i'm going to do more pov situations. trying something new out

i woke up and lay in bed for 5 minutes before realising it was still dark but becoming light so it was near enough sunrise, deciding there was no hope for me getting back to sleep i got out of bed, took my phone off charge and made my way to the bathroom, i put on comfy casual clothing as i didn't plan on going out today but if i did i wouldn't look terrible, i brushed my teeth and did all the necessities all whilst listening to a podcast from present mic (surprise i mentioned another character 🤧😄) it was only a 30 minute long one which was alright due to how long it takes me to get changed and sorted. looking myself in the eyes i noticed the bags under my eyes, they looked like they could carry my existence (warning; imma make this a little depressing cause i'm writing this whilst crying, but it won't be like proper sad okay?) i looked at the time on my phone and it was only around 04:11am on a sunday which annoyed me to the brim, i knew i was going to be alone for most the day and having ray with the blood thirst now made it harder, once i started letting myself think i noticed how weak i was, i looked down on to my wrist and saw fang marks where my veins were then it hit me like a truck to a child about why i was woken up last night. i was going to let her stay a while with my great grandparents who were both a doctor and a nurse so they have about 59 blood bags just incase of an emergency but they don't work anymore.

heading out of the bathroom i noticed the sky was a beautiful colour or purples, oranges and yellows with clouds, the sun not even able to see yet. it looked like something u would see in a movie or ur dreams when ur sitting under a tree in a field of flowers everywhere and the sky is different colours, i looked away letting myself drift my eyes to each person in the room. kat was hardly able to move due to the grip kiri had on him, it was funny needless to say '*well he'll have pains in his neck and arms when he wakes up*' i thought catching myself going to laugh, i looked over to my yellow haired goofy partner who seemed to be in a starfish position whilst hugging the pillow i was once sleeping on, i looked to where ray was only to see she wasn't there, i wasn't worried she wakes up when i do or a little bit after due to hypersensitive senses. i walked to the living room making my way towards to couch, flopping down into the silky texture of it, i let myself sink further and further of the comfy soft pillows, i just couldn't sleep so i wasn't going to be in a oh ever so good mood today when everyone starts to talk, i do like the quiet it makes me happy.

looking over at the movement i see my little princess walking towards me with a look of question on her face (sorry i am going to make ray about 6 now, let's say her vampire side makes her age quicker even tho she is immortal, she'll stop growing but won't stop ageing - sorry i can't remember her age so yeah) i waited for her to come sit with me and it didn't take long

"morning princess" i spoke but it made her pull a face at the nickname

"morning mom" she responded (she sees izu as a mom even tho he's a boy - fabulous mama 😩)

"how did u sleep" i waited for her to respond only to notice she has something on her mind "baby what's up, talk to me"

she looked at me with question on her face then quickly nodded as a confirmation to she'll tell me. i waited for her, not pushing her as to not wanting to make her uncomfortable

she took a deep breath catching my attention "mom" she started "i have a question" with a worried look on her face

"go on, u can ask u don't need permission" i gave her some support through the tone of my voice even tho we was both talking quiet as to not wake anyone else up

"so" she paused trying to find words, "u know how u like boys mom" she seemed uncomfortable with looking at me but i didn't speak only nod, i knew she could see me. she continued "well, how did u know"

"know i was gay?" i asked to double check

"mhm. cause i really like boys in the way u do. i look at them in awe" she spoke

"sweetie that's not gay? but yes that's how i found out" i hugged her tightly and as i let go i spoke up "i know that's not all baby, u wanna tell me"

she nodded and stood up, dragging me infront of the room as she turned the tv to white and put it on mute, making her way on the couch seats. she put her hands on her hips looking proud to tell me, she froze and i gave her a thumbs up that it's okay to tell me "mom" she looked at me "this things i'm about to tell u, is the reason i've been feeling down these past few days" i nodded "right ok, c'mon i can do this" she hyped herself up

"c'mon baby, take ur time" i gave her support by the sound of my voice

she looked at me straight on, standing up tall as she could "ok" another pause "mom" she took a deep breath "i'm trans and i'm gay, he/him pronouns mom" he stopped "please accept me" he had his eyes closed as he didn't realise he had woken everyone else up, i walked closer to him and pulled a tight hug which was full of love

"oh baby, i accept u, we can go shopping for more ur style clothing tomorrow as the shops that have amazing clothing for u are closed today, is that okay kiddo" he nodded and he hugged me tighter "would u like to keep ur current name or change it? i don't mind at all, i want u to feel comfortable"

ray paused and looked at me "no thanks mama, i'm happy with my name. it's isnt girly or boyish so i'm happy with it"

we hugged for a little before we both heard sniffles coming from the side of the room

