You and Deidara have been best friends since childhood. You two were inseparable, two peas in a pod, the two amigos....until he went rouge. You didn't know wether to tag along with Deidara in a journey where you both don't how it's going to end or stay and live in peace as long as you could in Iwagakure. You couldn't decide.

" Come with me y/n Chan..." Deidara pleaded while holding his hand out for you. You could only stare at him. You couldn't move. You couldn't speak. Everything was happening way to fast.

Time was going way to fast. The numerous amount of explosions in the background didn't help. You couldn't think properly. The wings of the bird that Deidara was riding was distracting.

Everything was too much. You couldn't think. You couldn't breathe. You couldn't see, the tears in your eyes was too much. You fall down to your knees and let everything out.

Deidara had never seen you cry like this before. He understood what was happening. He understood everything was too much for you. You lived comfortably in peace. You never had to make such a hard decision before. He knew it was unfair of him to put so much pressure on you in a short period of time. He knew he didn't have enough time to talk it out with you.

He gently got off his bird and kneeled down to you. He grasped your hands delicately. " I know this is too much for you. So I'll give you more time to think. One month from today if you decide to follow me meet me at the outskirts of Amegakure." Before you could respond he immediately stood up and jumped onto his clay bird and flew away.

You heard the footsteps of the Jonin get closer until they were right beside you.

You had decided to go with Deidara. After thinking about it for two weeks you thought it was the best choice. Who would want to live in peace anyway? The life Deidara was heading was filled with excitement, never knowing how something is going to go out or how you'll go out.

You would never admit it but you loved Deidara. He wasn't like the other Jonin at Iwagakure. He loved his art with a passion. He even went as far to get the forbidden scroll to improve on whatever he knew previously. You loved his dedication. You loved his long blonde hair. You loved running your hands through his hair when you had the chance. It felt like silk.

You were approaching the outskirts of amegakure when you felt someone was staring at you. You weren't a Jounin or even trained to be a ninja but you knew when you felt you were being watched. You nervously looked around but when you saw nothing you continued to your destination. As you reached closer you suddenly felt yourself being pulled back. But how? Nothing was touching you. In an instant your neck was being choked by a singular hand.

You were panicking. You tried your best to kick at whoever was choking you but to no avail. You clawed at the hand holding you. But it didn't bother them. You felt your eyes water and tears form.

" Dei.... I'm Sorry..." You choked out.

Suddenly the hand loosed the hold they had on you and let you drop to the floor as you gasped for breath.

" How do you know the name Deidara?" A low but monotone voiced asked.

" H-he's *cough* a childhood hah friend of mine. We grew *cough* up together" you managed to cough out.

" Why are you here?" He asked staring me down, detecting for lies.

" Dei told me to meet him here after a month he had left Iwagakure if I wanted to stay by his side..."

" And you want to? Once you do there will be no going back. You do understand that right? This is no game child." He said menacingly.

" That's why he gave me a month to think about it. And I understand. I want to be there with him!"

" Love.... an idiotic reason to follow him." He said. " If you wish to continue to Amagakure follow me if not then go back where you came from child."

You watched the orange haired man with various piercings walk forward without caring if you did follow him. You shakily stood up and jogged up to him to catch up.

" What's your name?" You asked trying to spark up conversation.

" Pein"

"Y/n-Chan!!" Deidara yelled when he saw you enter the base.

You were about to run up to him when Pein put an arm a front of you. He raised his right arm and suddenly Deidara was launched to the wall behind him. You gasped in surprise.

" Deidara you do realize you invited a girl with no experience of ninjutsu nor taijutsu to the Akatsuki without consulting me." Pein said with an authoritative voice. " I do wish to hear your excuses."

" I-I have none Pein-Sama but of my own selfish d-desires,un" Deidara said as well as he could with the given situation.

" I do hope you are prepared to pay for the repercussions of your careless choices." Pein then lowered his right hand that had Deidara pressed against the wall. " You don't give much use to us but I would like for you to find something that would." Pein had said those words towards you and only you.

Pein then walked away leaving the room with a tense aurora. You waited until he left to rush towards Deidara to aid him.

" Dei I'm so sorry I wouldn't h-have come if I knew I was going to cause so much problems for you." You said with tears in your eyes. You were kneeling down with him on the floor.

" Don't apologize,un. I'm happy your here,un." He responded with shallow breaths. " My back hurts so much, un." He winced in pain when he tried to stand up to his feet.

" I feel so helpless and useless here and it hasn't even been ten minutes..." you cried out.

