I was walking back to my dorm. I didn't want to see Yoongi nor any of the guys I wanted to go to my room and just lay down.

My phone buzzed but I didn't dare look at it. Who knows what I had gotten. Another buzz. And then another.

The impatience of this person made me unlock my phone.

On the screen a text from my brother, "Noona can you meet up today?"

The text after from my brother too, "It's an emergency. It's about mom."

Of all time they text me now. What did she do?

I quickly text him to meet me at the cafe I used to work at.

I made a turn and headed back outside. Looking out the window I noticed Beomgyu was still there but with someone else. I looked closely and saw that it was Heejin she had him lay his head on her shoulder. They looked cute.

Focusing back I walked to the cafe. It wasn't a huge distance from the dorms so I was able to get there quickly. Bomin was already there so was Hyun Joon they looked exhausted sleep deprived.

"Bomin!" I walked in and ran to him. He wrapped me in a hug and squeezed me tightly.

"Noona I missed you so much. We have so much to tell you. How are you? We didn't want to call you because we know that people shouldn't know that we are your brothers. "

"Right you guys probably heard about my accident. How did mom take it?"

"Oh, you don't want to know she was excited to know you might've died and left all your inheritance to us which would mean her since she is our guardian."

I sighed and took a seat at the table they were at. Looking through the menu I noticed the menu hasn't changed much. They still have my favorite chocolate cake and Yoongi's lemon cake. Maybe I should take him some.

"Are you alright noona?"

"All is fine. What was so urgent it sounded serious."

"Well now that we are talking about mom. There is something we should tell you." Hyun Joon looked hesitant and he stayed silent as Bomin picked up from what he was saying.

"Basically mom wants to kick us out."

"What!"

I slammed my hand on the table immediately regretting it as I felt the stinging pain ring through my hand.

"Are you okay?" Bomin grabbed my hand and held it.

"Aish don't just blurt something like that out. What do you mean she wants to kick you out."

"Well since she does have a new boyfriend she wants to bring him to the house. And well she says we will be a bother."

"Oh guys I'm so sorry. I can't believe she would do that."

"It's okay noona you don't have to worry I already got a job I have some money saved up so Hyun Joon and I can live in a small apartment at least."

"No I can't afford you guys going somewhere when you are still so young."

"Noona you left at a young age. Trust us we can do it too."

Hyun Joon tugged my arm, "Actually noona I have something to tell you."

"Oh no now what?"

"It's actually good news. I got a card. A modeling agency."

"No you are 15 I will not allow you to go into this world."

"I'm not asking you noona. I'm doing it."

I stayed quiet as I thought this through. If he decides to go through with this they will be able to make money for themselves. But he might lose himself. I don't want to risk that.

"Okay. I thought about it. But I have one condition."

"What is it?"

"You will let me talk to the company you are planning to attend."

He hands me the card and I look at the name. It can't be. JPYP entertainment?

"You want to go here?"

"Yes. Please it can be a huge break. I will accept your condition but it has to be here."

"Fine but first let me talk to mom."

"She won't answer her phone."

"No this requires me to go in person. I'm going home."

They shook their head looking worried, "No noona we can't have you do that. You will be ashamed of the way we live. We don't want you to see such an embarrassment."

"I don't care. I've lived there at one point I know what I might see. I am going to get you guys out of there now. And we won't have to see her ever again."

"But no one can know you guys are Han Y/n siblings understood?"

They nodded as we ordered our food to go as we prepared for one of the most difficult confrontations about to come.

Mother.

-Flashback-

"Why did you come home so late where were you?"

Mom was sitting at the table with her usual attire. About to go to a night club.

"I had to stay late for my after school club"

"And who said you can join one?"

I wasn't in the mood to argue. I had just gotten back from being bothered by the girls even though I try to hide the bruise what's the point it's not like she would notice.

"I-"

"I don't care your brothers are starving. Make sure they are fed and don't wait for me up. I won't be home today."

