[Episode 161 will kill you if you don't debut]

Let's think about it honestly.

"Bae Sejin deserves to be in a drama."'

He was originally a child actor and appeared in "Ajusa" to continue his acting career.

In addition, the ability related to actors was better than the ability related to idols.

"I would've been shaken, too.'

I hinted at Bae Se-jin, who has a slightly dark complexion.

"I guess the drama you suggested was good."

"...It's a drama by a writer I worked with when I was a child actor in the past. There... There's a small role."

Bae Se-jin muttered with a slightly gloomy face.

"You said that the producer and acquaintance of the drama..." "I'm fine with the drama." T1 has supported and produced it....."

"Hmm."

I'm sure the company would have offered an offer, but it seemed to have been cut for activities.

"I think I wasn't going to give you any room because I was slowly looking for a test tour."'

Until the decline comes, the tour will definitely be more money.

"Well, it's fine. Any acquaintance says it's okay."

Bae Se-jin spoke as if he was forcing it out, and headed to a nearby trash can to see if he was going to throw away his business card.

"Wait a minute."

"Why?"

"Why don't you talk to the company at least?" Since our activities have been over a year, I think it's okay to talk about a work that we did lightly."

Bae Se-jin's eyes got bigger.

Honestly, from my point of view, it's best for Bae Se-jin to do only group activities for about three years without thinking about anything else.

However, the human mind was a variable.

"If you keep pressing it, you may run away without meeting the contract period.'

Looking at it, I wanted to do it, but I could see him holding back in case there was a problem with his team's activities.

There is a limit to people's patience with reason and sociality, and no matter how fun they said they had, it's perfect to turn around if they continue to be sluggish with what they are good at in front of them.

"Isn't it better to release a drama now?"'

When I heard it, it seemed like a supporting role with a small proportion, so I think this would be okay.

Even if you are criticized, it seems that you can move on without a big problem, saying, "It's made of T1, so even tester members were mobilized for promotion."

It would be easier to act in earnest in a few years to release it slightly when it is possible.

It's less repulsive.

I also gave Bae Se-jin a hint of evidence so that he could rationalize properly.

"Since I'm slowly appearing on several entertainment shows and shooting pictorials and commercials."

"......."

However, Bae Se-jin crumpled his business card with a stiff face and put it in the trash can.

"......!"

"It's okay. You'll be distracted".

And he muttered as if he were determined.

"I'm barely following you..." I can't afford to care about anything else now."

The pressure was also felt in my voice.

".. Activity comes first."

"Hey..."

"...??"

That's not me.

When he turned his head to a sudden voice, Kim Rae-bin was looking at Bae Se-jin with a face full of excellence.

Seeing that there is a drink in his hand, it seems that Bae Se-jin and I were looking for us with what they couldn't get because they weren't in their seats.

"You still have protective gear on your feet...".'

It was ridiculous, but the parties were bright.

"Seeing my brother so focused on Testa's activities, I also want to recover from injury as soon as possible and contribute to the team."

"What? Where did you come from?"

"Ah, eat this!"

Bae Se-jin blushed and freaked out.

"I'm doomed."

There was no room for further persuasion or atmosphere.

"If you look very disappointed, I'll have to give you some luck later.'

I shrugged, accepted the drink, and followed Kim Rae-bin toward the party.

Bae Se-jin was sucking his car with an uneven look, but he didn't seem to be very offended.

Until then.

"So I met Bae Se-jin and Moon Dae-hyung and delivered the drink."

"You did a great job".

"But let's be careful of walking from now on, Rap-in." "You have to care until you recover."

"I'll be familiar with it!"

In the car going back to the dorm.

Kim Rae-bin told the story of visiting the two of us in response to the members' question, "Where did you go?"

Then, in the back seat, Cha Yu-jin tapped Kim Rae-bin's side and asked.

"What kind of work did you do?""

"Ah, it seems like Bae Sejin is making a commitment to the future activities of the test..."."

"Oh, no!"

Bae Se-jin in the front quickly denied it because her face turned red.

Kim Rae-bin snooped his head, feeling a little embarrassed, perhaps unable to understand the violent reaction.

