If you can't debut, you'll die. Episode 332!

What the hell is going on here.

I'm lying in bed. I don't intend to sleep in particular. I'm just ruminating.

The situation just before I visited Big Sejin who left the camp hotel room.

-Beep.

Big Sejin rang the doorbell of the private room of the hotel, but there was no response.

-.......

I was wondering if it wasn't in the room. But is he the one who's going to go out and make a lot of crap out of the big Sejin is he?

It's definitely in there.

- Lee Sejin.

I waited a moment, then rang the doorbell again.

Then came the reaction.

(Singing "Dropping.

Not on the door, on the smartphone.

[Moondae, let's talk next time. I'm a bit tired now]

That was it.

"......."

I took my hand off the pillow, checked the text once, and blew it with a swipe.

Are you okay?

"Yes."

Then, Ryu Gun-woo's face is now floating on the screen. I'm going back on the call I hung up earlier.

...to do, to do.

"What were you trying to say?"

Wait a minute.

The guy on the screen is moving. And raise both hands and point to the air.

Can you see this?

"No."

The guy on the screen carefully lowers his hand.

- You can't see....

"......."

- Well, I've been researching a little since I logged in to lower your "Reward Receipt" pop-up last time.

Is that so?.

A few days ago, I brought your status window and I was able to open it up. So I was wondering if you could see it on the screen....

"Yes."

It was worth making a video call. I understand.

And when I shut my mouth, the room was quiet again.

"......."

A careful voice was heard.

What happened earlier?

"No."

Can't you stop asking that?

For a moment, I almost got irritated, but I recognized that I didn't have to and pressed it.

...for this guy, he's suddenly cut off, so of course I can ask.

"A stranger came and hung up, but there was a misunderstanding."

-Oh...

After a brief exclamation, he went silent again. He seems to have grasped the situation roughly.

"Is that all you have to say?"

When I think it's okay to wrap up the call and hang up.

Well, wouldn't it be okay if I told you the situation?

"What?"

- It's Lee Sejin, right? You were a close friend. Then...

"I'm going to go back to the past and become an idol. If I don't do it, I'll die, so just level up and say I've come this far."

-.......

"Common sense, it's... No, I'm sorry."

At that moment, I realized why Big Se-jin stopped talking and left. You didn't want to shout for nothing.

I continued, shaking my head.

"I'm going to organize my thoughts and analyze the problem you just mentioned, so you should take a rest today....."

No, brother.

He stopped talking.

I think it's the first time you don't pay attention to the system like this. I'm sure you've asked a lot of questions.

"...!"

- I think that's how much you care about the situation.

"......."

Then I heard a small voice.

Then just say it... Why don't you relax?

I clenched my fist casually.

It was that moment.

I suddenly remembered the afterimage derived from the word.

The mistakes he's made every time he met me.

Brother!

K: Gunwoo hyung is like, uh, uh....

an error in addressing or ending

I thought it was because he was so bad at deceiving others.

But now that I think about it, I don't know why Ryu Gun-woo has made such a mistake every time....

Isn't it unnatural?

"You made a mistake whenever you were with the members..."."

-.......

"Was it because you wanted me to be caught?"

after a moment of silence

A voice came out of the screen.

-Maybe...

"...!"

- I wasn't conscious at the time, but I think I was unconsciously....... I thought it would help you.

"What?"

Testas are close people who have lived with you for years. I want you to tell me the secret and make your brother..

It's an act based on goodwill.

But it reminds me of something in that it doesn't take into account the other person's will and feelings at all.

And he says it himself.

But that's what the system does.

Okay.

- Ignore your thoughts and feelings.

This was a mechanical and inhumane impulse for this soft guy.

I slowly opened my mouth.

"...so, did you guess that the system might be affected?"

Last time we met, I remembered a guy who was especially afraid of the system.

- I can feel the synchronized parts of the system getting stronger. I guess it affects other bodies.

And on the screen, a bit discouraged, a bitter voice comes out.

Yeah. So, I'm really trying not to make a mistake from now on....

"......."

