I might have some grammar mistake and spelling mistake but please note English isn't my first language so I'm very sorry for that 😓

WARNING : gore / angst / SA ( Sexual assault/ if you are uncomfortable with that topic please don't read it anymore and I'm very sorry for this )

You lived in the bad side of the city because you were poor you used to be rich but ever since your parents got killed you lost all your wealth since the worker stole everything leaving you behind raising your ownself... But that was 8 years ago now your 16 struggling with life but you have a job! But it's killing people.. you take out all your anger out to the you kill you've been working here for about 5 years so you are very good at killing people you are well trained after cleaning and throwing the body out you smiled since your job is finally done you were walking home when you saw something colorful on the wall you checked and it was a circus they we're opened to 7pm-9pm you checked the time and it was 7:27 pm you decided to go there since you had a lot of free time..

You finally arrived to the location and there's was a lot of people there! Kids were jumping laughing you started to envy them wishing you we're that happy as a kid but you were here to enjoy not to be jealous and mad and sad.. you sat on one of the big speaker and it started to play music kids were even louder this time they were jumping around excited soon a guy came out from behind the curtains and he was a.. sun? You giggled at his appearance and he started to do a lot of tricks it was so cool to look at next a girl went out behind the curtains and was holding a chainsaw you we're confused on why she's holding a chainsaw she opened it and she started to cut in half the sun guy you we're shocked he.. died?! You were shocked you were asking why are they showing this to kids! Then a boy started to push a box you looked at him and he looked beautiful.. then the box opened and the sun guy appeared everyone clapped and you clapped too

People started to get ready to leave but you just looked at the blonde boy he was talking to the little girl and they were laughing together you felt warm when you saw him laughing your eyes were focused on him he was gorgeous you started to feel your heartbeat and started to heat up you immediately got back to your sense and almost half of the people left you went down from the big speaker and was about to leave but then someone grabbed you...

You immediately react to that as a threat and you went up to the speaker the sun guy looked at you amused to him it looked like you teleported he was now more interested to you he grinned he introduced himself to you, you glared at him but you went down and you introduce yourself "So.. what do you want?" You asked him with a cold voice "Oh haha! Did our show not made you happy dear? But you seem very interesting! So I was hoping if you want to work for us you seem to have what it takes!" He said smiling your giggled "I have to admit your tricks we're pretty amusing but I already have a job.." you said as you frowned he started to think "Well if that's the case then.. just quit that job!" he said smiling again you laughed nervously since you will be killed if you leave your job "I can't do that.." you said you started to be nervous "Yes you can I'll come with you tomorrow! meet me up in the coffee shop nearby ay?" He said thinking it was that easy you nodded and went out

You immediately disappeared in the eyes and you were in the rooftop already you sat on the edge to enjoy the wind and smiled you we're a bit worried what would your boss do you just laughed nervously then slowly it turned into tears...

I saw papi talking to someone and he was offering them a job here I just chuckled since I'm pretty sure they would just decline papi's offer but papi kept insisting until they agreed I was a annoyed at that but I just started to get ready to go back I hugged marifa goodbye since she is staying in the city I went inside the truck and after a couple of hours I feel asleep went I woke up we were home already I went down and kedamono went to us greeting us already I pushed him away and went to my tent I started to get ready for bed and I went to my bed to sleep I feel asleep as the moment I fall to the bed..

"What am I gonna do? I can't quit my job?" Asking myself and crying I immediately stopped crying as soon I realize that I can just not attend but I feel bad he would waste his time on me maybe my boss won't be that mad besides I'm like his kid so I'm sure it's fine! I then hopped on to building by building and I went down as soon I saw police and hid