"But I'm sure you refused some kind of activity and pledged your commitment to the test..."...."

"No! It's not that..." Hey, tell me......."

"......."

You should've done it yourself. Why are you calling me?

I opened my mouth with frustration.

"My brother was offered to appear in a drama, but he refused. I want to focus on my activities."

"Really?"

In front of me, Bae Se-jin groaned and covered his hands.

"Sejin, you worked hard.""

"Try it next time!" I like the challenge!"

"I'll do my best during the promotion".!"

A little touching and encouragement warmed the car. Bae Se-jin couldn't raise his face because he had complicated and subtle thoughts.

"Oh, my."

I kicked my tongue and opened a bottle of water. Next to him, Big Se-jin also moderately looked at his smartphone and spoke.

"You must have been sad but you're amazing".

"......."

Bae Se-jin in the front seat flinched and remained silent for a while.

And he gave an answer as if he didn't know.

"You don't think like that."

"......!"

It was a rather sharp answer.

A ridiculous smile quickly appeared and disappeared from the face of the big Se-jin who heard the answer.

"What? Why do you think so?" I was just saying something good."

"...I know you're being sarcastic, but don't do that with things like this. You said you refused."

"So when did I ever make a mistake with you?" No. Yes. I'm sorry. I won't tell you from now on. Are you okay with that's right, right?

"So if you're going to do it like that every time, just say it openly."

Suddenly, the atmosphere in the car froze.

"What is this? What is this?"'

Without having time to think about anything, big Se-jin next to him took his head off his smartphone.

Big Se-jin was no longer hiding and laughing.

"What are you talking about?" "I'm already talking well."

"Stop making people weird." Do you think I don't know?

"So why would I make you weird?" No, I don't know why you're saying this."

"Guys, wait".

Bae Se-jin turned his head. The snow was burning.

"You're still doing that." You think I'm pathetic, don't you? "I know that you only think that you have a strong pride that doesn't help."

"......!"

"See?"

"I couldn't speak because I was speechless."

"But he pretends to be close to me only when he has his advantage in front of the camera."

Se-jin, who was getting older, also looked angry to the tip of his head.

"Shall we fight in front of the camera?" What kind of work is this? People are always......."

Bae Se-jin hit himself on the armrest.

"I! I'm serious about this." You're the one who's acting like a joke."

"What?"

The atmosphere has become harsh to the extent that it seems to be because it is entirely in the car that it did not spread through fist fights.

At that moment, he pulled his upper body forward almost as if a large sejin had occurred.

"Who are you talking to now?"...."

"Hey, stop."

"Are you crazy?"

I quickly pressed his chest with one hand. Other people, who were embarrassed by the sudden spread of words and came to their senses, began to rip off the two.

"Okay, guys. Let's stop!" You're going to have a heart attack while driving!"

"Ji, calm down, and..."...."

"Why don't you talk calmly when you get back to the dorm?"

"We're in a running car right now." There could be an accident!"

"......."

The two stared at each other and quietly sat on the top of the road without a word.

Of course, the atmosphere was still brutal.

In the car, which became as quiet as a mouse, I endured the incontinence.

"I'm going crazy."'

The creak that has been seen since his debut suddenly burst out of the drawing line, not great.

"Is there a limit to being patient with each other?"

I had a headache just thinking about whether there was a solution to this.

"When we arrive at the dorm, let's mediate the conversation first."

It was annoying, but there was nothing I could do. I decided to close my eyes and wait when I arrived at the accommodation.

However, let alone talking, the two quickly got stuck in their own rooms the moment they entered the accommodation.

To be exact, as soon as Bae Se-jin went straight to his room, Lee Se-jin also snorted into his room.

Rather than avoiding it... They both seem to be dirty angry.

"Blank."

to have no answer

"......."

The rest of the testas sitting in the living room were watching TV screens silently.

There is even an advertisement that I don't want to see.

[Warm hands like warm hearts]

[Meet the guide dogs at Ohsung's guide dog school!]

It's an advertisement I filmed with Cheongnyeo. Yellow dogs jump out of the outdoor grass in the bright filter and hang on to my head is coming out as a repetitive cut. My face looked quite foolish.

