[Episode 056] [If you can't debut, you'll get sick]

"Did Park Moon-dae change his name?"

I had a bad feeling about the chill in the back.

Anyway, I shouldn't look awkward.

I immediately held the microphone and said.

"I've been Park Moon-dae since I reported my birth."

"Haha!"

The MC's reaction is good.

This was true.

As soon as I entered this body, I even removed a copy of my resident registration, a draft, and a family relationship certificate.'

I'm not an idiot, but it was natural.

I looked for all the factors that could be problematic.

Park Moon-dae continued to live under this name, and there were no other peculiarities. It was clean except for the high school dropout he wrote himself.

"I saw your suicide note and it was because of bullying."

This means that it is not a reason to be a problem with debut.

However, that specific 'confirmation of change of name' is... There was definitely a corner that bothered me.

'I'll look up the Internet as soon as I'm done.'

"Oh, you must have asked because your name is so unique!"

The MC immediately wrapped up the question as if he felt there was nothing more to pick.

I waited for the filming to be over, confirming that another participant was asked.

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I just found a deepening SNS post on the Internet.

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[I'm curious what he's been up to, but nothing's coming out. Maybe he's an alien]

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'This was the problem.'

I felt a bit empty.

Originally, the account owner was a famous illustrator, so it seemed to have quickly become a team in a short period of time. Although we won within the fan community.

-(It can't be!)

- Seeing that he's serious about eating, he seems like an alien and he's dispatched to investigate the food culture of the earth.

I saw the puppy's ears on the main body of a puppy's

It didn't matter if people laughed while joking like this, but the situation itself raised some doubts.

"I didn't know you wouldn't come out at all."

On the date of birth of Park Moon-dae, his name was written on the profile.

To be honest, I thought my high school would be revealed in the middle of the broadcast.

"It was the same school as me, but he was a little weird." He even expected words like "I dropped out after going around alone."

And with this kind of remark, there will be no blow. Rather, fans must have been relieved that it was not a surprise to bother anyone because it was the abbreviation of the school.

"Is it because your impression changed a lot?"

This speculation seemed to make the most sense.

When he first entered this body, Park Moon-dae was skinny and had shaggy hair. In addition, since a completely different person (me) came in, the tone, movement, and atmosphere would have changed.

But one day, the story will come out. I didn't even use a pseudonym.

"I hope you come out after the program."'

It's going to be hard to watch smartphones until the live broadcast.

After the talk show filming, he returned his smartphone as usual as he went back to his accommodation.

"Let's just practice hard."'

Now, there was only a week left until the final stage. There is no room for other thoughts.

...But even if you don't have time, you have no choice but to think about something else if you have a problem right away

I came to feel this not long after.

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It was in the evening two days later that things happened.

When I was half dozing off and pushing dinner into my mouth, an urgent call came from the production team.

From my experience so far, I thought I would get any interview cuts. However, the atmosphere of the staff room was serious.

"Mr. Moon."

The author, who casted me at the karaoke room, began speaking in a tone that sounded like he was barely worried.

"On the internet..." There's a post."

"Yes..."

This feels dirty.

Even that writer was choosing a horse in front of me as if he didn't know how to say this.

I reached out my hands, feeling a headache coming.

"Is it okay if I see it myself?"

"Well, okay."

The writer looked up and down at me and immediately handed over his phone.

I looked at the screen. I saw a familiar interface.

It is the community that has raised controversy over the abuse of Sejin.

And at the top, I saw a title written in a large font.

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[Reason: He got caught stealing sanitary pads]

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"......."

What nonsense is this?

I was distracted by the unimaginable title.

It's been a really long time since I felt like I was stuck in my head.

I checked the contents with my brain that couldn't work because of the shock.

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Park Moon-dae, a graduate of Incheon City High School, has already been announced, so I'll skip the explanation. I came out of the city high school, but I'm the same age as Park Moon-dae. I was in class 3 of Park Moon-dae, but he was a dark and strange kid. I didn't even know the name. I knew it was Park Moon-dae.

