Part two of kneel

Exactly two months from Alec signed the first contact in Magnus’s office everything was going great for him. He was winning his cases, his family was happy, he was happy. The only thing that was nagging him was the fact that the contact he first signed with Magnus was only for 2 month which meant after work he had to go to his dominants home and get the knows if he had become a worthwhile submissive to earn a permanent contract.

All day he had been nervous and jittery and because Magnus was in a conference call for most of the day he hadn’t noticed. Alec kept making small mistakes and having to redo some paperwork when he finally couldn’t take the frustration he decided to head home early.

Half way towards his rarely used apartment he changed course and headed to Magnus’s. He walked in dropping his clothes on the way to Magnus’s bed. He stood on the thrush hold and looked at the light yellow sheets.

The first night he spent here came to him. How Magnus had run his fingers through his hair, how he had cradled him body, how he had placed him on the sheets tied up his hands and discovered each and every sweet spot on his body, how he had later used those new discoveries for driving him absolutely mad in pleasure.

He remembered how he trashed on the bed trying to get away, how tears had streamed down his face from the onslaught of pleasure for his innocent body, how he later pleaded for more arching into Magnus’s tough, how he had begged till Magnus had to gag him and how he screamed when he was finally was given the pleasure he asked for.

He remembered that night and every night since then to the smallest detail. He remembered every order he was given, every plea that parted his lips, every sensation his body was given and every look of pleasure he saw on his dominants face.

He started pacing when he realized that today could be the last day he would be able to just walk into Magnus’s house. That the previous night was the last time Magnus would take him. His hands were shaking and his body was tense. He wanted Magnus to tell him it was okay to unwind him like he was so skilled in doing. He was scared that Magnus could dim him unfit as his submissive and break things off. That he wouldn’t be able to let go of himself under his dominant again.

He knew he wouldn’t be able to live without a dominant again and he had already heard about so many bad dominants that he was already shacking in fear of being under one. He wasn’t sure he could take what the other dominants did to their subs. He wasn’t sure he could let go of Magnus.

And that very thought drove him up the wall. He picked up the lamp on the bed side table and threw it against the wall next thing that went was his phone. He paced the room still shacking and he stopped at Magnus’s dressing table he picked up the box Magnus put his rings in and just as he was about to throw it something made him freeze.

“Alexander” Magnus called.

He had came out of his conference call and went to Alec’s office to drive him home like he usually did but was told that Alec had left already and when he walked into his apartment he heard noises in his bed room and walked in to find Alec trashing the place. Alec froze mid throw when he heard Magnus’s command.

“Put the box down” Magnus ordered and Alec put the box down not daring to turn to face him. He was sure that Magnus was furious with him and tears gathered in his eyes when he realized that he just gave him another reason not to give him a contract.

“Turn around” Magnus commanded and Alec turned to face him but kept his head down

“What is the meaning of this?” Magnus asked still standing at the thrush hold

“I…I-I” Alec stuttered not knowing what to say

“I asked you a question Alexander, why are you trashing my bedroom?” Magnus growled

“I…I-it’s the end o-of our c-contract today” Alec stuttered out

“And what was this supposed to be a fuck you before you leave?” Magnus asked even more furious and stepping dangerously close to Alec.

“n-no…I was….I don’t…..I was scared” Alec replied

“Of what?” Magnus asked

“Of you n-not giving m-me a-another c-contract” Alec stuttered

“So you decided wrecking my home is your best way of convincing me to give you one?” Magnus asked with a dry laugh

“I…I was…nervous…and angry …I don’t know” Alec replied weakly

“Why are you angry?” Magnus asked

“Because I can’t give you anything knew. You took all my first mags…s-sir….but I can’t give you anything” Alec replied a single stray tear making its way down his face

“I’m sorry you think like that” Magnus said and walked to the king sized bed in the middle of the room. He took his suit jacket off and unbuttoned a few buttons

“I’m sorry …I’ll leave” Alec said and walked to the bed room door still in his boxers

“I can give you one first though” Magnus said making him stop in his track and turn to him.

“Mags- sir?” Alec said questioningly. Magnus walked towards him with a soft look

“I’ve never said this before and I don’t think I ever will. But Alexander lightwood…I love you” Magnus said making the raven’s eyes go wide

“I…” Alec tried but couldn’t utter anything

“I know it’s a shock Alexander. And I don’t expect an answer right away but I do love you I’m sorry it’s the only first I can give you” Magnus said softly

“Sir…I” Alec started

“Call me by name darling” Magnus cut him off

“I love you too Magnus” Alec whispered Magnus smiled at him and picked up his brief case from where he had dropped it by the door a couple of minutes ago and took out an envelope to hand it to the shaking raven who took out the papers and read them. His eyes instantly went wide.

“r-really?” Alec asked

“Really. That is a permanent contract. It will have a few new clauses but that means your mine till either of us wants this relationship to end” Magnus said softly and Alec kissed him. Magnus on instincts turned them around and held him against the wall as their lips moved in a sensual dance. Magnus pulled away after a couple of minutes.

“You have by tomorrow afternoon to sign that” Magnus whispered

“I’ll sign it right now if you want” Alec replied

“No. I want you to read through it before you sign it” Magnus said firmly and Alec nodded. Magnus took a few steps away from the panting raven and sat on the corner of the bed.

“Now get over my lap it’s time for your punishment” Magnus said and Alec whimpered softly and grabbed the door handle when his knees almost gave out.