Yoongi's POV:

Tomorrow. The big day.

Me and Jimin's wedding...

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- hA -

As if. That's in a few years from now.

Tomorrow is actually our debut. We've waited for years, and it's finally here.

Almost. Approximately, 38 hours.

It's currently, 6:13am, debut is at 8:00pm tomorrow. I'm not sure if I'm happy about the fact that I still have some time to prepare, or if I want even more. I don't know, I'm just nervous, I'm sure of it. But I mean, it's still scary. Debut is a scary idea, a scary event, if you will.

What I'm trying to say here is.... I'm scared and not ready.

I'm in the bedroom just laying like a starfish on my bed. I look over both sides to see if anyone else has left their beds.

Left. I see Namjoon and Jin on both of their beds (the beds are put together to make a bigger one), I can just barely see Hobi on the other side of them. I wouldn't see him if his arm wasn't in the air, just sitting there. I also look over, more towards my front, to try and find the cuddly maknaes. And as I accpected, I see both Jungkook and Taehyung on Tae's little twin sized bed. I'm honestly surprised they both fit. But if you really think about it, Jungkook's 15. He may be working out, but he still hella small.

Right. Normally, you'd see Jimin's bed. Yes, we in fact, eventually got him one. His would be very close to mine, almost like Jin and Namjoon's, but we decided to keep a distance. Just in case staff would come for more checkups at the dorms. They're aware of how close JIN and Namjoon are, and are okay with it. I bet they'd be okay with the whole 'me dating Jimin' thing, but I guess I'm just a little scared for people to know. To my surprise, I see nothing but empty bedsheets and an abandoned pillow.

- what a shame -

Don't judge me, he has like the best pillows. Since we bought them later than all the others, they aren't as old and ripped. They're perfectly white and fluffy. Typical.

I really hate myself for doing this, but since I 'care', I get out of bed to go find Jimin. It isn't too hard, mostly since we live in a small ass dorm. But also, since he's just in the kitchen.

As I walk in, I'm not certain he's seen me. Jimin's facing out the small, dirty, slightly cracked window. His eyes are closed and I can't help but think, how at peace he must be. The sun reflects nicely through the window, onto Jimin's face. With the newfound light, his natural beauty is clearer. I've always known he was beautiful, no doubt. But now, it's all different.

His slight bed head. Droopy eyes, mostly from lack of sleep. His golden skin shining with the sunlight. My eyes then drift down to his plump lips. His pretty pink plump lips. His extremely kissable plump lips.

If we were in any other reality, I would've kissed him in the spot. I would've called him mine and he would forever be so. But we're not in another reality, we're here and we're going to debt soon. So all I do in this moment, is walk up to the man of my dreams, and wrap my arms around his waist.

I can tell he's a little shocked by the gesture, after his little jump. But he soon relaxes into the touch. Slowly leaning into my arms and letting my head rest on his shoulder.

We stay like that for what seems like forever. No words spoken between each other. Just a quiet hug between two men that are in love.

I like to think that I am.

It's a nice moment for us. We haven't had much time to ourselves. There's debut, there was the whole thing about me leaving or not, stress in general, the others... I could go on and make a list of reasons why we wouldn't have this beautiful time. And why we wouldn't be able to have this beautiful time.

The studio 'no dating rule' in this industry. Especially, the fact that we're gay. They wouldn't like that. Not only management. Korea. 'Fans'. They'd have more reasons to hate on us. I'd rather not affect the others' perfectly planned and organized debut. They worked so hard, and I can't throw all of that away from them just cause I have feelings for someone.

Even if I'll have to hide these feelings for the majority of the day, since debut is just the beginning. Of either heaven or hell. Depends on how they take us as a group.

We can only hope it goes well.

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Jimin's POV:

I'm not sure since when we've been in this position. Not that I'm complaining or anything.

I'd be fine if we never had to move. I want to stay like this for as long as time will let us. With him and the sun. This is what he wants. Yoongi and the sun. Forever

Our perfect moment couldn't get more perfect.

But it can get ruined.

"What the fuck is y'alls doing?"

We both remove our hands from each other and turn to where the voice was coming from.

- I didn't mean this sun -

He smiles brightly as we just grimace towards him.

"Hobi, What do you want?"

"Relax, I just wanted to eat. We leave for a meeting in 25 minutes, I don't want to starve to death"

Hobi then chuckles as he grabs an apple. And doesn't forget a loud 'no fucking' as he leaves to go to the living room.

If I were to roll my eyes anymore, they'd be facing my brain.

I turn to Yoongi and smile. We laugh together quietly. I hadn't even noticed how close we were. Which is weird, since he was backhugging me. But still. My eyes were closed and I was facing the other way, I was just appreciating the feeling. The feeling of being loved by someone you love. A rare feeling that isn't towards any family member. Rarely towards platonic friendships. No, it's mostly with the one you wish to spend the rest of your life with. The want you want to create a family with. The one that I would call Yoongi.

"How about we eat something"

The latter says in his low, raspy morning voice. I nod as I'm at lost of words. I can't belive he got even more attractive. He's truly a special one, This Min Yoongi

And I love him

Now time to forget all of these feelings and get ready for debut.

- fun -