- I really didn't mean to. I'm sorry that you must have been uncomfortable. I will be very careful not to be swayed in the future.......

"...yes."

A sigh of relief was heard on the screen.

"You're going through a hard time."

I thought it would be pretty gruesome to be influenced by something I don't know.

I'm gonna have to keep an eye on this guy from now on.'

I looked at the big moon, a little sober as if I had been hit by cold water.

But the topic is back.

I'm saying this separately. I'm sure he believes in you.

I'm going crazy.

I said, holding back my silence.

"If he had a personality that would believe this sci-fi thing, he would have already finished organizing it."

However, Lee Se-jin was also the most realistic personality in the group.

I admitted.

'That's why... I was putting it off.'

I have to work, so the timing isn't right.

By making such an excuse, I was rationalizing the situation where I kept my mouth shut and dragged.

I was drunk and said, "I'll tell you when the time is right," so I have to tell you... No matter how you deliver it, it seems like you don't believe it.

I sighed.

Then on the screen, a voice that seemed a little ridiculous... What, it's ridiculous?

Bro, I'm just wondering if you forgot... It was your status window

I know that.

I know how Lee Sejin and his brother have been doing!

"...!!"

Fighting with the older members and stuff like that. Anyway, I'm saying this from the perspective of a third party who knows all the information. Please believe me...!

It was quite embarrassing to see it all.

However, the big moon was embarrassed and was now almost groaning.

- As realistic as he is, he knows his brother well...! And trust each other a lot.

And I'm funny, but I'm listening to it.

If you explain it sincerely and honestly, they'll believe you.

"......."

I lay down on one arm.

- Brother...

I don't know.

I don't know how to bring it up. That's what happened."

-Oh...

"First of all... let's see what's going on."

I'm telling you the truth now, and I don't know how this guy's gonna come out tomorrow.

It was because of the intense emotion right away, and there was a possibility that it was not a big deal. When your head cools down, you may end up explaining misunderstandings and feeling a little embarrassed.

Brother, I mean....

The guy on the screen seemed to be trying to say words of encouragement in his own way, but it didn't really hit home.

"Yes."

I soon ended the call, had a conflict and replied to Big Se-jin's text.

[Sorry. Rest well]

And it's funny, but it's really not a big deal.

The next day, the album overtime camp went smoothly.

* * *

"I added explosive sound to the beat. What do you think?"

"That's nice. How about we just add the chorus part and replace it with a different sound?" Your ears might get tired quickly."

"I see!"

Big Sejin gave feedback and coordinated the situation well, not much different from the previous day. Push good opinions and clear out inappropriate ones.

"I want to pick a song from the 4th demo. What do you think?"

"...that's good. But I think number 3 is better."

"Yes."

It's not like I've been angry and awkward with each other before.

It's just... a sense of distance.

"I'm doomed."

You don't give me time to have a private conversation.

It was, well, vague to apologize. "What are you sorry about?" "It's okay" is impossible to develop a conversation.

"Let's take a break."

"Yes."

And break time. I woke up following the guys who were scattering around the suite more freely than yesterday.

"Let's pour cold water on him."

If you can't concentrate because you're frustrated, you're stupid. Let's have a cold-water friction and get a hold of ourselves.

I was on my way back wearing a sink next to the front door.

"...Lee Sejin."

"What?"

I heard a voice in the kitchen next to the hallway.

Bae Se-jin, who calls for a big one.

It was a rare occurrence So just yesterday, a conversation with Bae Se-jin came to mind after the big Se-jin went out.

Did I say something weird?

No, it's because I have a little misunderstanding. I'm sorry to get you involved.

- No, no, no.

The situation is likely to bring up the topic no matter who hears it.

The voices of the two same names continued to be heard from beyond the corner of the corridor.

"Hey... It was yesterday. If I made a mistake, I'm sorry."

"What? No, it's not like that. I was the only one who made a fuss."

"...Isn't it because there's a problem?"

"Oh, it's just my problem. I said it rudely, right? I'm sorry, bro."

