I regreted the words as soon as I said them when faster then lighting I was pinned on the door.Ambrosius's eyes had change,they were now red and his fangs were prodguding.His vampire wasn't present,I could tell but I know he wanted a bite.

He bend down to sniff at my neck before growling. "goddess you smell amazing,meus amore"

Ambrosius raised his head to look at me.He looked to be in pain and his fangs glisten with every breath he took.He looked so dangerously hot,with his lips parted to take sharp inhail of breath,his fangs poking out.His brows were nkitted together,his eyes red swirlimg with unexplainable hunger.

I realised right there that I was ready for him to drink from me.I guess I was always ready but scared of the pain his fangs would cause.I had exprience enough pain,I was fed up but Ambrosius had told me that I would only feel pressure.

"It's okay,Ambrosius" I said queitly,my voice enchoing in the now queit office.

He shook his head and stepped away from me."I can't"

"I'm ready.You won't hurt me"

"You don't understand.I can't" He whizzed.He groaned in pain and bent down,clunching his head.

"Wha-" I started but was cut off by him.

"Get out,Amatus" He snarled.

"No"

"Just....Amatus...Go" He tone was begging.

"Ambrosius,it's okay.You can drink from me" I said and made a move to him but he staggered back nocking some of the chairs.

"Please,love" He whispered in a begging tone.

"I can't" I whispered back my tone begging too.

Then in a blur he was out of the room,leaving behind his addicting scent.

I realesed a fustrated growl.I thought Ambrosius wanted to drink from me.Why was he hasitating now?Didn't he want to anymore.I got out of his office and went to our room.I took a much needed hot shower before drying up and jumping into the bed.The bed felt cold without Ambrosius.I closed my eyes willing myself to sleep and shut everything out.

The door opened and I stood up only to scolw when it wasn't the person I was expexting.

"You nock next time,you just don't burge into peoples rooms" I snapped at her.

"I didn't burge in" Amara said and got on the bed next to me.She was sucking on a lollipop.

It was silent as I listean to the horrible sounds of Amara sucking the stupid sweet.

"My brother can be realy stupid sometimes" She said.

I snorted "You can say that again"

"My brother can-"

"Shut up,Amara" She laughed,making me smile.

"But realy.Why didn't he tell you that when a vampire drinks from their mate for the first time,they are marking them" She said casualy.

"What?" Shock was written all ove my face.

"They secrete a chemical inside them while they are drinking that mixed their scents together.They are claming them.That's how we mark our mate" She continued still sucking the daibetes stuck on stick.

That is why Ambrosius couldn't drink from me.He didn't want to mark me without me knowing but then he could have told me.I would have still wanted him to drink form me and mark me.I'm his.

"Werewolves are cruel" she paused to suck on the lollipop "Why would you sink your fangs on your mate and call it marking" She said,frowning.

"And vampires are sick,who drinks their mates bloods" I said and smirked.

She glared at me,making me laugh. "Atleast it's not painfull at all"

"Yeah but it's twisted and dark"

"You take that back!" She screenched and pounced on me.

She strangled my neck making me laugh even hader.

"I take it back!I take it back" I wheezed when her hands tightened.

She continued to sit on top of me,straddling me. "You know how much it's bruses my ego for you to laugh when i'm strangling you"

"Yeah okay,Now get off me" I said.

"Uh..no.I'm comfortable.I'm sure this is how you feel everytime you straddle my brother" She said,with a smirk.

"Get off me,Amara"I said and grolwed when she didn't make a move to get off me.

"Get off my fucking mate,little sister"Ambrosius deep voice made Amara scream and jump off of me.He didn't close the door but held it for Amara.

She place a hand on her chest "You scared me,Lucio"

"Get out"

She glared at him and turned to blow me a kiss,before going out of our room.A heavy silence settled as soon as Ambrosius closed the door.He didn't look at me.He went to the bathroom and shut the door behind him.He had closed the bond so I couldn't feel his feelings but I could smell and tell that he was angry.

He came back a few minutes later and queitly got under the covers,turning his back to me.

"Ambrosius" He ignored me but by the way his back tensed I know he heard me.

"Why didn't you tell me that when you bite me for the first time,your also marking me?" I asked.

He turned his angry face to look at me. "I don't want to do this right now"

"Well,I want to do this right now" I scowled at him.

His glared deepend "I don't want to talk,Amatus" He said in cold and low voice.

My heart hurt at the tone and I suddenly felt angry. "Fine"

Then I got under the covers and turn my back against him.I didn't get sleep that night.The nightmares were back at full force,especially now that Ambrosius closed the bond and wasn't holding me.When I got another around three in the morning I decided to just forget about sleeping.I woke up and ignore the empty space next to me. During the night,when one of my nightmares struck Ambrosius had left and that sent a painfull jab to my heart.

I went to the bathroom and filled the bathtub with warm water and soothing oils.I close the fucaeut when the tub was full and got inside.I closed my eyes and leaned against the tub and willed my body to relax.Minutes later I heard the bathroom door opening and opened my eyes.

Ambrosius stripped his clothes and queitly got inside the tub facing me.We were queit as I leaned back,closing eyes.

"I'm sorry" He said sofly.

I hummed and it was queit again,before he broke again.

"I'm sorry,Amatus"

"I heard you the first time,Ambrosius" I said.

"I was going to tell you.It just slipped my mind" He told me.

I opened my eyes to look at him in disbelief and sat up. "It slipped your mind to tell me that you were going to mark me buy drinking from me?"

"Yes"

"Ambrosius,I'm not stupid" I said queitly.

"No your not.Come here,baby"

I shook my head and made a move to get out of the tub but me moved quickly and trapped me between the tub and him.I fought him as he drained the bathtub before pinning me down when it was empty.

"Get off me,Ambrosius.You have no right.You left me alone after rejecting me,then you came back and ignore me,you have no right to force me to listen to you" I almost shouted at him.

"I'm so sorry,angelus.I was scared that I was going to mark you without you knowing" He started sofly.

He kissed my chin."I'm sorry for ignoring you.I wasn't angry at you.I was angry at myself for hurting you,so I took it out on you.I wanted to drink from you so bad,baby.I'm sorry"

"Get off me" I said tiredly.

I was drained,phycally and mentally.I haven't slept well and my mind was going crazy with the possibilities of what would happaned if Ambrosius was angry at me.

He got off me and we both got out of the tub.We dried off and when Ambrosius moved to dry my head I turned away from him.

"Amatus"

"You hurt me,Ambrosius.I thought I was going to lose you" I said.

"You not going to loose me" He assured and stole a kiss.

I glared at him but he smiled softly,his eyes shining with....love.

"Never make me feel like that again" I said.

"Never"

Ambrosius and I share the same fear of loosing each other.He looked for his mate for years and now that he has found him he is afraid of loosing him and I was told that I would never find a mate that I started believing it and now that I have him,i'm scared that this is all a dream.

We got dressed and went back to bed because we were both drained.This time I got enough sleep because I had my mates arms around me.I knew that since the both of us were new to this mate thing and we were fustrated by the matebond,we were going to have a lot of moments like this.The bond kept urging us to mate and mark.I knew since the fullmoon was near it was going to get harder and hader to resist.