She traces my arm up and down as I speak. "That was Fernando Pessoa."

"I loved it,' she whispers.

"I love you," I whisper back.

She kisses me softly, and I find myself tracing the small roman numbers in the nook of her arm. The only tattoo on her entire body, I didn't need to ask what the date was. I knew it was the abortion, and usually I avoid tattoos but I wanted to touch this one. To remind myself that maybe she could handle my past.