"ok turn the lights on idiots" my angry blonde pomeranian had spoken

"ok ok chillax taco man" the manly red head talked in a tired voice

we looked to see denki on the other sofa crying "omg that was beautiful" then stopping "hey little dude, we accept u don't look so scared okay" it still scares me how they can switch like a bomb went off

"okay pikachu" ray looked "oh stop being dramatic u oversized spark plug" he joked as we all laughed

"ok my little vampire, u better go get dressed, i think i can find or make something to fit around ur waist, ur also going to need a binder and i'll buy it, mine is too big for u" and i watched him run off in a bundle of joy as i collapsed on the floor exhausted "fuckkkkkk, that took a lot out of me omf i can't smile for my life" i spoke out loud not realising i had

"uhm what" the three said in sync

"oh shit" over and over in a panic state "uhm" i stopped and looked at them "i'm going to tell u now i can't deal with any of u today, i got 2 hours of sleep and i'm not in the mood for loud noises. now i don't mind u talking just don't involve me" i quickly mumbled as i spotted my little boy run back in

"mom mom can we have pancakes and chocolate chip on top please with a cherry on top" he shouted as i had to plaster a happy mood back

"sure sweetie go to the kitchen i'll be right there" i started to get up not realising the three had moved behind me "oh shit this hurts mannnnnn" i moaned as i got to my feet my eyes went blurry and i stumbled back but was quickly pulled by ray not getting a chance to get my sight to normal, i shook my head left to right trying to see better and succeeded

"guys do u think izu is okay? it's kinda worrying how he little sleep he got" we spoke in sync as we laughed i heard a pan drop in the kitchen and a shout

as we all rushed to the noise i had quickly noticed how my green fluff-ball was on his knees trying to keep in focus but his eyes kept darting around the room

"little dude can u go watch tv with the big shark dude or his boyfriend pleasee" i spoke as i earned a nod "ur mom will be ok, just dehydrated" i lied a little as he ran off now again happy as can be "oh ray, those pancakes will be done soon" as i got a little faint 'ok' back

i moved the pans and things from the floor back to the counters as i propped izu against the cupboards whilst i talked to him to keep him aware of someone was in the kitchen as i was sure he hadn't noticed who it was

"okay izuku, can u breathe normally" i questioned as i looked back "first aid kit someone" i placed my hand on his chest realising he was in either a deep panic attack from something or something else

"baby" i waved my hand infront of his face "baby can u hear me, my hand is going to hold ur hand and u squeeze it if u can hear me" i placed my hand in his and i received a little squeezed. it was a faint, too faint for my liking. "is this a panic attack" and after a few minutes of getting no squeeze it was something else which i didn't know about. "ok darling, can u talk?" i questioned and i got no response.

i looked towards his eyes to see they're glazed over and his eyes was just fixated on one space, i waved my hand in front of them but no reaction. it was like he had shut off.. i waited a few more minutes until i head a noise, looking to my side i saw izu looking at me with interest in his face

"yes baby" but all i got in return was giggling sounds, oh, i get it now but this is a comfort thing, that's what i heard anyways, i stood up and walked out of the kitchen and told ray to pack his bag and to teleport to his friends house for a sleepover and i apologised for no sign of chocolate chip pancakes "hey bud, next time we can have a stack of them together. what do ya say" as i got a nod i sigh making my way to izuku's bed looking under it, i looked around to notice that the other two have gone to shower together and will probably be in there for a while so i rummaged through a box and saw a bunny stuffy and sucker, getting the hint he must've had his own home or place to go to

making my way in the kitchen picking up the newly found little space, i placed him on our bed as he bounced and giggled, i handed zuzu the stuffy and placed the dummy in his mouth as he began to suck on it. "hey buddy, how big are u, can u show me on ur hand" he nodded and help up 2 fingers, spat his sucker out and tried to put a sentence together whilst pointing to himself "big boy" then sticking it back in his mouth

izuku pointed at me and tilted his head "who am i?" i questioned as he nodded in agreement "oh well i'm ur boyfriend, roommate and friend" he bounced up and down on the bed before rocking side to side as he looked at his teddy

"new" i looked at it then back "u want a new one?" he nodded "i have one if u would like this, i showed him my pikachu plushie and he immediately dropped his bunny in awe as he looked at it then made grabby hands before yawning "u can sleep if u would like babyboy" i pulled him towards me as we both lay down, luckily i never got changed otherwise this would be uncomfy. "let's go to sleep now, i promise i'll be here when u wake up" i paused and gave him a forehead kiss "i love you baby" as i felt him hug me tighter as a 'same' i smiled to myself as i let myself drift off to sleep once again

~ echo