It was now the day when you and papi meet up you went to the coffee shop he told and you sat there waiting for him after few mins pass by he knocks on the window and asking you to come outside you did go outside and waved at him "So show me your work!" He said you laughed nervously "Come with me!" You said and started to run he followed you till you guys reached a abandoned building you both went inside and went to the basement where there was a lot of worker chilling and playing games everyone said good morning or hello to you, you guys head up to the boss office and you knocked on the door and went inside with papi he looked at you with a cold look "Y/n." He said as shivers went thru your spine "Sir!" You said nervously your heart started to beat faster and faster told a cold look to a happy face he told you to sit down with papi "Dear y/n what is it you need" you started to stutter and then papi speaks for you "Y/n is gonna quit her job to come work for me!" He said with a joyful tone I looked down embrassed "What.. is your 'work'?" His voice turned into a serious one you could feel him glaring at papi "Circus!" Papi said happily "Y/n? Why do you want to be a clown?" He asked me with a soft tone I looked at him "I don't know he insisted me to work for him.." you said nervously papi smiled your boss sighed and he nodded "Make sure to keep my Y/n safe if you dare to hurt them I will kill you." Papi nodded and told you that you two should start going now you hugged your boss and waved goodbye you were sure gonna miss your boss papi told you to go inside the truck since you guys are gonna go now you went inside and locked the doors so did papi did after a few hours you guys went to a dessert? You we're confused on where papi is bringing you "Papi..where are we going?" You asked papi as you start to feel uneasy he hummed and speak "Well at the new place your staying!" He said happily you kept quite but you make sure not to fall asleep

after a while you guys finally arrived and you saw the blonde boy and a walking purple wolf doing tricks you went down and blonde boy and purple wolf went to you both papi introduce them 'popee ND kedamono' kedamono had a mask it changes expression it was pretty cool while popee looked at me coldly kedamono and papi told me he is not really a friendly person at all I just shrugged papi showed me a tent it was well decorated I thx him said I was grateful for that you then went out since papi said it's time for dinner you start searching for them and saw them waiting for you, you ran up to them and sat next to popee he scoffed and you all started eating after eating I offered papi to help with the cleaning and he said no need I just nodded I then tried to speak to popee but he just walked away rude kedamono in the other hand he went up to me and started a conversation with me I was happy at that maybe this place will make me feel happy again ? After a while me and kedamono were watching TV and I soon fell asleep next to kedamono

That girl.. she actually came to papi job offer well this is annoying but what if I just kill her by 'accident' yeah that be awesome so there's no more add one here I started to find where she was and she was next to kedamono her and kedamono was asleep already they look like they were a couple I started to feel piss off because kedamono was with her so I couldn't kill I just went back to my tent to think about my plan but first I have to observe this girl so I can make my plan perfect...

I woke up next to kedamono and I yawned and waked him up and told to him good morning I stretched and I saw popee already doing tricks I went up to him and he said hello to me I was shock and so was kedamono he said it in the most nicest tone we then started doing tricks and luckily I did them with no trouble I was glad about that but popee was struggling so I decided to help him and give up tips he tried it and he did the trick perfectly! I was glad about that and I smiled me and popee started giggling kedamono was confused so he asked what we were doing popee rolled his eyes and kicked him I was shocked and I immediately went up to kedamono to check if he is okay and luckily he was alright popee started to act like a menace

Gosh why does kedamono have to ruin everything? This is just annoying if kedamono is in the way it be harder for me to get close with Y/N Im just gonna make sure whenever I talk to y/n he isn't around y/n helped kedamono up and they giggled I couldn't help it but to feel a bit.. jealous I don't know why but y/n feels a bit nice to be a companion y/n and kedamono left leaving me behind I sighed and cleaned the things up and went back to my tent and changed then someone went in while I was removing my suit it was y/n "Popee-" she stopped when she saw me without my suit she immediately started blushing she went out and was saying sorry she was sure embrassed but I just rolled my eyes and continue to change when I was done I told her to come in I asked her what's wrong "Why did you pushed kedamono?" Ah yes that she asked and i didn't give any answers to her I just looked at her and just pushed her out my tent I screamed sorry and I then start getting ready for bed

gosh why is he so rude? No need to be so mad for no reason it's just so annoying that he acts like a brat just ruins my mood for him I walked away and went back to my tent and started to get ready for bed finally I was done and I started to sleep I woke up in the middle of the morning I saw popee waking me up he grabbed me I was confused why he wake me up before I could speak he covered my mouth started speaking "Y/n wanna prank papi?" He said with a smirk I rolled my eyes and mumbled no he rolled his eyes "Come on it be fun!~" he said with a grin I still disagree "Your no fun.. how about we go to the city?" He finally took his hands off my face "Isn't it like the city hours away from here?" I asked he just rolled his eyes oh how much I wanna take his eyes off but he just sighed and held my hands i started to blush we walked around the dessert and he kept making jokes I laughed at it I felt warm with him I feel like I like him but it's probably nothing right? It is nothing you guys decided to watch tv and after a while I fell asleep