"Yes, brother Moon."

"I like puppies..."."

Cha Yu-jin's voice, which said she liked dogs, sounded weaker than usual.

No, not only Cha Yu-jin, but everyone seems to be a little flustered and spaced out.

'This team managed to get along well.'

It's because there's never been such a stark fight since our debut.

It was understandable to be flustered.

Unlike the bitter atmosphere of reality, a lively flock of dogs and integrity were seen on the screen.

[I grew up with your love]

[Thank you, everyone!]

[National Insurance - Five Star Life Insurance]

It was a mess there, too. It was a mess here.

"Phew."

I can't help but sigh. I shook my back of my head and organized the situation in my head.

Let's think.

"First of all... The timing wasn't good.

Bae Se-jin must have not been able to settle his feelings yet because he made a difficult decision to reject the drama.

He was already a sensitive guy. He must have accumulated it under stress because he noticed the subtle tone of big Se-jin, but this time he must have been unbearably irritated.

"It's Keun Sejin. He's obsessed with career achievement."

He is a type of person who pays keen attention to his performance even though he is not in a bad condition like me.

Therefore, it was clear that the team members were not satisfied with Bae Se-jin, who was not good at it and lacked social skills.

So there was a high probability that he thought that the "holding back" guy was rather freaking out.

And most of all... "You two just don't get along."

They have nothing in common except for working hard. It was clear that they were not likable and could not understand each other's actions.

I pressed my temple.

Honestly, I just want to let the camera take care of itself when it's....

"But I still have to try something."'

...I was also considered during Ryu Chung-woo's time.

I got up from the sofa and headed for the kitchen.

"It's Moon-dae."

"Hey."

Ryu Chung-woo sneaked along and smiled bitterly.

"I'll go to Sejin, so I'll go to Sejin..." Do you want to go to Bae Sejin? "You two should talk."

"Hmm..."

It seemed to be a distribution that considered the fact that I am currently roommates with Bae Se-jin.

I thought for a moment, but I shook my head.

"I think I'd better go to Lee Sejin."

"Really?"

That's right. Looking back, there's something that bothers me because I'm the only one who knows this among the members.

Ryu Chung-woo nodded coolly.

"Yes. The same age might be better."

"Yes."

"Then... Let's work hard."

Ryu Chung-woo knocked on my shoulder and left the kitchen. I turned my head and opened the refrigerator.

"I think alcohol will have adverse effects."

Let's bring some cold water.

I went in front of Lee Se-jin's door with two bottles of bottled water in one hand.

knock, knock

"It's me."

"......."

After a while, the visit was opened with a small sigh.

[Episode 162 where you get sick if you can't debut]

Big Se-jin, who opened the door, was smiling similar, but it was natural, but he didn't look happy.

"Hmm... Are you coming in?""

"Yeah."

I entered the room and roughly closed the door, throwing a bottle of cold water I was holding lightly.

"What's this? Drink cold water and get a hold of yourself".

"Just for fun."

"Haha."

The guy who is not funny at all is pretending to laugh.

Big Sejin sat on the floor. Then, after opening the water and emptying nearly half a bottle, he slowly opened his mouth.

"First of all... I know that if this happens, I will apologize and solve it."

It was a low voice without height.

"If it sinks a little, I'll apologize on my own and protect it, so don't worry. "I'm not going to adversely affect the group with this."

"......."

At least the next word was a little emotional.

"I'm sorry to you and the other members." "Everyone must have been surprised to see you fight in the car."

I crossed my arms.

"I'll apologize to Bae Sejin, but I'm not sorry?""

"Isn't it obvious?"

Big Sejin laughed out loud. And I swept around my eyes with one hand.

"I really... I don't understand." I think I kept everything I had to keep as a team member.

Big Sejin continued to talk with his fingers folded.

"I'm looking at half of his choreography one-on-one." "Whenever the camera turns around, if you make a popping sound or just shut up, is it only once or twice that you fix it?"

It was true.

Apart from his disapproval of Bae Se-jin, he helped him as a team member whenever he worked.

I don't think that's for Bae Sejin.