"No, that's fine...."

after a moment of silence

"Hmm, bro. I have something else to do. Can I stop here?"

"......wait a minute."

I heard Bae Se-jin swallowing his saliva.

"...Hey, yesterday, I didn't know who Park Mun-dae was looking for because he told me. I just happened to be there."

"......."

"I wouldn't have told you...."

"Brother."

Big Sejin interrupted.

"I think you need to hear this from yourself."

"...!"

"I really don't think it's your fault, so you don't have to worry." I found out thanks to you. the situation."

I heard Bae Se-jin's pain. I felt like I wanted to tell you what the situation was, and if I intervened more, I felt like I was nosy.

And in the end, he said.

"Okay. I hope you have a good conversation with Park Moon-dae."

"......."

The guy who would normally have said "yes" instead spat out in a rather exhausted and sharp tone.

"...I don't know. I will."

"...!"

"Anyway... yes. I see."

That's when I found out.

Obviously this guy was more than concerned about the current situation.

And now I'm so angry that I have an urge to listen to the story.

"Then."

I suddenly remembered the last words of Big Moon, who replied to me yesterday, "I don't know what will happen because I look like this."

The remarks that didn't really hit home at that time.

- Since the situation is like this, wouldn't they believe me more if I said it? You're not the type to say nonsense to angry people.

-...!

I know you, so if you say weird things, you won't think it's an excuse or a joke!

"......."

That's right.

I picked up the phone and contacted the manager.

There is no other way. Let's do this.

* * *

Lee Se-jin liked the concert.

Anyone who knows him may think that Lee Se-jin would prefer to appear on entertainment shows or famous YouTube channels.

Originally, what people think with their heads and what they feel with their hearts were different.

The concert was nothing short of self-evidence as an idol.

the existence of dreams and ambitions

"That's why it's good...".'

But I didn't fully enjoy the good concert today.

Originally, in concerts, it is common for the members to gather around and enjoy the after-effects during the encore.

Even if it wasn't, it also encouraged immersion and a sense of belonging if they combined well with the members who were on the stage from time to time.

But it was impossible today.

'Ha...'

This is because since the chaos a few days ago, we have been on the stage together without even having a proper conversation with Park Moon-dae.

He is conscious of it every moment as if he had a stone in his shoe, and he feels depressed every time.

"Why..."

In fact, he already knew that Park Moon-dae did not "look at him as leniently" as other members.

Actually, I was rather happy.

Because it felt like a kind of relationship establishment.

"Equal friend."

I was a little proud. Even if the group disappears, he and Park Moon-dae are confident that they will continue to work together and be friends.

That confidence.

But once you know it's an illusion, you'll be as sure as... I feel betrayed.

"That's so funny."

No, Park Moon-dae didn't even tell himself that he believed in you the most, but what kind of betrayal is that?

Lee Se-jin smiled in vain.

I know that people change their positions easily and easily depending on the environment. And there was nothing to be particularly upset about.

This industry is even more so.'

However, I couldn't understand why I was disappointed as if I had become such a great friend with Park Moon-dae.

But, if you think about it again, isn't it worth it?

"It's not like we're just a group."

I spent all kinds of worries, accidents, and talk about everything, and even my personal history.

And yet...

Lee Se-jin clenched his fist.

"Say an apology in a text message and that's it."'

Park Moon-dae means that there is not much to be desired right now.

What's funnier is that he's thinking about solving the situation by talking to him first.

Whaaaah!

Lee Se-jin took a deep breath as she watched the blizzard burst next to the stage.

It wasn't just out of breath.

"It's annoying."

On this good day, it was ridiculous for him to be in bad shape because he fought with one member in front of a large audience.

This is because I looked at the dimwit who could not distinguish that kind of construction.

So I paid more attention to the performance and live performance. If you lack immersion, you have to be sophisticated.

"Thank you for your hard work"~"

"Great job!"

So when I came down from the concert, I felt more empty than full joy as usual.

It felt like the energy that was overflowing on the stage disappeared.

"......."

"What about Mundae?"