She looks adorable sleeping but it was annoying to be with her so many questions unlike kedamono agree immediately she is a pain in the ass but I must stay calm maybe this is the opportunity to kill her already? I grabbed my knife and I heard kedamono yawn I immediately act like everything is normal and I hugged y/n kedamono walked to us and had a happy expression seeing us like this I was annoyed but I just didn't mind it at all kedamono went to find food I was pissed off at kedamono maybe he is my next victim? Maybe after a few hours y/n finally woke and she started to blush like crazy I faked a laugh she stood up and went to kedamono I rolled my eyes but seeing y/n go to kedamono makes me feel jealousy I didn't pay attention to it at all

The longer y/n stays the better she gets at doing tricks y/n has been staying here for about 4 months and the hardest tricks of all time she mastered it easily papi was amazed at her and popee started being envious of her he started to hate her more and more everyday wishing she that she would be dead popee and y/n grew closer and closer y/n trusted popee that she would tell her deepest secret to him but popee didn't care about those things at all he was happy be gained her trust he may be envious of her but he started to fall inlove with her to it was a mix feelings for him but he kept faking his emotions to y/n he was tired he didn't want to do this but he was determined to kill y/n hurt her make her cry he hated her that he loved her y/n had no clue about popee's true feelings but y/n started falling for kedamono.. kedamono was always so sweet with her and kind she loved him a lot she was planning to confess soon to him but she was scared of rejection but that didn't stop her at all she told popee about her feelings to kedamono when he heard about this he started to convince y/n that kedamono doesn't really like dating or anything and has 'told' him that kedamono dislike her she refused to believe his bullshit and giggled popee didn't like her reaction so he grabbed both of her hands and pinned her down on her bed she was confused what he was doing he looked angrily at her he then started kissing her she tried to kick him but popees other hand took off her shorts and started rubbing her pussy she tried to resist him but he didn't let her go he kept kissing her tears started to form she was scared she wished she immediately reacted when popee grabbed her like that popee stopped kissing her and they were both panting y/n was scared her legs were trembling she was sensitive down there "Your wet already?" He said and laughed he then pulled your panties down and he inserted one finger in tears fall down he smirked she was begging him to stop but popee didn't listen to her he started to finger fuck y/n... ( This is overwhelming :/)

After few hours pass by popee was hugging y/n tightly y/n was crying they both tired after popee just did it to y/n she continues to cry quitely popee looked at her and kissed her forehead "Just sleep.." he said holding her tight she then slowly fall asleep soon enough in the morning you woke up and popee was gone your bed was a mess but you were to tired to fix it you changed into your suit and went outside and you saw popee and kedamono doing tricks you were mentally and physically drained from last night you were traumatized you didn't want to go near to them especially popee but popee went up to you and grabbed you to them kedamono smiled and greeted you, you greeted him to and you tried to do tricks but you failed you were weak kedamono asked if you were alright you nodded and smiled at him you tried to act normal and popee kept being close to you kedamono noticed you weren't like your joyful self so when you guys were alone he asked you if you are actually alright you didn't want to tell him you just nodded he sighed and went out he told you if you are comfortable enough to talk about it then tell it to him he knew something was wrong but just don't know what happened soon popee came in I looked nervously at him he smirked and he started to kiss y/n neck and started sucking on it she didn't move at all she just started to cry she felt weak around popee she was scared popee pushed her down and started to kiss her he grabbed his knife while he was kissing her and he stabbed Y/n in the chest her eyes widen up popee immediately stopped kissing her and she looked at him he had a grin on his face he took off the knife and she started to bleed the room was covered of blood she then started to twitch and stopped moving soon enough he smirked and went outside kedamono was about to go to y/n to comfort her but when kedamono saw popee with blood he started to cry popee just petted him and walk past by him

( that's all I'm so sorry for adding the SA scene but this is the longest story I probably made about 3200 words in totally I guess but thank you for reading... )