Yes, but don't be relieved after reading this much. ★ I got caught stealing a sanitary pad from a class that looks like I dropped out of Park Moon University. ★

Even the girl whose sanitary napkin was stolen because of this dropped out soon.

And there are a lot of people who know this.

They were going crazy for a while asking if the school violence committee would be held. Park Moon-dae dropped out and ran away.

I'll prove my graduation album and school uniform just in case you don't believe me. But even if I don't do this, people who know will keep coming out.

[Picture] [Picture] [Picture]

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Below that, there were a series of best comments from netizens from self-proclaimed municipal high school who claimed to know the case.

My spine cooled down.

This... There was no answer.

It was better to hit someone or steal money. You stole a girl's sanitary pad because you had nothing to steal?

Even if I saw him in real life, I would have thought he was an unanswered jerk, but this happened to an idol audition participant.

"Did you finish reading?""

I read it, but I have nothing to say.

Isn't Park Moon-dae crazy?

"Do you write that it's unfair to be bullied in a suicide note for committing such a fool?"

Yeah, if it wasn't stolen, it could have been. But is there a way to prove that he didn't steal it right away?

"Yes."

I managed to answer.

The writer did not bring up useless words such as 'real or not'.

"I'd better think about what to do now as soon as possible."

This means that you should take care of it or get off.

I swallowed my saliva and answered.

"... I'll think about it and tell you. That's right."

"Yes. Hurry up."

I couldn't even speak properly.

I went back to the accommodation with a mental breakdown. It was still time to practice, so the room in the accommodation was empty.

I sat on the bed because I thought sitting at the table would destroy everything on top.

And I try to be as cold as I can... You're trying so hard.

I slapped the bed.

The "punch, punch" street sounded dull, but nothing relieved my anger.

"You want me to die like this?"

What do you want me to do with this?

I couldn't find anything but malice in this situation where I put it in such a defective body and pretended not to give it to him and asked him to debut within a year.

I had a headache. He should have received the characteristics of that shudder of immortality.

"Now... What should I do?"'

Funny enough, it was a strong sense of helplessness that came next to anger.

There was nothing I could do. Really.

Because I don't know anything.

If I had a smartphone, I'd search for it. No, this was crazy.

This is the end of the story because they are not looking at public opinion.

No matter how much I said I didn't care about what others said, I couldn't guarantee that I would be fine even after seeing an unspecified number of people making primary criticisms.

In addition...

'They are.'

This means how the people who cheered for Park Moon-dae would feel.

I spent money and time as much as I could, but I never imagined I would get stabbed in the back like this.

It's even more ridiculous because I didn't do it. It's driving me crazy.

... It was the first time I felt overwhelmed by this situation since I was orphaned.

"......."

Should I give up?

Around the time the thought crossed my mind, someone creaked into the door of the accommodation.

"Well, there...."

"......."

I think I exercised superhuman patience just by not telling me to turn it off now.

I didn't answer back and kept sitting in bed with my head down. My brain felt like it was boiling.

"Hey, Park Moon-dae."

At that time, the door opened and a large Sejin came in.

I guess the rumors are already around. There was nothing strange that the quick-witted person noticed first.

"Are you serious about that?"

Don't know

I thought I didn't answer, but I don't think my mouth was controlled due to extreme stress. He was answering back.

"Why don't you know? Did you really drop out because of that?""

"I don't know."

I don't know why you're bothering me so much. Since the final is left anyway, wouldn't it be a benefit if I got off?

"...You know you're talking nonsense right now, right?"

I clenched my teeth.

"I don't remember."

"What?"

"Blanket X. I woke up from trying to commit suicide, so I don't remember anything. Are you ready?

To do tuk.

The sound of Sun A-hyun, who was standing awkwardly next to her, dropping the chocolate bar she was holding was loud.

I sighed. I told the truth unnecessarily.

Should we be fortunate that we didn't talk about returning to the past because our bodies changed? If he said he could even see the status window, he could not be excluded and is either a mythomaniac or a psychopath.

No, what's the point of all that now? If we don't solve this problem anyway, we won't be able to debut within a year.