"But you're pretending to be close..." Sigh."

Big Se-jin crumpled the water bottle and pulled out of his grip again as if trying to calm down.

"How can you do that in front of the camera?" This is work. Are you telling me not to talk to you when the camera is on because I'm uncomfortable? He's serious about his work and I'm jokingly shouting the corps......."

I knew it was roughly out of this place.

Let's hang up before it gets more intense.

"Okay. I know what you mean."

"......."

Big Sejin drank water silently.

I chose the horse slowly.

"You contribute a lot to the team." As you said, I've been unilaterally helped by you without knowing."

"......."

"That's why you must have felt more pressure that you didn't want to sleep."

I calmly continued to talk.

"Because he has no choice but to get help."

Apart from Bae Se-jin's hard work, it was no choice but to be less capable as an idol than other members.

It wasn't this way in the first place.

So, he would have endured it more because he thought it was his karma because of the idea that "I am damaging the team."

"That's probably why it exploded while holding it in. There was a misunderstanding. I'm sure you didn't mean to make you a bad guy in front of other people."

Due to his personality, there is a high possibility that Bae Se-jin intentionally fed him in front of others, so tell me this, too.

"......."

Sure enough, it was a bit of a true shape.

Big Sejin asked calmly.

"...Be honest. Did it sound like I was being sarcastic?"

"In the car?"

"Yeah."

I stroked my chin.

"No."

Big Se-jin continued to talk before answering.

"But it didn't seem sincere. I don't mean it, but I felt like I was doing it for you in the atmosphere."

In fact, looking at the situation alone, what Big Se-jin said was similar to what other members said earlier.

The problem is that there has been something accumulated so far.

"In fact, at the beginning of the debut drama, I felt like you were treating me with a smile because I'm a team."

From Bae Se-jin's point of view, the impression was strong then, so it was not strange to say that the insincere tone continued to feel sarcastic.

"I know you did it because you thought it was better for the team than ignoring it. But for some people, it can be more unbearable."

"......."

"Of course, it would have been better to discuss it with you in a better atmosphere." I don't think that worked out because of my personality."

"I don't understand".

I laughed while drinking my water.

"It's just that you don't get along with him."

"Sigh."

Big Se-jin pressed his forehead with one hand.

"Take this opportunity to talk."

Rather, if we understand each other's principles of behavior with our heads, wouldn't it be acceptable that "he doesn't intend to screw me?"

But the answer didn't come back until quite some time later.

"I'm sick and tired of it."

It wasn't very positive.

"What?"

"Have you ever tried to get along with me"?

"......!"

Big Sejin said calmly.

"Do you remember? You were serious when you said things you didn't like since you were ajusa.""

...Many cases have passed by since the first team match. I put up with the incontinence.

"...That's true. There were circumstances."

"Mundae, who's so merciless here?" There's no one who doesn't try."

Big Sejin laughed.

"But let's not say I should have done better because he's trying and having circumstances, and he's always sensitive."

It was a nuance that seemed to have given up expectations for Bae Se-jin at all.

"You saw it, too. He's still like that. He hated it as soon as he was caught on a variety show with me. Isn't that rude? "Even if you don't like me, you treat me nicely. Is it sarcastic if it's obvious?

Big Se-jin somehow seemed a little tired.

"Yeah, well, I get what you're saying anyway. I told you. I apologize. Let's take a nap.We can talk about it tomorrow."

"......."

It's making me crazy.

I held back my sigh, and I just exhaled.

"Hey, don't do it if you're so uncomfortable."

"...!!"

"Just because you two fight doesn't mean you're going to ruin the album right away.".... I don't want to, but I don't have to apologize. It's better to curse and fight when you have time."

Big Sejin shook his head.

"No!"

"What?"

"I have a schedule from tomorrow afternoon." Before that, it won't be obvious if you untie it."

"......."

Wow, that was a great guy.

'It's up to you or not, but work comes first.'

This makes it difficult to feel better for Bae Se-jin, who barely digests a serving.

"On top of that, there's this guy's background."

I came up with one of the reasons why I came to this guy.

Let's break him down from the beginning.