"Unnie wake up~" Sunhee is shaking me to wake up. I shake her off and bring the blanket closer to me.

"Don't bother me the plane ride left me jetlag. Let me know when we have to go to rehearsal."

I turn away from her looking out the window. We are finally in the big city. I could see the Empire state building from here. It was beautiful and at night it was even more amazing.

"First of all the concert isn't today. Second of all, you aren't planning to go out and you know shop?"

I could already visualize Sunhee's pout. I knew that if I turned around I would not be able to resist myself.

"Unnie~~"

"UGH!" I turned around and saw her doggy eyes and pout, "Please~"

I squirmed in my bed and sat up, "Fineee give me 20 minutes I have to get ready."

She smiles and heads towards the door shouting, "She's coming!"

I yawn standing up and heading towards the bathroom I look at the mirror and saw what 12 hours on a plane ride did to a teenage girl who has barely gotten any sleep.

"I can't believe I look like that." I point to myself in the mirror and washed up.

I head back to the room and see clothes already laid out on my bed.

Sigh. I guess they want me to have the New York Chic look.

I throw on the clothes and fix my hair as best I can knowing that I am still half awake.

Buzz. Buzz.

"Hey, baby. I just got back from hanging out with your brothers. It's like 1 am here. I handled what you told me. I decided to do it as soon as possible to make sure everything was ready. You will probably be hearing about it later today. Love you and take care. I'm going to sleep which is something I've been dying to do."

I giggle to myself. Classic Yoongi. I'm happy he at least already handled this now I have to wait. I miss him so much. I bring the phone to my chest.

I love you too.

I felt the hot tear come down my cheek. Gosh. I can't believe I'm crying over a text what happened to the tough y/n.

I wipe off the tear and text him, "Thank you. Make sure you sleep you've done so much. I love you."

And sent. I look back at the mirror.

"Gosh, you've changed so much. But I'm proud of you."

I hear a knock on the door and Heejin walks in, "Yo, everyone is waiting for you. I thought you fell for one of my pranks or something."

I laugh and ruffle her hair, "I'll have you know I am older."

"Unnie? Is that what you wanted me to say." She laughed and linked her arm to mine, "I'm so glad you're our leader."

"Uh-oh, that sounds like y/n I want something for you."

"Welllll if I have to say I was wondering if you can talk to Beomgyu."

"What happened?"

"We got into a fight."

"A fight or argument?"

"I don't even know we aren't even dating and yet I joked about Xu flirting with me to see how he would react and he got upset by it."

I laugh as we take the elevator down to the lobby.

"Well, Beomgyu is probably trying to find out who Xu is."

She sighs fidgeting her fingers I grab them and smile, "He already likes you he won't get upset over one thing. But I will talk to him."

She jumps up and down and for a moment I was never more terrified of an elevator, "YA. Be careful."

She smiles as the door opens and runs over to the girls, "I'm so ready to go shopping now!"

The girls look over at me, "And so am I."

They all cheer and head to the car.

"Wait did someone tell manager-nim we were going out."

They all stay silent and I facepalm myself.

"Welp I guess I will do it."

They smile and Doyeon gets in the driver's seat looking for an address to go shopping.

Manger-nim we are going out shopping we will be using the car you left us.

A few minutes later.

Okay, stay safe make sure you girls vlog your show has been having great views!

"Look at all these buildings!" Yuju points out the buildings smiling taking pictures.

Heejin and Sunhee were filming each other making silly faces.

"They're having fun aren't they." I look at Doyeon who is looking on the street.

"You tell me about it. I'm trying to find parking for the first spot."

"Where are we?"

"Soho. Oo bingo" She pulls into a corner and parks the car before another person tries to take it from us.

"Alright, we're here let's go," I shout as they get out and look around.

"Alright, I have a few rules before we go out and explore."

They all sigh exaggeratedly and film me, "Look at our dear leader giving us rules before going out to explore."

"Leader loosen up to enjoy!"

"Y/n~ ignore your rules!!"

"LEADER LEADER LEADER!"

I sigh and put the paper in my pocket, "Fine. Just one thing don't go around shouting leader. I am y/n to you girls."

They smile and run to me embracing me. I really can't believe these are the girls I'm with. I would give anything for them I am so lucky to have them.

"Okay okay, I think that's the last shop." Sunhee sighs carrying all her bags.

"I feel like I am still missing a few things." Doyeon looks over at her bags which almost reach her entire arm.

"You literally stopped at every store Doyeon." I sigh grabbing her extra bags on one hand and mine in the other.

"Tell me about it and they were all on perfume and jewelry barely any clothes." Heejin sighed as she grabbed her new helmet and skates from her bag.

"Oh no no no you are not skating here without manager-nim supervision if something happens to you we're in big trouble." Yuju snatched away Heejin's things.

I think it was a successful day it was already 8 pm. We spent all day shopping and it allowed me to feel relaxed.

"Should we head back?"

Doyeon drives around Koreatown which really looked more like home.

"First let's take some food back to the hotel."

"I call Korean BBQ"

We cheer as we get the food and head back to the hotel. I had barely checked my phone and saw a tone of twitter tweets and messages from Yoongi, Hyun Joon, Bomin, and even Taehyung.

I guess its time.

I look back at Doyeon who was also looking at her phone she looked up and stared at me. She mouthed, It's time.

I nod and look up at the girls who are taking things out of there bags.

Wait where is Sunhee?

She came out of the bathroom and looked at me, "Now I know who he looked like. Unnie this boy looks very similar to you."

She holds up the image that had just been released by Dispatch.

They look at the image and then back at me nodding, "He does and he's with Yoongi-sunbae. Unnie do you know him?" Heejin looks over at me.

I'm shaking. I knew it was time. I was planning to tell them.

Wait.

'Was' is in the past. I am going to tell them. No matter how difficult it is. No matter how nervous I am. I am tired of hiding this part of myself. It's time.

I look at Doyeon who is smiling softly and I smile back.

I have people who will never leave me. These girls are them.