"When are you really." I murmured to myself setting my bag down on the chair and heading towards the kitchen, "Just leave you are already staying later than usual."

She got up and left before yelling at my brothers, "Your sister is here make sure you don't call me!"

They came to the table and sat quietly once she left Bomin lifted his head, "What happened today?"

"Oh, you know same old the same girls wanting the same stuff. As if I can give that to them."

Bomin got ice from the fridge and placed it on my forehead. The stinging pain made me wince but I couldn't help but smile.

"Okay you two who wants some fried dumplings that I brought from work!"

-end flashback-

Who would've thought I would be in front of this door again. It's been almost 8 years since I was in this area. My brothers have been through so much and I didn't even dare help them because I was scared people might know my secret. I was so foolish.

"Noona you really don't have to do this. I'll just do it myself."

"No this must end now."

Bomin sighs as he opens the door with the key and the moment you walk in you smell the booze. A smell I also know so well.

"You're back where did you two go without telling me! At least leave some money before leaving! You little b-"

She walked from her room to the kitchen and stopped the moment she laid eyes on me, "So it looks like fame hasn't gotten to you completely."

I look at the boys, "Go pack your stuff. I need to talk to mom."

She sat at the table that so many times I would wait for her to come back. Not knowing whether she would or wouldn't.

"Great now that you are here you can give me the money in my hand, not in those kids' hands. They don't even give me everything they always complain about being hungry."

I walk to the fridge and open it. There were milk and bread and eggs. The milk was spoiled the bread was rotten and the eggs maybe that's the only fresh thing here.

"You don't need to lie to me I have lived with you for so many years I already know all your truths. I'm taking them with me."

"Finally! I'm sure they told you but I have someone and he is planning to live here with me and he doesn't want kids so you understand. I have to get rid of them."

"They are your kids!"

"I didn't wish for them!"

"Then why did you have them!"

"The money was good!"

I snapped. I didn't want to. I tried to keep my anger in check but all these words she belittles my siblings not knowing that they actually worry for her as well.

"Well, you can forget that. No more money for you and just be thankful I won't sue you."

"Why would you? You don't want anyone to know of your past."

"My past is my past and no one else's. I'm sure you wouldn't want people knowing you verbally abused your kids."

She stayed silent. It was pitiful. I loved her she gave birth to me and I missed those warm embraces she would give me when dad was alive.

"Did you ever love me?"

"Love is a strong word. I just used you. Your dad loved you and to make him happy I made him think I loved you. And when he died you were of no purpose to me."

I bit my lip and stayed silent. I sighed deeply and before speaking I cleared my throat to make sure I wouldn't quiver.

"This is all I'm giving you. I love you. I don't know if you ever did but I will believe you did just so your image in my mind doesn't get as corrupted as it already is. But do not contact us ever again."

Slamming the table she got up, "This is all you are giving me? Do you expect me to get a job? After everything, I've done for you? After taking care of those brats that all they do is eat and study."

"Those brats are your kids. You have no right to call them that. And you have no right to complain. I've given you so much you didn't save it. You wasted it without thought. I am not the same naive kid you thought you could mess with."

Bomin tapped my shoulder as Hyun Joon was taking the bags.

"Mom. I'm sorry it resulted in this. But if you ever and I mean ever need anything I want you to remember that you once had it all. And I will tell you something I found someone. Someone who has shown me what love truly is. The sacrifices one makes for it and that is something I am doing right now."

I grab Bomin hand and follow behind Hyun Joon shutting the door. Sighing deeply I placed my hand over my heart. It was beating rapidly I can't believe I just did that.

"Noona you were brave. I didn't think you would do that. Once again you still defend us to the very end." Hyun Joon hugs me tightly and a soft thank you escapes his lips.

"We are going home."

"But where."

"Someone offered you two a place and after convincing me I finally said yes."

The car before me lowered his window and I smiled knowing that familiar face.

Min Yoongi.