"Ji, Ji, really..."...."

"Oh, really."

It's already hard to stay calm, but you're encouraging useless conversations.

"If you knew..." "Leave it alone. I'll sort it out on my own.

"... "How can I organize it if I don't even remember?"

"Get out of here."

"If you don't know anything anyway, it's better to have someone to discuss with. You don't even have an agency."

"......."

That was right.

"Honestly, it's hard to believe, but I don't think you're going to lie about this. Rumors of stealing sanitary pads are even more strange.

"Hey, that's right."

"I don't think a fast calculator like you would do such a fool."

"-!! No, I mean....... That's not what I meant, uh, that, so......."

Sun Ahyun is broken. Big Se-jin ignored Sun A-hyun.

"Yeah. It would have been different if the victim or an acquaintance of the victim posted it. But looking at it, that's not it either."

My hair is a little cold. I raised my head and saw a big Sejin.

Big Se-jin was calmly sitting on the opposite floor.

I don't know why he's so nosy.

"It's because he helped with his work."

Still, it was surprising to do this with the final just around the corner. I'm not in a position to care about this right now.

"First of all... Let's say I don't remember this case." "Do you remember what happened in high school?"

"I don't remember anything about high school at all." "When I woke up, there was only a suicide note in front of me."

There was a moment of silence.

"... "Didn't you mention anything in the suicide note?"

"There was no specific mention of the incident itself. There was an expression of unfairness, but that's something anyone can say at any time."

"It's you, but you're cold-hearted."

Big Se-jin smiled helplessly.

I wanted to snort, but I couldn't afford it.

"Hey, hey."

Sun A-hyun struggled to intervene in the horse.

"Well, then... Let's find out if there's a person involved and check..." "Will it be hard?"

You mean the girl who dropped out.

"If we're filming right now, we don't have time or opportunity to look for it...". "If I get off, won't I know?"

...The more I spoke, the clearer the situation became.

First of all, getting off, extinguishing the urgent fire, and finding out exactly what's going on seems to have a high survival rate.

"Don't..."

"What?"

"Don't quit, Joe, wait a little bit, let's wait."

[Episode 057] [If you can't debut, you'll die]

"What are you waiting for?"

I sighed.

Considering that Sun A-hyun boldly said, "Don't get off and wait," she looks like she's about to cry and runny nose.

People would think he's getting off.

On the contrary, my brain got colder and colder.

"This is a slang..." Johnber doesn't solve it.'

If I were an idol who had already debuted, I might have the option of self-reflecting and waiting.

However, it was an impossible approach for audition participants who were just around the corner of the finals.

The way people think he doesn't deserve to succeed in the audition only increases antipathy.

This program, which is not just an audition, but a cable and currently has more than 10% viewership and dominates real-time search terms, is more suicidal.

"If you're going to fall in the final anyway, the next best option is to resign quickly and find out the situation."'

First of all, let's pretend not to know with ambiguous words such as "health problems."

That side had the least damage. If Park Moon-dae is really unfair, it will be easy to explain.

And if it's his fault after finding out of the blue... Find the person concerned, apologize.......

Crap, the girl even dropped out, but I won't let Park Moon-dae work.

But there is no other way.

"If there is no evidence that it is not Park Moon-dae, the situation will only worsen even if you wait."

"Ha, but..." "Sejin, too".

"You immediately found the photoshopped picture." I happened to have a smartphone."

There aren't many cases where I'm that lucky.

Sun A-hyun bowed her head deeply.

A short silence flowed back into the accommodation.

It was then.

"Are you here?"

Again, someone knocked on the door of the accommodation.

"......."

"Yeah."

After hearing the short answer from Keun Se-jin, the door opened. Kim Raebin came in.

And after that, Cha Yu-jin followed along.

I don't know why he followed me to someone else's accommodation, but if he came on purpose, he was really tactless.

Kim Rae-bin began to read the room's atmosphere as soon as it was very trashy.

"...Personal practice, it's over now."."

"......."

They forgot to practice on their own.

It didn't help much, but honestly... I was thankful.

