it was finally happening. after being friends with the guy he was in love with since he was in high school he finally had him in his arms. kissing the lips he had been dreaming to kiss since for ever. running his fingers through his hair and tuggin on the raven locks gently. they tumbled into magnus's loft in a mess of tangled lips and fell on one of the couches near the fire place.

alec climped on top of magnus and situated him self between the other's out streached legs. he looked down at his green gold eyes iluminated by the fire near them. he leaned down and kissed him again. there kiss was slolw at first.lips fitting and slowly woving in sync like they had been lovers for years. gradually the kiss became lustfull and fast magnus grabbed alec's hair and pulled him even closer. tongues fought for dominace and teeth niped at eachother lips. there whole bodies were moving together. they gringed into eachother and muffled eachother moans.

alec kneeled between magnus's legs and pulled his shirt off. he then pushed magnus's shirt half way up but stopped and ripped it down the middle. making magnus groan

"fuck alexander..." magnus gasped when alec's lips fastened them selfs against his neck

"that was a 400$ shirt" he finished weekly his finger tugging on the others hair and eyes closed in bliss

"i'll get you another" alec muttered before moving lower and scealing his lips around his nipples. a scream escaped magnus's lips as he arched off the couch and grabbed on to alec his fingers digging into his sculp. alec didn't relent his bit and sucked on his nippled and moved to the other.

magnus was throbbing in his leather pants and they were becoming painful. alec noticing the tent in magnus's pants and watching him try to get friction on it started unbuckling his pants but magnus put his hands over his and stopped him.

"alexander..." magnus started

"whats wrong?" alec asked confused

"before we do this... i want to tell you...i need to tell you that ....." magnus trailed off alec's heart was hammering away in his chest. he couldn't belive that he was here over this gorgous man who looked eatable and he was about to get a love confession, or so he thought.

"i don't do relation ships. if this will happen and if you want us to do it again..... we're going have to agree that there won't be any feeling attached to this" magnus said and alec tensed up

"w-what do you mean?" alec asked shackily

"what i mean is we are aready friends, good friends. so if will contiue to have sex we should be you know.... friends with benifits" magnus said softly and alec got up running his fingers through his hair

"you want to be fuck buddies?!" alec asked weakly

"alexander... i don't want to lose you because of this" magnus explained

"so your great idea is to fuck me and then go on with your life seeing other people?" alec asked tears gathered in his eyes and he looked away quickly

"i thought this me.... us was what you wanted" magnus said

"yeah, it was. but i don't any more. your right we're to good of friends to ruin it with what ever this was" alec said and grabbed the coat he had droped at the door.

"alexander... i don't understand" magnus said getting up of the couch and following him

" its simple magnus. i wanted to fuck you but now i've changed my mind and i'm going home" alec said and shruged his coat on

"good night" he said and walked out of the apartment and then the building and walked the cold streets of brooklyn with teary eyes leaving the love of his life confused and alone in his loft.