After my little mental breakdown,which was embarrasing by the way.I had gone to the bathroom to take a shower.When I came out of the bathroom,my mate wasn't there but his intoxicating scent led me to the kitchen.He was sitting on the counter,Angela next to him,while my best friend cooked breakfast.His head snap to mine as soon as I entered the kitchen.I blushed remebering what almost happaned in my room.

I haven't ever touch me like that.He touched like he wanted me to enjoy his touch.He touche was gentle,loving and safe.It freaked me out a little.I hate that I can't let my mate touch me without thinking about that part of my life.I knew it was going to haunt me forever and I had axcepted it until I found my mate.I want him to touch me without hasitation and fear that he'll upset me or that i'll tell him to stop.I also want to feel his touch,let him plessure me without dark thoughts or memories flashing in my mind.

I looked at my mate again.He opened his arms.I hugged his and he kissed my head.

"You're okay?" He whispered against my hair.

I nodded and went to seat down but he pulled me back.

"Words,Amatus" He said with a brow raised.

I gave him a look before answering his question for the second time,in words this time.

"I'm okay"

I took a sit beside him on the other side after I had ruffled Angela's hair.She pouted making me chuckle.Aloisia placed two plates with pancakes infront of us.Ambrosius groaned and muttured something along the lines "I hate pancakes"

Aloisia scolwed as she sat across from us. "Well,suck it up,your majesty.Stop groaning and tell us how did you get in here?"

He tensed up a little before saying in a strained voice making me frown "I teleported"

We were all shocked.I didn't know Ambrosius could teleport.I wonder what else can he do.I've heard roumors of what he can do.The silence became thick until I decided to break it when I saw the fork Ambrosius was holding starting to bend from his tight grip.

"It was a nice suprise" I said.He relaxed instantly and went back to eating.

"I came to take you back,for good.The pack will follow since the houses are almost done anyway." He said and cut a piece before putting it in his mouth. He said the words so casually like he was stating the weather.I dropped the utensils I was holding while Aloisia growl.He continued eating like nothing happaned making Angela giggle.He stopped at that and ruffled her hair.

He looked at me silently begging me not to fight with him.

"I can't just go back with you,Ambrosius.I'm an alpha and i've got a pack to take care of"

He sigh and grabbed a napkin.He dapped it around his mouth.

"Trust me,baby.I'll explain everything when we get back at the castle.Please"

I looked at him for a long time and sigh before nodding.Aloisia screench making me sigh again.Here we go.

"Are you fucking kidding me,Amatus.You can't just go back with him just because he is your mate"

Ambrosius raised and eyebrow.

"That is a reason for him to go back with me,beta"

She glared at him. "Shut up,your majesty"

Ambrosius growl at the disrespect.He growl again making Aloisa lower her head with a low rumble.I placed my hand on his chest to calm him down.

"Stop,I'm going back with you.Leaving my pack alone." I said to him sternely.

"Your not leaving them alone.Aloisia will be here.It's only for a few weeks,then the houses will be done and they'll come"

"Amatus,you can't just go.We need you.The pack needs you" Aloisia said to me.

I'm so torn.I don't want to leave my pack alone with the killings and all.But at the same time I want to leave with Ambrosius.I could feel his emotions.He's afraid for me.I could feel the need for him to protect me.I can't tell him to stay here until the houses are done since he runs the whole paranomal,mythical world.He has a lot on his plate.I'll leave my pack for a few weeks and i'll be leaving it in good hands.Besides I always go on trips and leave the pack with Aloisia,so this would be like one of those times.

"My mate needs me,Aloisia.I just want you to look after the pack for me,like you do when i'm on a trip"

She glared at me,then huffed and stormed out.I know she'll do it.Angela quietly stood up and followed her mate.

I groaned.I felt hands around my waist and I was pulled into a warm chest.

"Thank you,for choosing me" He whispered and placed a lingerling kiss on my neck,where his mark is supposed to be.I shivered and swallowed a moan.I rubbed my head against his chest silently telling him that i'll always choose him.He kissed my head before letting me go to my room to pack.

When I arrived in my room,I took my suitcase out of my closet and started packing.In the middle of packing,my door open and in walked in my beta.She flopped down on the bed and stared at me.

"If the houses are not done in two weeks,You better bring your ass back here or so God help me" She said and I ignored her and continued packing.

When I was done I zipped the suitcase loudly making her gritt her teeth.I stared at her with my arms open.She stared at me for a while before grinning and steeping into my open arms.She squezzed me.

"Just look after the pack for me and I'll take the paperwork with me." I told her.

She pulled back to look at me,arching a brow.I roll my eyes.

"And I'll come back if the houses are not finished"

She smiled and patted my shoulder before leaving my room.I rolled the suitcase preparing to leave my room for good.I stopped amd turn around to look at my room one last time.Some people would be sad to leave their houses but i'm not.I'm so happy to leave this place.I knew that I could never fully fight my demons if i'm still here.I smile as I roll my case out of my room.Ambrosius helped me with my other bags as I loaded the case in the car.We are taking my car and he offered to drive.I said goodbye to Angela but she actually told me that she'll see me soon.

When we arrived at the kingdom,Luis came to take my bags to Ambrosius's room even though I begged him not too.I can carry my owns bags.He said I should take it as an apology for hypnotising me that day and putting me to sleep.As soon as we stepped inside we were greeted by the site of Salavadore straddled by Amara while she repeatedly punched him.He was laughing despite the punches that kept coming his way.When she was done she heaved a breath along the way she caught our scent.

She snapped her face in our direction then smiled so wide I thought her face would splilt in two.She scrambled to get of Salvadore and went to attack me in one of her famous bear hugs.I hugged her back with a chuckle.

"Tell me that you never going back?" She demadend her face still squished in my chest.

"Even if I wanted to go back,I don't think your brother would allow me" I said.

She steeped back and sigh contently and said "True"

Ambrosius snake his arm around my waist and led me to his room,leaving a whining Amara and smirking Salvadore