I squeezed out the last patience.

"Go practice.""

"-! No, I mean......."

"It's only a few days away. Don't regret it."

"What about you?"

I answered calmly.

"I'm going to get off the car".

"......!!"

"Oh, no..."...."

Lastly, I'll check the public opinion one more time, and if I'm going as expected, I'll have to figure out the reason for getting off.

"What? Why are you suddenly..."...."

Kim Raebin freaked out. I guess this unsocial person still hasn't heard rumors.

"I'm tired."

I didn't want to talk more. I'll pick it up by tomorrow anyway.

I just passed Kim Rae-bin and headed for the door. I was going to meet the writer right away.

Then my shoulders were held from both sides.

"Well, Moon Dae." "First, take a rest and get up and think."

"Hey, hey, that's right. Lee, first of all... Phew, rest. Rest your head."

When the two stuck together, they were momentarily pushed back from the hand-to-hand battle.

Thanks to this, I was dragged back to bed like a dog being suppressed. Are you crazy?

"Are you crazy?"

"Get a hold of yourself." It's been less than 30 minutes since I checked that something happened. You're going to throw away all this hard work in 30 minutes?

"So the more you postpone it, the worse the situation gets..."."

"Even if I get off now, the article will only appear tomorrow morning. It's the same in the morning."

Big Se-jin and Sun A-hyun drove me back to bed.

"You won't regret anything if you decide it sober!" Do you know you're out of your mind because you're scared?"

"What?"

I stopped trying to get myself up from bed. What nonsense is this?

"I'm out of my mind."

"Yeah. Never mind. "You're flustered and scared right now."

Big Se-jin added small.

"... I said that before."

"......."

"Or you would have known before I told you. There's no difference whether you get off now or tomorrow morning."

"......!"

That's...

Crap. I got hit. I couldn't refute it.

"I can't believe I'm panicking."'

I sighed. I keep thinking that I shouldn't have abandoned that freaking immobile characteristic.

First, I lay on the bed as they pushed me.

Sun A-hyun's relieved sound was openly heard.

"What kind of situation is this?"...."

"Well, let's get out."

I heard a loud Se-jin drive Kim Rae-bin and Cha Yu-jin out of the room. Sun Ah-hyun followed after him, swallowed her saliva and told me.

"Shh. Take a rest.

Squeak.

And the door was closed very carefully.

'...Even if I go out, their beds are here.'

Well, whether you come in awkwardly after about three hours or sleep in the practice room, you will take care of it. It's not a situation where I can afford to pay attention to there.

I closed my eyes and crossed my arms.

And I tried to look at Park Moon-dae's case objectively...Is it possible all of a sudden? He looks like he's going to die suddenly due to social death.

"Status window."

There was only one thing that caught my eye even when I called the status window, which was still unchanged.

[!Sangtae: Death if not debuting]

"Why are you doing this to me?"

Why was it me?

Why is it Park Moon-dae?

It was dirty annoying that I didn't know anything about the situation I was in and had no way to find out.

Naturally, I didn't even think of a sharp number until the morning.

The situation can't get better all of a sudden.

"It's silly to wish for good luck."'

Usually, surprisingly bad things can come to life without notice, but it was natural that the opposite case was extremely rare.

Compare the probability of winning a lottery with the probability of a traffic accident on the street. The latter is overwhelming.

Look at me. A supernatural miracle happened and my life changed a lot, and I didn't know that life would already be ruined.

"... Huh."

Crap. I'm just getting more nervous. If you're going to do it anyway, you want to resign right away.

'... I'm still thinking about passing the night.'

Nothing was expected.

In consideration of the sincerity of the purely dry men, I sighed and crossed my arms.

I was dizzy with thoughtfulness. The more I calculate what I should do to make it reasonable.

"Wherever I go, there's no answer."...'

I think I fell asleep like that.

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Boom!

I came to my senses because of the noise.

"The sound of breaking down a tree?"

When I turned my eyes half awake, I saw Sun A-hyun who kicked into the door.

"No, it's a radish.""

Sun A-hyun's face is red.