" Don't cry, un." Deidara said trying to reassure you. His hand cupped your cheek and used his thumb to wipe away your tears.

" Ah Dei! Stop! Your mouth is licking me..." you giggled out.

" Ah sorry!" He said removing his hand. You watched as a trail of saliva was connected to your cheek and his mouth on his hand.

" Ewww Dei"

After a man named Kakuzu helped Deidara with his back but at a price, you and Dei were able to relax at his room without the fear of others except Sasori who he shares a room with.

" His eyes are big" you whispered to Deidara in his ear.

" You'll get used to them eventually,un." He whispered back. The feeling of his hot breath against your ear sent shivers throughout your body.

" You are full aware I can hear you both." Sasori replied without bothering to look up from his puppet.

You and Deidara went silent and rigid until you looked at each other and proceeded into a laughing fit. Sasori only rolled his eyes at both your childish behavior.

" Hey Dei?"

" Hmmm?"

" Where am I going to sleep?" You asked.

" Y-You could sleep with me, un....." Deidara responded to your question with flushed cheeks and his eyes averting yours.

" A-Are you sure? Your bed is pretty tiny for the both of us..." You responded back.

" All of our beds are that size except Pein's which is quite big. If you would like to sleep with Pein I could ask on your behalf." Sasori said amused.

Your eyes went wide and proceeded to quickly decline what Sasori had said.

Eventually it had gotten late into the night where you and Deidara kept yawning between words and your eyes droopy and decided it was time to go to bed.

You went through your bag of belongings and headed to the bathroom where you would change into your night attire. You came out and saw Deidara on his side of the bed already hogging all the blanket. You got into your side of the bed and yanked back some more of the blanket for yourself. You closed your eyes and drifted off to sleep.

You were awoken from your sleep from unknown warmth engulfing you. You slowly opened your eyes and waited for your senses to come back to you. You were finally aware of the position you and Deidara were. You were sleeping on your side as well as Deidara who had his arm around your waist. His hand placed under your shirt and on your tummy. His head between your neck and you could feel his breath tickle you.

You didn't really mind the position you were in. You didn't know when this chance would arise again. You took the opportunity and snuggled in closer to him, unaware he was awake and unaware you were pushing your bottom on his private's.

You went to close you eyes when Deidara's hand suddenly squeezed the skin on your stomach and something poke you on your thigh.

" Ah I'm sorry, un. It's nothing..." he whispered in your ear.

" It doesn't feel like nothing...." you whispered back. It might have been the new environment or the lack of sleep but you felt like being risky at that moment.

You continued to move your butt on his boner making it harder. You felt his breath hitch and become ragged. You held his hand that was on your stomach and led it to your breasts.

" Your not wearing a bra, un?" He asked while roughly groping them.

" Mmmm I don't like wearing one to sleep...." you hummed at his touch. The contrast of the heat on his hand and the cold feeling of your breasts was amazing. Your nipples perked and he tugged at them.

" Ah gentle please Dei..."

He only hums at your words and licks a long stripe of skin on your neck making you shiver. You felt him gently thrust his hips into you as he starts to create hickeys on your neck.

You felt the hands on his mouth lick your nipples which made you Yelp in surprise.

" Oh Dei..... Ah...Mmhmm..."

You felt Deidara tug off your sleeping shorts as well as your underwear and removed the hand on your breast and slowly trailed it down towards your private. The mouth on his hand leaving a trail of his saliva. Deidara placed his palm on your clitoris and stuck a finger into you. Slowly pushing them in and pulling them out and occasionally curling them watching you whimper. The hand on his mouth only added to your pleasure. It's tongue was roughly licking at your clit.

" Ah Dei. Your so good.... Oh God! Yes! Yes! Don't stop!" You moaned out loud and roughly gripping at his arm that was pleasuring you.

As you were about to reach your climax a voice stopped you and Deidara.

" I would prefer if Deidara did stop. I don't need sleep but I like to lay in bed with my thoughts at night rather then work and keep Deidara awake. Unlike you both who do not care about my well being. I should have stopped you both as soon as I heard Deidara got a boner." Sasori said loudly enough for others to hear as the night was silent.

Deidara retracted his hand and you tugged your shorts back on and scooted away from Deidara. Deidara felt his boner go away instantly, as if he was in an ice bath. Both you and Deidara were laying in bed facing the ceiling with red faces from being caught. But your hands were intertwined.

" Thank you and good night to you both." Sasori said as he closed his eyes and started to think to himself.

You and Deidara turned to each other and and gave each other an awkward lopsided smile and then giggled.