"What are you doing? You left early!"

In the meantime, I was more angry that the other person went away without any problem.

"Why am I the only one who uses up emotions?"

Lee Se-jin struggled between fever and fatigue, and eventually left with a sigh.

I was going to drive back to the hotel quickly and sleep.

with a throbbing.

However, when I opened the hotel door and went in.

"You're here."

"...?!"

There was already someone sitting in the room.

"I got the key from my manager."

Someone who was putting his hand on the table...... It was Park Moondae.

Lee Se-jin was suspicious of his eyes for a moment.

'This is...'

What's going on?

Why is the guy who went in first here?

At that moment, expectations fly in my head.

"No way?"

I'm going to make an apology....

"I'm sorry for the unauthorized intrusion."

"Oh, you're sorry about that?"

X, X, X.

Big Sejin felt like hitting his mouth. I don't know why I'm talking like this.

In the first place, showing signs of being offended seemed to lose.

And... so I was afraid of the relationship getting weird.

"I'm sorry for that, and I'm sorry for everything else."

However, Park Moon-dae replied calmly without any other reply.

Somehow I didn't like it more because I was calm.

"What?"

"No, I'm not. I'm not. I'm not.Did I do it?

He almost choked up, but for a moment he checked Park Moon-dae's face and posture.

The expression was still serious, but his hands touched his fingers and his shoulders were moving small.

"...!"

Park Moon-dae was very nervous.

"I didn't explain it to you yesterday."

"......."

"My brothers don't know everything about me. We've only got a few of them."

"You got caught?"

"Yeah, so it means it's the first time I'm saying it myself."

"......."

For a moment, Lee forgot all the complexity and irritation and focused on the conversation.

What the hell are you trying to say.

"First of all... I think it's right to say this first."

Park Moon-dae shined his eyes.

"I'm not Park Moon-dae."

"...??"

"And I'm back in the past."

Lee Se-jin began to doubt that he actually fell asleep in the car.

If you can't debut, you'll die. Episode 333

Lee Se-jin also guessed about Park Moon-dae's "secret" in his own way.

And some of them were unrealistic, but I thought they made a lot of sense.

"Are you Park Moondae's cousin?"

In fact, Park Moon-dae, who he knows, is an older person, and it was speculated that he was using his younger brother's identity due to the situation.

Of course, if I recall the reason, I would quit quickly because the reasoning was fizzled to an absurd level.

"Since you said you'd tell me."'

While listening to this, Park Moon-dae's sense of incompatibility has been accurately identified and recognized by himself.

Still, there was a time when a spy from North Korea was caught off guard because he had made all sorts of guesses for a while.

The amnesia, the way you overdo it to produce results, and the way you adjust public opinion.

Of course, I laughed right away.

It's not a drama. Why are you a spy?'

But now, Park Moon-dae said something more realistic than that.

- I'm not Park Moon-dae and I'm back in the past.

It was a pseudo-religious remark.

I'm out of cold sweat.

"What is it?"

Dreams... Dreams are usually like this.

Lee Se-jin turned his hand back and pinched his thigh.

"Oh, damn it."

It hurt.

In the meantime, Park continued.

"...I was originally a student named Ryu Gun-woo."

"......."

"The video call you saw yesterday was with that body, and Park Mun-dae is in there now."

Lee Se-jin tried to answer calmly.

"Oh, really?"

What do you mean "yes" to freeze to death?

I have to think about it properly and react, but this was just talking in my mouth.

Lee Se-jin stood still and tried to figure out what Park Moon-dae meant....

"Yeah, I could call you back now if you want. Let's check."

It's making me crazy.

"...well."

Lee Se-jin stopped feeling dizzy. I'm speechless now.

At that moment, Park Moon-dae, who was looking at himself, smiled bitterly.

"You don't believe me."

"...!"

"Well... I knew it."

Park Moon-dae said as if it were nothing.

"That's why I've been putting off talking until now, and there's no particular visible evidence. It's all testimony."

But the opponent's body language said something else.

His friend was in a cold sweat.

"Ah..."