when you love some one its like merging making them a part of you making sure they never go away and if they do they take you with them. being one body and soul for ever and ever. thats what love is... holding tight and never letting go

but when that some one you love, that some one you have merged with, that some one you call a part of you tries to leave. that's not pain that's death.

that one some one who you've called your other half little by little pull away. stretching the bond that holds you together till they finally give out and break free, that's death.

watching your once roaring love gets blown away and it disappears leaving nothing but ashes all over you like it was never there, that's death.

holing on for dear life as your split into two. your fingers num, your wrists acking and your arms trembling because holding on for so long. then finaly the person you hold dear falling between your fingers, thats death.

"why?" Magnus sobed "why? what did i do? why don't you want me any more? why?" tears were streaming down his face in waterfalls.

"what did i do wrong?" Magnus asked again in a broken sob

"would you just quit it? i got tierd simple as that. i used to love you, yes. but not any more just get over it" Alexander said

"no, you told me you loved me just yesterday. you can't just get over me in a day. love doesn't just fade like that. your lieing, tell me why are you lieing to me darling?" Magnus asked shacking Alexander with the grip he had on his arms

"snap out of it magnus" alexander said pushing magnus away just a little to hard and making him hit the refrigrator and fall. Alexander flinched and held him self back from kneeling beside him and soothing him

"Alexander ?" Magnus called his name brokenly

"just, just get over me magnus. i don't want you any more. what we had was fun but it got boring i want some thing exciting" Alexander said and walked out his ears bleeding because of the sobs he never wanted to here. he had to do it and he did.

"live long" he whispered to him self before he walked away from nate for the last time.

having to break someone just so they can live longer and be happy. having to make the person you love most cry,THATS DEATH.